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TDM 01: TAKE 2

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【 Thank you for choosing the Golden Peacock, 5-Star Resort and Casino. You are currently registered as a WILDCARD in our system.

Unfortunately, due to high demand during the holiday season, we are temporarily unable to check you in to your reserved room. We deeply apologize for the inconvenience. We have arranged for a temporary room while we work on processing your reservation as quickly as possible. We appreciate your understanding during this time.

As a token of our appreciation we have issued 4 CLOTHING VOUCHERS and 4 FOOD VOUCHERS to your account that can be used at many of our locations. Complimentary chips have also been applied to your bank account.

You will be notified as soon as your reservation has been processed. Your comfort and happiness are our utmost priority. We sincerely hope you enjoy your stay. 】



EVENS
EVENS
Soft. Warm. Cozy.

The beep of the Watch is gentle, a considerately low sound when rousing newly arrived wildcards while a small vibration tickles the wrist. Satin sheets slide with the lazy stretch of legs. Bedding shuffles. The room is a comfortable temperature but … for some reason, it’s maybe a touch too warm? And cramped?

As characters rouse from their slumber (or otherwise blink into awareness) they will find that they are now in a shitty resort room. They have been temporarily allocated a rank 2 suite. These suites are small and the twin bed takes up the majority of the space inside. Walkable area is minuscule. There is no decor or window. All characters are naked, wearing only a white terrycloth robe knotted at the waist. No details are given other than the above message and a follow-up message explaining GAME 52.

But perhaps that’s not the most alarming part.

They’re not alone.

All characters will find themselves waking up in pairs. Not only have they woken up in an entirely unknown place, they are pressed up against and/or are cuddling what may potentially be a total stranger. Even if a pair is lucky enough to know one other ... pretty awkward waking up together like this, isn't it?

Due to holiday overbooking all characters are required to share a room while the backlog of reservations are processed. Some of these rank 2 suites may even have three temporary residents if you’re feeling spicy.

The resort is truly sorry that they overbooked during the holiday season. This is unprecedented. They have never before seen the house bring in so many new guests at once. Without even a heads up for the staff. It’s like being middle management isn’t worth it! For the sake of avoiding headaches and customer complaints, wildcards will find that each room has an included a gift basket as an apology for the inconvenience.

GIFT BASKET DELIGHTS (PLEASE DON’T COMPLAIN) ▷ Charming Novelty T-shirts: [ 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 ]
All Natural Body Care
A Luxury Candle
A Box of Holiday Cookies
12-Pack of Resort Branded Health Items

Wildcards that explore outside will find staff running around like frenzied hens. These employees will encourage wildcards to go wash up in the bathroom, a communal space with plenty of free supplies for newcomers. The communal bathroom is a clean area with multiple open showers, sinks, and water closets. Wildcards will find shelves stocked with basic toiletries and clean towels. They will also find other general bathroom amenities available for use like hair dryers, face masks, scrub brushes, combs, razors, toothbrushes, q-tips, and so on.

All facilities inside the communal bathroom aside from the toilets are open concept and there is no separation based on gender (or anything else). Everyone is expected to share.

BATHROOM MISCHIEFTHE SOAP WANTS TO DROP: Soap is slippery, but it seems as though some of the bars are intent on slipping out of hand and onto the floor. Some even shoot across the open concept showers and hit someone else. But how could soap throw itself at someone?! Are you sure you're not just looking for attention?

YOU CAN'T ESCAPE YOURSELF: As the steam from the showers rolls through the bathroom the mirrors begin to fog. Strange enough, fogging the mirrors begins to reveal some kind of message ... and not just any message. Wildcards may discover one of the worst private thoughts they've ever had written out on the mirror for all to see. Hiding it as easy as wiping away the vapor, but you can never really escape your truest thoughts.

SHAM-ME, SHAM-YOU: There are several shampoo scents for wildcards to choose from in the cabinets. One particular formula, Saltmarsh Sparrow, isn't quite like the others. This particular shampoo is designed to pair with the wearer's natural scent. Wildcards may find that they are leaking faint pheromones that incite lust and arousal in potential mates. Use too much shampoo and you may even be affected by your own scent!

YOU, ME, AND THIS COMMUNAL TUB: The communal bathroom also includes a large soaking tub that can accommodate several guests at once. There are scrubbing stones kept around the pool for guest use and jars of mud masks to wear while enjoying a soak. Mud masks will leave even the dullest skin feeling hydrated and fresh—amazing! But... what is this? The very teeny tiny font on the bottom of the jars say, "Mud will not wash off by the same hands that applied it. We recommend finding a partner to apply masks with. Enjoy!"

Some of the staff will pity these poor new guests that have had their reservations pushed out. They will show characters the way to one of the small supply closets that are used by cleaning staff. The closet is small but fully stocked with linens, extra toiletries, pillows, robes, slippers, and yellow Golden Peacock tracksuits in a full range of sizes. They will encourage wildcards to take whatever they want before running off again.

But those that aren’t careful might find themselves in an interesting predicament.

OPEN THIS FUCKING DOORWildcards may find that the closet door will slam closed and lock while they are inside. This will only happen if there are two wildcards inside the closet.

A giggle from the other side of the door is proof that it wasn’t an accident but the voice will not respond to any questions or demands. Only when asked what they need to do to be released will there will be another soft giggle and the demand: “Kiss, kiss, kiss for seven minutes!

Wildcards who abide by the kissing ghost's rule will be released promptly after seven minutes of kissing. Those that do not will be trapped inside until one of the staff members comes around and unlocks the door.

Wildcards will find that the hallways of the basement are chilly and narrow. Heading to the end of the hallway will reveal a stairwell where they can ascend to check out the main resort. Welcome to the Golden Peacock!
ODDS
ODDS
A bird cries in the distance. Water beads trickle down chilled flesh. Itch itch itch—something pokes your bare ass.

The beep of the Watch is as gentle as it was for the new arrivals that didn’t wake up on the cold hard ground but the sound blends into the rustle of leaves and the gurgle of the river. Unlike their luckier colleagues, some wildcards have unexpectedly woken up in the middle of lush vegetation. Oops! That was a miscalculation. No details are given other than the above message and a follow-up message explaining GAME 52.

Wildcards that wake up in the Vale will be completely naked and without a resort robe to cover up. Lost amid thick bushes, mushroom clusters, and towering trees, it doesn't feel like they're in a resort at all. Isn't this a rainforest? By all accounts, this is a rainforest.

Those that wake in the Vale will have to make their way through the rainforest to find the exit. Really, so unexpected! This was not what we had in our system at all. It must be overloaded from high demand. Our apologies. Please don't complain.

LOST IN THE VALE ▷ The Vale is the only area in the resort that has simulated weather. Wildcards in the Vale may experience thunderstorms, windstorms, and light rain showers. Those who don't find their way out by night hours will find themselves plunged into darkness, with the bioluminescent mushrooms their only source of light.

▷ There are small caves and caverns throughout the Vale. There is overhead connected netting throughout the trees that may make travel easier for those agile enough to get up there. A river with fresh water runs throughout the entirety of the Vale.

▷ There are real birds living in the Vale. These birds find newcomers very interesting and like to swoop and peck if they see a good opportunity to bully. They are easily frightened off but quick to return if someone is particularly reactive.

▷ The Vale is very moist at ground level so mud and sinkholes are common. There are scattered stone and wood-plank pathways but for the most part the set-up is very natural.

Laughter rings throughout the forest. Footsteps echo. Branches snap. There are other people around aside from you naked newbies. If eavesdropped upon, wildcards may pick up on what these guests are cawing about. It sounds like they’re playing some kind of game.

Wildcards that wake up in the Vale may unwittingly stumble into one of the resort’s popular roleplaying games: Sexy Hunter 💕 and 💕 Sexier Prey.

There are numerous booby traps set around the forest. The goal of the game is to trap your prey and take them home for kinky fun and these guests weren't expecting newbies to suddenly drop in! The traps won’t hurt anyone but they will put them in some embarrassing positions.

SEXY? TRAPSCAGE: A lofted wooden cage. This trap is triggered when the prey crosses a hidden tripwire. The cage will fall from above and enclose the prey if they are not quick enough to evade. The cage is heavy and difficult to move. Escapable if the prey is strong enough or if someone lends assistance.

HANGING NET: Netting hidden on the ground by leaves or moss. Stepping into the net area will trigger the trap into pulling up and capturing its prey in lofted bundle. Escapable if the prey manages to cut through the net or if someone lends assistance and breaks the pully rope.

MUD PIT: A deep hole hidden on the ground by leaves, moss, or carefully placed bushes. Prey will fall into the hole once stepping into it. Depths may reach 6 - 7 feet so prey cannot climb out on their own. Escapable for those with good agility or if someone lends assistance.

ANKLE SNARE: A rope loop hidden beneath leaves, moss, or other craftily laid vegetation. This trap is triggered when the prey steps into the snare. Rope will tighten around the prey's ankle to keep them in place. This trap may remain on the ground or loft the prey so that they're hanging upside-down from a tree. Escapable for those who can cut the rope or if someone lends assistance.

After braving the elements and surviving booby traps, these wildcards may finally find civilization. The lounge pagoda where many of the long-standing guests are hanging out and enjoying drinks is comfortable and connected to a bathroom where characters can themselves clean up. In contrast to the naked muddy wildcards, the guests on the pagoda are dressed in trendy and elaborate clothing.

They stare at the newly arrived nude wildcards before breaking into shouts of glee and approval.

“Yes, brilliant idea, it’s a naked party! Whoohoo! Come on everyone. Take your clothes off. All of them! Naked party, naked party, naked party!”


These NPCs will shed their clothing and begin to skinnydip in the pools and river. They will chase each other—and wildcards! Wildcards will find themselves surrounded by an orgy. They will encourage wildcards to join in on the fun and offer them food and drink to get into the mood.

IT'S AN ORGY Y'ALLFINDERS KEEPERS: None of the long-standing guests are paying attending to the clothes they've stripped off. Some of these clothing items may even have small items in the pockets, like a zippo lighter and cigarettes. Wildcards that dare to snatch clothes or items most likely won't be caught ... but if a guest does catch them, what are they gonna do other than give chase? If you're fast enough it's all yours.

FREE LUNCH IS NEVER FREE: All of the food and drink offered by the guests on the pagoda is spiked with aphrodisiac. Intensity varies from a very slight amount to a full dose, at player discretion. Regardless of potency, wildcards will find that effects do not last long.

MOVE OVER, BUB: The bathroom in the pagoda is small, comfortably fitting two at best. There is a shower with a limited amount of hot water available. The gauge will show as the amount of hot water declines. Once the hot water runs out wildcards can only use ice cold water to wash off the mud. It would be effective to shower together, wouldn't it?

WHO STARTED THIS PARTY: Pagoda guests will become wilder as the party goes on. Wildcards may end up voyeur to guests having sex out in the open. Some guests will try to match up with wildcards or try to match wildcards simply because they would look good together. Particularly frisky guests will playfully chase wildcards around. Good luck, newbie!

Wildcards will find the exit out to the central hub and elevator bank behind the pagoda. Welcome to the Golden Peacock!
NOTES
PROMPT NOTES
▶ Characters will wake up in either a rank 2 room or in the Vale. We ask that you pick one arrival for your character for consistency sake. If you can't choose we suggest using an RNG and letting it pick evens or odds.
▶ Characters in the Vale do have a room assignment as well. They can eventually find their way there after their journey, the poor things.
▶ All characters have been issued four food and four clothing vouchers. These vouchers are as good as money around the resort.
▶ Players should mod random NPCs as they like.
▶ All subprompts are suggestions. We encourage players to get creative! Do whatever your little hearts desire.



MAIN LOBBY
MAIN LOBBY
The Peacock is buzzing with excitement! The massive main lobby is especially spectacular with golden streamers, dazzling lanterns, glittering ornaments, and cheerful music. There doesn’t seem to be one particular holiday being celebrated with the general theme being winter and holiday. An amalgamate like this resort simply couldn’t select one thing and had to go for everything (more is always better). The hallways and aisles are packed with streams of guests in ostentatious outfits. One can’t swing a cat without hitting someone*.

*No cats were harmed in the making of this TDM. We love cats.

There are sprigs of mistletoe above many of the hallways and doors. Surprisingly, the mistletoe have no supernatural abilities whatsoever, but guests that spy two people beneath the mistletoe together will point and demand they kiss. It’s tradition. Don’t be a downer during the festive season. Succumb to the peer pressure.

Hallways are also decorated with vases of poinsettia flowers. Nothing is amiss about these flowers during day hours, but during late night hours they will pick themselves up and trade vases with each other.

They are polite flowers and try to change when there are no guests around but don’t always manage to do it discreetly. Wildcards may notice something gold glinting in the roots of the scrambling poinsettias. Wildcards who manage to grab these flowers and comb through their roots can collect a simple gold ring (along with shivers of, iyaaaa, we just met, so bold).

5 GOLD RINGS GAME ▷ The poinsettias are changing vases! Hey, they like to be fashionable too. Wildcards may notice something gold glinting in their roots as they dart across the floor to the next pot.

▷ Poinsettias are quick and clever. They will dodge, hide, and use bystanders as shields to avoid being caught. Once they’re in their new vase they cannot be taken out. They’re very stubborn.

▷ Poinsettias that are startled may give off a spurt of strong aroma. Wildcards that inhale this scent may break out into a rash. The cure is to climax/orgasm, which will get rid of the rash immediately. It may last up to a week otherwise. An embarrassed poinsettia may offer this explanation, apologetic for doing the flower equivalent of farting in your face.

▷ Gold rings can be retrieved from their roots. Taking these rings is harmless to them but they will be a bit bummed since these rings granted them the ability to scurry around. Please be kind and deposit them into a vase so they are not left stranded on the resort floor!

▷ Each ring collected may have either a slight charm or slight curse. A ring will either grant a brief boost to physical ability (charm) or drain physical ability (curse). Rings are single time use and will become plain gold rings after a brief use period. Players are welcome to choose if the rings they collect are charmed or cursed.

Birdbucks is likewise getting into the winter spirit. Despite there being no weather in the resort they are offering seasonal hot drinks! Prices aren’t any cheaper than usual but the quality is better than their standard coffee. They are offering four new delicious new flavors: Buttered Honey Rum Coffee, Peppermint Mocha, Gingerbread Cinnamon Latte, and Rainbow Cookie Cappuccino.

These drinks won’t do anything other than make one wired from all the caffeine, but guests are encouraged to enjoy them around one of the fireplaces set up throughout the main hallways. Many people are snuggling up to the fire while nursing a Birdbucks drink and telling stories. A great way to get to know your fellow guests! Each fireplace is surrounded with festive cushions, beanbags, pillows, and blankets.

"Have you all heard about the Peacock’s annual wish tradition? No? I’m an old-timer around here, let me tell you … see those little jars hanging amongst the lights? You’re supposed to write down your heart’s desire on a piece of paper and stick it into the jar. Then, take a match and light it on fire. They say if you do that you’ll get your desire within the next 12 months. Me? I’m wishing for an older babe, a high rank babe, to become my sugar momma… what, doing it together with someone? Sure. They say that if you do it with someone you’ll have a fated connection forevermore. So don’t do it with someone you don’t like, hah!"


Wildcards will find that that loud guest isn’t lying. Many small glass jars hang alongside the fairy lights and there are multiple tables with paper, pens, and matches.

Guests are scribbling down their desires and stuffing them into the jars, watching with glee as the lit paper crumbles to ash. Couples who put their desires in the same jar are said to have a fated connection forever after so many couples can be found following the tradition. Nothing happens right away ... but who knows? It may prove to be true later.
RED CARDINAL
RED CARDINAL
Those looking to escape from the crowds will find respite in Red Cardinal. Despite being busier than usual, this particular bar remains serene with guests calmly enjoying food and drink. The decorations are minimal with a few red hanging paper lanterns. The proprietress, a handsome woman in her forties, works the bar while watching all guests with an eagle eye. Guests can be loud and out of control in the hallways; they aren’t going to behave that way in her bar.

Due to limited space, all wildcards that come alone looking for a meal will be seated at a two-top table with another wildcard. The menu for the holiday season is preset. All dishes are cooked by the proprietress's own hands, so the aroma has the comforting spice of homemade. She fully expects these wildcards to eat every single morsel. To leave any dish with scraps would offend her.


"Full? What do you mean, full? Look at you. You're so thin! Eat up, don't leave anything behind. Is my food not good enough? What's wrong with it?"


Guests that do not manage to finish the entire holiday spread will be bullied into washing dishes in the kitchen. The amount of dishes to be washed is massive. There is no dishwasher so it must all be done by hand. Wildcards sent to kitchen duty will not be allowed to leave until every dish is scrubbed clean. It's the least they can do after insulting her cooking by leaving food on the plate.

RED CARDINAL’S HOMEMADE HOLIDAY MENU ▷ Shrimp and Leek Dumplings; Vegetable Dumplings
▷ Squid Kebabs with Oyster Sauce
▷ Spicy Crawfish Pot (🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️)
▷ Rice Noodles served with Sour Beans, Peanuts, Bamboo Shoots, and Shallots
▷ Hand-Pulled Noodles, Thin Beef, Boiled Egg served in Fish Broth
▷ Steamed Crab
▷ Carp with Sichuan Pickles
▷ Kung Pao Chicken (🌶️)
▷ Spicy Beef in Hot Oil (🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️🌶️)
▷ Shredded Pork with Garlic Sauce (🌶️)
▷ Red Braised Pork
▷ Sweet and Sour Ribs
▷ Mapo Tofu (🌶️🌶️)
▷ Twice-Cooked Pork Slices
▷ Hot and Sour Glass Noodles (🌶️🌶️🌶️)
▷ Fried Eggs with Tomatoes
▷ Roast Duck
▷ Egg Fried Rice
▷ Lotus Root and Rib Soup
▷ Glutinous Rice Balls
▷ Green Dumplings
▷ Steamed Pea Flour Cake
▷ Osmanthus Cake
▷ Mung Bean Cake
▷ Egg-Yolk Puff
▷ Dragon's Beard Candy
▷ Steamed Creamy Custard Buns
▷ Rice Dumplings

Guests that decide to skip the food and set up at the bar will find dozens of sealed wine jars. The proprietress will share that these wines are her personal make that she only offers once a year. She has not labeled the effects of these wines for her own personal amusement. Guests who wish to purchase a jug must select one based on the name written label, without knowing what may have been added into the mix.

Red Cardinal has all the other usual options as well. They carry basic spirits, beer, and other no-fuss drinks. Characters may also order small bar snacks like nuts and chips.

RED CARDINAL’S HOMEMADE WINESWEET OSMANTHUS: A sweet wine with notes of apricot and plum. A healthy dollop of the butterflies one feels during first love has been blended in to evoke an even brighter taste on the palate. Drinking Sweet Osmanthus will inspire feelings of love and romance in the drinker.

JAMMY BERRY: A tart wine with notes of blackberry, raspberry, and bayberry. A clever tongue may also taste the unshed tears for those without mourners. Drinking Jammy Berry will compel the drinker to cry. Full on waterworks. You baby.

CHILLED NUT: A mild and nutty wine with notes of chestnut and mint. All that's added to this one is a sprinkle of those bad ideas that always come past 2am. Drinking Chilled Nut will prompt the drinker to confess a secret.

LOTUS TANG: A deep-bodied wine with notes of wood and oak. A cup and a half of blended confidence from "the strongest" men as been liberally whisked in. Drinking Lotus Tang will give the drinker a massive confidence boost and the sense self-importance to match.

All jugs have a high APV. Drink too much and you may end up sleeping on the floor of the bar!
NOTES
PROMPT NOTES
Players can submit five threads where their character collects a gold ring with their application to receive a bonus upon acceptance. Players should include these links beneath their sample with a note that they are for the 5 Gold Ring game.
▶ Players may assume that each poinsettia has two rings in their roots so characters may take one each.
▶ If your character writes down a desire and lights it in a jar please keep in mind what that desire was for the future.
▶ Characters obviously can run away from the proprietress if they don’t finish all their food, but she’ll be on the lookout for you miscreants in the future.
▶ Wines can be mixed and matched to blend effects. RIP to that character.
▶ All subprompts are suggestions. We encourage players to get creative! Fly free.



LOVE DOVE
LOVE DOVE
Love Dove, the resort's largest department store, is running a massive end of the year sale. All items are between 50% - 70% off, which is a massive bargain for those that are tight on chips!

Stepping inside will transport you away from the busy crowds of the main hallways and into several floors of retail magic. Not wanting to be outdone by competitors, Love Dove has pulled out all the stops to impress during the festive season with massive decorations and mannequin set-ups. Large bows and ribbons, boxes done up in shiny paper, trees and candelabras, sparkles sparkles sparkles. There are also several tables set up around the store offering complimentary glasses of wine and chocolate covered strawberries.

Characters will find a section for every kink imaginable in the store. Gaze in wonder upon the wall of strap-ons. Marvel at the wide shade range of the silicone penises. Bask the rainbow of silky lingerie—for both women and men. There are gadgets and gizmos a-plenty, including some design oddities of Love Dove’s own creation that wildcards may never have seen before. The store even has staged areas for guests to try out some of the more elaborate equipment before buying. While it is not encouraged to use anything insertable before buying for hygienic reasons, guests can turn display toys on to test vibration strength and suction power.

Despite being a sex department store, Love Dove also has several departments dedicated to regular clothing and undergarments. Characters will find decent basics like t-shirts, sweatpants, underwear, jackets, jeans, skirts, shoes, and dresses for slashed prices. Don't miss these deals! The sale ends when the winter festivities end.

DRESSING ROOMSANONYMOUS FUN: Many of the stalls have strange holes cut into the walls, making it easy to peer into the next room over. However, an astute wildcard may realize that these holes are too big to be peepholes. One may even come to that realization because of an unexpected visitor poking through the hole to say hello.

YOU’D LOOK BETTER IN THIS: The lights in the dressing rooms may flicker on and off during the night. After that blink of darkness, wildcards may find that the clothes they were going to try on have been swapped with something completely different.

FOREBODING: Wildcards may find that their reflection in the mirror is pale and tired. The lips of that reflection will move, a faint flick not noticeable to anyone else around, only to the one looking directly at their own face and knowing they aren't whispering. This reflection will try to warn its original... but will quickly freeze up, unable to get the message out before returning to normal.

At the front of the store there is a temporary section with an elaborate display. Wildcards will find Love Dove promoting masks and feathered costumes. They will hand out fliers inviting all guests the holiday masquerade. Drinks! Food! Dancing! A night that you surely won't forget! New guests simply cannot miss this party. Anyone who is anybody is going to be there.

All those who plan attend the masquerade are required to dress up. In the spirit of the season Love Dove is offering especially good sales on these elaborate costumes. For those with simpler tastes, there are also ballgowns and tuxedos in various prints and colors. The most important article is, of course, the mask.

Staff will encourage wildcards to pay particular attention in choosing a mask that resonates with them.

TRY A NEW FACEHEARTS: Several of the red masks have been marked by Hearts. The wearer will be able to glean a vague sense of the emotions of those around them.

DIAMONDS: Several of the white masks have been marked by Diamonds. The wearer’s body will become especially sensitive to touch and temperature.

SPADES: Several of the black masks have been marked by Spades. The wearer will experience a heightened desire for intensity or violence.

CLUBS: Several of the purple masks have been marked by Clubs. The wearer will become compelled to act impulsively or recklessly.

Masks with effects may be purchased and worn in any of the masquerade prompts.
LOVE DOVE (AT NIGHT)
LOVE DOVE ... AT NIGHT
For all the joy that comes with celebrating the holidays, the jubilant atmosphere can evoke loneliness in one's heart. There are many different kinds of loneliness. The melencholy of missing someone that's died. Sorrow from being parted from your family. The ache of watching the one you love celebrating with someone else. The mourning of being left behind by a friend. These feelings are fleeting in the resort—luxury and hedonism are great distractions—but where do they go after that?

Right now they're manifesting in the sex toys.

Guests browsing Love Dove during night hours will find that some of the sex toys have been possessed by residual loneliness.

Loneliness is a powerful force and it has granted the toys the power to act on their own. Guests had better watch out—as brainless tools gifted a sense of autonomy, all they know to do is fulfill their function.

SEX TOYS GET LONELY TOODILDOS: The dildos will chase after guests to try and fill whatever hole they can. These dildos are indiscriminate and will target any hole, so watch out for these pests trying to jam into one of your nostrils. Dildos will target the nearest character and will change targets if another one is within closer range.

SHIBARI ROPE: The shibari rope has uncoiled itself and is hiding in wait to capture two people together. When it spies an opportunity it will throw itself forward and try to knot two individuals together. It will target a single individual if no one else is close enough to catch with them.

FEATHER TICKLER: The feather ticklers are surprisingly aggressive, chasing after characters to tickle them to tears. Sometimes these ticklers work together to trap characters into a corner and tickle them. A very unlucky character may even run into a flock of ticklers!

LEASH AND COLLAR: The leash and collar set will play dead until someone is close enough. The collar will snap around the neck of the closest individual and the leash will drag them toward someone else to hold.

The sex toys are low level and easy to fight off but please note the you break it you buy it signs posted all over the store. Can you afford to go all out, even with the current deals?
NOTES
PROMPT NOTES
▶ How mask abilities manifest in the wearer is totally up to you. For example, the way a Heart mask wearer senses emotions can vary from character to character. There is no one right way to apply the prompt.
▶ Consequences for breaking the toys are totally up to player discretion. Have fun.
▶ Toys can be quelled in other ways. If your character has the ability, go for it.
▶ All subprompts are suggestions. Please feel free to get creative! Listen to your heart, when he’s calling for you.



CASINO FLOOR
CASINO FLOOR
The Phoenix Casino has been transformed into a winter wonderland. Trademark royal blue has been replaced by shades of gold and white with pops of bright red lanterns. Guests in elaborate masks and costumes mesh together and then part, reveling in pretending to be someone else for a little while.

All have dressed to impress, sparing no expense in dripping themselves in precious gems and metals. Some of the guests are treated like gods—these are the royal rank guests and the difference in treatment from the rest of the crowd is palpable. These dazzling celebrities take up much of the spotlight, laughing loudly at card tables and shooing away anyone too low of a rank to breathe their air. They don't bother to hide their identities. Why, when they have the best of everything?

There are several game tables set up where crowds are playing and betting. Wildcards are encouraged to join in on the fun and given some grace from social judgement because they have no official rank yet. Some wildcards may even find guests making eyes at them over the table. After all, who knows if the house has been watching and decided that they’re a favorite? Today’s wildcard can be tomorrow’s new 10 rank.

Wildcards may participate in dice games, card games, and roulette in the main casino. Most other typical casino games have been shelved in favor of the special events in private game rooms.

The buffet is massive and decadent. Dishes like lobster and caviar, cuts of filet mignon, kobe beef with white truffles, oysters chilling on real diamonds, bluefin tuna, matsutake mushrooms, pule cheese, and so on. The dessert table is likewise exorbitant with elvish honey cakes, black watermelon, macarons, petit fours, chocolates, eclairs, tarts, soufflé, and flan all sprinkled in edible gold flakes. Dishes may contain aphrodisiac at player discretion.

The bar isn’t lacking either. The resort has created three specialty cocktails for the masquerade. While regular cocktails and spirits are available, staff will encourage guests to give these limited time drinks a try.

COCKTAIL MENUGOLD GLAMOUR: Those that drink Gold Glamour will find that they are now able to change their voice. A popular choice among guests that really want to lean into becoming someone else for the night.

DIAMOND DUST: Those that drink Diamond Dust will find their walls slowly lowering. Suddenly, being vulnerable and open to connecting with people doesn't seem so bad. Something to help loosen up your favorite introvert.

RUBY TONGUE: Those that drink Ruby Tongue will not be able to tell a lie for the next hour or so. No matter how hard they try they will only speak honestly. Ruby Tongue won’t let you hide from yourself, even at a masquerade.

Wildcards and long-standing guests aren’t the only ones in attendance. Phantom hands have crashed the party and are phasing through the casino. To be fair, they’re always in the casino. It isn’t crashing if it’s their stomping grounds, right?

The phantom hands are mischievous and in the mood to get into trouble. They will be pinching the waists and asses of guests, tugging on clothes, knocking over glasses, and generally be a nuisance. Their favorite trick is to pin the blame for their crimes on someone else. If they’re not careful, wildcards may be the target or the scapegoat for some of these pranks!
GAME ROOMS
GAME ROOMS
The resort has arranged for four special events during the masquerade. These events take place in private rooms away from the bustle of the main party. There is no advertising about what is in each room and many guests are swept into the momentum. Highly trained staff tending to the door will be quick in prepping wildcards who wander in, giving them little time to realize what exactly they’ve stumbled into before it begins.

VIRGIN AUCTION In a room draped in red velvets and spotted with plush couches, wildcards will find themselves either snatched up to a wooden stage or given a number. The distinction between the two is simple: staff will judge which characters are virgins and which are not. Virgins are included in the auction and all others are given the opportunity to bid on them.

Ladies and Gentlemen, welcome … to the annual Virgin Auction!! Gaze upon these fresh nubile virgins in awe! So clean and so untouched. You won’t want to miss this opportunity to bask in the glow of their freshness!

▷ Virgins will be asked to give an introduction of themselves on stage. Afterward, they can walk the floor and interact with bidders as they please. Virgins are a rare novelty in the resort so NPC guests will fawn over them and offer them gifts like chocolates and flowers. Some may even read crappy love poetry to them.

▷ Bidders may submit their bids via Watch directly to their virgin of choice. If the virgin likes the bid and the guest submitting it they can accept immediately. If not, they can wait for another bid. After 30 minutes, if they have no other bids, they must accept their highest bid.

▷ Virgins need only spend 1 hour of their time on a “date” with the winner of their bid. They do not need to lose their virginity. Virgins will be paid a medium payout for participating in the auction and paid 20% commission from their winning bid.


LOCK & KEY Gold and red melt together in this cozy game room. Adorned with padlock and ribbon decor, wildcards will only have a moment to admire the space before being snatched away by staff. Some wildcards will simply be given a key and returned to the room. Others will find themselves buckled into a harness or belt of some kind—but this isn’t any belt. It's a chastity belt. A rather uncomfortable one at that.

One hour to find your match, all! Anyone that doesn’t find their match after time has passed will be locked in the pillory and spanked as punishment! Welcome to the Locked Chastity Game!!

▷ Locks are looking for their matching key! Guests must find their match in order to win the game.

▷ Locks and keys that do not manage to find their match by the end of 1 hour will lose the game and have chips deducted from their bank account. They will also be locked into a pillory and spanked.

▷ Chastity belts may be over clothes or under clothes. How intense of a belt a character is wearing is left to player discretion. Some are very raunchy and may require direct contact with intimate areas to access.

▷ Once the game begins the door is closed. Candles that let off a strong aphrodisiac will be lit to add some urgency to the matchmaking. How strongly a character is affected is left to player discretion.


DIRTY DICE In another large room with small scattered game tables tables, pairs and groups will be given a special set of dice to play with. Two bold guests take the lead and show everyone how to play the game. One guest tosses both dice: one lands on BITE and the other on BREAST. He grabs his game partner and peels down her collar to sink his teeth playfully into her breast. She then takes her turn, the dice commanding another intimate action.

Got it, newbies? This is an easy beginner game. Roll the dice and do what it says. You both take turns, and if neither wimps out and does what the dice say four times in a row, you win a prize. That’s Dirty Dice for you!

DIE A
1: Bite
2: Kiss
3: Caress
4: Grab
5: Lick
6: Sniff
DIE B
1: Lips
2: Breast
3: Mouth
4: Neck
5: Ass
6: Knee


▷ If both players manage to complete four rolls they both will receive a medium payout.

▷ If one player manages to complete four rolls they will receive a small payout alone.

▷ If neither player manages to complete four rolls they get nothing.

▷ We recommend players use RNG during this game for random fun!


MASTER & PET This particular room notably has several smaller breakout rooms, all decorated in sensual black silks. Every character that steps inside will be guided into drawing a card from a box. The card will either denote Master or Pet. Staff are quick to divide those who have selected master and pet cards and set them up for play.

Welcome, Masters. We have a variety toys and pets for you to choose from. Your wish is our command. Here, you can have whatever you want. You’re in control.

▷ Masters will be given a selection of toys to browse. Players are free to imagine anything in the piles of stock that masters get to choose from.

▷ Pets will be collared and given a metal tag denoting whether the pet is a cat or a dog. This distinction is made based on character personality.

▷ Masters may request a random matchup or examine the available pets and choose the one that catches their eye. Both will then be escorted to a private room to play.

▷ Pets that manage to satisfy their master will receive a medium payout after play.
NOTES
PROMPT NOTES
▶ Players should mod NPCs and dealers as they like. Characters may win big with medium and large payouts when gambling. They can also lose big as well!
▶ Game managers and staff assisting setting up special games should also be freely modded as needed.
▶ Feel free to make up other special games as well! Players, as always, are encouraged to be creative and have fun.

OOC NOTES

OPENING INFO | RESERVES | APPLICATIONS

BLANKET CW: dubcon; nudity; sex toys; aphrodisiacs; alcohol; altered states; gambling; gloryholes; chastity play; bdsm; petplay; very sexy characters doing sexy things
▶ All characters on the TDM are WILDCARDS, which means they have not yet been assigned a card value. The house is still observing and deciding. As rank and suits are assigned upon acceptance your character's suit will not manifest until they are accepted into the game.
▶ All TDMs are game canon.
▶ If you aren't satisfied with these prompts, please feel free to check out our LOCATIONS to explore more of the resort!
▶ Smut threads that take place on this TDM can be used for rewards. If both parties in the smut thread join the game, you may retroactively apply the character's initial card values to your 52 bank. If one character does not join the game the thread will not be applicable toward rewards (as that character would not have a card value). The character that does join would still receive a small payout for the encounter. Hopefully it was a fun thread regardless!
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taintedpeony: (JGY (12))

Lan Xichen

[personal profile] taintedpeony 2023-12-18 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
from here

Well, that and we had to fulfill certain sex acts to power this alien world. They had us work, I worked in the library and Da-ge in the farms since he had access to non-tainted meat.

[Jin Guangyao could understand Wangji's feelings but he held no animosity to his son, even if Wangji did take his arm. Lan Shizui was a polite and cute young man. And he would not deny he held Jin Ling as a hostage, but he loved the boy. Jin Guangyao liked himself the least when he was in a desperate state, he acted like a cornered fox. Vicious and snappish.]

Oh, I forgot to mention Da-ge was there with me. The one from my world. Xue Chengmei says the one from his had a mustache, is that true?

[Jin Guangyao does bristle slightly at that statement, it was one of those invisible ways that Lan Xichen showed his privilege unknowingly. In the past, he would have been quiet and looked away a bit shamefully, taking it apart mentally later.

But he was past that now, feeling ashamed for growing up where he did. Allowing himself to diminish and wilt in front of beautiful immaculate cultivators who got to learn since birth. And he was painfully aware of the stark difference between being born of the gentry and not. But Nie Mingjue affected him, to be truthful about his feelings and not bury them until he lashed out later. He was grateful for his time in the prison

Jin Guangyao replied a bit stiffly, sharp eyes moving up to meet the other's.]


Er-ge, I strongly disagree.

It is in a brothel that one can truly learn the extent of human nature. The brothel taught me how to navigate delicate situations, serve people, and notice when they need something. How do you think I kept Sect Leaders in a good mood during long discussion conferences? I was good at my job because of the brothel and not despite it. I learned to survive because of where I am from, those skills aren't bad ones. They were useful in the war, weren't they?

If Er-ge wouldn't mind this A-Yao would like to point out a few things he could benefit from learning.
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[personal profile] lanclan 2023-12-18 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
Da-ge?

[ The walls feel like they narrow when he hears Nie Mingjue was at such a place. Not even just there, but alive and working a farm ... It doesn't seem possible, not after the state his body was in when last Xichen saw it, severed head sewn and pinned onto a neck ...

He feels a little ill as he continues to listen, stuck on Da-ge was there. Months spent in seclusion have granted Xichen endless days of regret and wallowing as his grief strips him down. Now, with this new Jin Guangyao on his arm, hearing of Nie Mingjue not being a mutilated corpse, the world tilts a little on its axis.

Benefit from learning ... Learn what? I want Da-ge back too.

Xichen suddenly longs for the soft muted blues and greys of the Hanshi, the sound of a small stream in his garden and days spent in solitude. The golden hallway is too much. ]


I just ... I need a moment. Please.

[ He pauses and breaks away to lean against a wall, closing his eyes. ]
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[personal profile] taintedpeony 2023-12-18 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
Oh!

[Oh...oh no, his traiterous mouth had pushed too hard. He hadn't realized that Er-ge was so fragile...after everything. Jin Guangyao didn't know he was in seclusion after all.

He stepped away to give him some space, dragging a chair next to him from the other wall of the lobby. When he was in this sort of panicked state the dark helped. He scurried to steal golden tablecloths from one of the tables that held brochures. He quietly draped it over him.]


Er-ge, I'm sorry. Please sit here and rest. I'll go find you some water. Can you wait for me? I'll be right back.
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[personal profile] lanclan 2023-12-18 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ Dredged out of his queasy reminiscing by being seated and having something draped over him, he balks and reflexively pushes it off his head; the claustrophobic dark (like Da-ge must feel in his coffin) is not where Xichen finds peace, yearning for the open air of his home instead, and ending up a few paces away from Jin Guangyao in the corridor. ]

... I'm sorry. No. [ No darkness, no loitering in oppresive golden halls. He takes a deep breath, evening out his breathing. ] Let's find the room, it's not too far. I'll sit down there.
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[personal profile] taintedpeony 2023-12-18 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh, its the opposite for him. Jin Guangyao loved small dark spaces. It was from when he was a child and slept in his mother's wardrobe as she worked or when he needed to hide. Even in Lanling, he would crawl into his secret room to cry and rage. Somewhere he could be alone and couldn't be judged by the light of day.

Jin Guangyao had a sudden realization that he didn't know how to take care of Er-ge anymore. Wasn't there a time when this was easier? That they had an intricate ritual where they knew what the other needed? Did they truly know one another? His voice came out small and panicked. He stopped in his tracks and rushed to his side, feeling small and young.]


O-Okay. Tell me where it is and we can go there.
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[personal profile] lanclan 2023-12-18 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ His arm drapes around Jin Guangyao out of habit as he leads them to the small, cramped bedroom where Xichen and Xingchen awoke. It's tidy and the basket of "gifts" has been shoved under the bed out of sight, whereas a couple of napkins are piled with buns and stolen food on a corner of the desk. Spare clothes are draped over the back of the only chair. ]

I just need to breathe. Excuse me.

[ Left alone and alive after his sworn brothers were both hacked up and killed, Xichen hasn't yet figured out why things happened the way they did. He knows, logically, the reasons, but he has always been a creature of emotion and his heart is a shattered thing, heavy like his body as he sinks down on the edge of the bed and holds his own faintly trembling hands to calm himself down. His long hair without a guan swims over his shoulders as he hides his face, the sick uneasiness in his gut brewing a headache in his skull. Heartsick? Bodysick, more like. ]

Could you pass the water? It's on the side there, the bottle.
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[personal profile] taintedpeony 2023-12-18 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
[Jin Guangyao walked alongside him in silence this time and took in the room. It wasn't different than the one he woke up next to Sizhui in, except they decimated the cookies in the basket.

He stepped away to the other side of the room to give him some space. He had time with his death, With Nie Mingjue being alive next to him. Er-ge didn't have as much time with it. He needed to be more gentle.]


Of course Er-ge.

[He reaches and opens the bottle for him, handing it over before sitting down on the floor, with his knees to his chest. He rested his chin on his knees, the dress thankfully covering most of him and his hair covering the rest. He took some soft breaths, trying to stem the panic. In all truth, he was a bit unmoored without Da-ge's presence beside him. They were inseparable for a year and to suddenly not know what happened to him when they passed the portal together. He could only hope he had reincarnated, but he missed him.]
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[personal profile] lanclan 2023-12-18 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ Sipping the water, he leans forward and runs a hand over his face as he gets his breathing back under control. In times past he would have been an immovable mountain to be relied upon, but he can't bring himself to leave where he's sitting even when he sees Jin Guangyao hunched in on himself. There's so little of Xichen left to give, what comfort he has is needed to bind his own heart behind his ribs. ]

I was in seclusion before coming here, a-Yao. I'm not a well man.

[ Broken, he hesitates to say. ]
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[personal profile] taintedpeony 2023-12-18 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
Oh Er-ge...

[Jin Guangyao's heart breaks for him. He did this to him. He sits up on his knees and moves closer to him, looking up at him softly.]

I am so sorry, for everything. This must be so overwhelming for you.

[He took a breath and gently placed his good hand on Lan Xichen's knee.]

I...don't think any of us have been well men. Not for a long time. We just pretended to be. Er-ge I don't know how to help your needs anymore. What helps me doesn't help you.

I want to relearn, how to help. But you have to tell me. I...I'm afraid for you in this place.
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[personal profile] lanclan 2023-12-18 07:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ His fingers tangle in Jin Guangyao's hair, Xichen's gaze stuck on the middle-distance where he can see his home. ]

I want to sleep for a thousand years. Maybe then I'll understand why so many horrible things happened and why I never noticed. I don't understand it.

[ He was always there to support his friends, now there is no one left to support him. Wangji is not an option, grieving the loss of a living Wei Wuxian this time after they parted. The Twin Jades are both fractured echoes of themselves and this one doesn't want to make a fool of himself again, so solitude works best on his nerves. ]

My head hurts when I don't understand.
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[personal profile] taintedpeony 2023-12-18 07:17 am (UTC)(link)
[The fingers felt good, cooling against his scalp. He rested his head on his knee.]

I can understand that feeling. Just to want to hibernate forever.

[He hummed thoughtfully.]

Sometimes we don't see what we do not want to until it is too late. I wish I saw that my father would never love me and that perhaps my mother only wanted me to be well. But I was so wrapped in my grief of losing her, I had convinced myself it was the only way for me. Perhaps a different path could have been available to me.

You are a good person, Er-ge. You want to see the best in people. You always did. And sometimes people aren't as good as you want them to be.

[Jin Guangyao looked up at him.]

Does your head hurt now? I can massage it if you like.
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[personal profile] lanclan 2023-12-18 07:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Something about a head massage makes a smile tick up, breaking the ice settled over his heart. With a soft snort, he tugs lightly on Jin Guangyao's hair. ]

Eat something and get comfortable, that will make me feel better.
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[personal profile] taintedpeony 2023-12-18 08:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[Jin Guangyao looks up at him with the light tug. T seeing the bit of familiar goading was nice.]

But a-Yao has already eaten three bondage men cookies! Fiiiine. If it pleases Er-ge, this wayward A-Yao will eat some of his food and change.

[With that he stands up and stretches, taking a moment to press his forehead against the other man’s. The dress was itchy anyway, he rummaged around the clothing pile finally coming up with an oversized t shirt and sweatpants. Maybe if he tied it really tight they would stay on. He turned around with his back to Xichen and slipped off the dress to his hips and put the shirt on. It came down to his knees. Then he slipped off the dress and put on the sweats, timing it as tight as it would go. It sort of worked. He laughed and did a little spin for Xichen’s benefit.]


I look like a-Ling when he was little and tried to wear my hat and outer robe. He was pretending to be Shushu and got ink on everything. On my documents, my clothes, his face. Fairy ended up with an ink mustache.
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[personal profile] lanclan 2023-12-18 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He presses his forehead to Jin Guangyao's as he veers in close, then (after a lingering glance, sue him) he averts his gaze until the other man crows about the state of his new clothes. They aren't sultry, certainly, but he looks much better in them than the threadbare gold.

His heart aches when Jin Guangyao mentions Jin Ling. That's the man he knows, not the one who held a garrotte up to that innocent boy's throat. You really were always lovely to me. Xichen wonders if his admiration of his Jin Guangyao was also as blinding, assuming it must have been but now with some self-awareness about it. ]


You're very cute. [ He holds out a hand for him to come closer. ] You look so similar to my a-Yao, you know. Except ... your features are a little finer somehow, like a bird. He was always a sweet, round-faced cat.
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[personal profile] taintedpeony 2023-12-18 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[He took his hand and walked over in front of him. He smiled softly and squeezed the hands on his own.]

A bird? I do not think I’ve heard that one yet. Though I have been called a feral little fox before. [Mostly by Mingjue]

Tell me what he is like. My Er-ge was tall like you but a bit less broad, his face a bit rounder, smile a bit freer as well. You smile as if you are enjoying a secret joke.
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[personal profile] lanclan 2023-12-18 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[ His smile touches his eyes instead of widening, a quirk very much of his own that Jin Guangyao has noticed. He would like to meet a happier version of himself, appreciating the description.

With their hands clasped, he sways them a little and looks up from where he sits on the edge of the bed. ]


He is ... short. [ Sticking to a physical description will be lighter conversation, lips twitching as he resists a smirk. ] He has dimples and rosy skin, but he tries to stay indoors to look pale and unflustered when in company. His lips are very foxlike when he smiles, now you mention it, but his eyes are big and bright. He likes headwear but looks better without it, when he's relaxing.
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[personal profile] taintedpeony 2023-12-18 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[He wasn’t sure about happier per se but a bit more expressive, which was saying a lot for a lan.]

Alas! The fate to be the smallest among all these tall handsome cultivators! I’ll have you know we are perfectly of height for common folk. I understand that as well, Jin beauty standards value being pale and I work on maintaining that. A bit of makeup helps as well.

[To hide bruises and maintain beauty. His hands were softer after scrubbing them down to look more like a nobles hands. He worked hard to maintain an image so he could garner some respect. He looked up at him through his lashes.]

I had a hat too. It kept the gentry at ease if I looked more like a bureaucrat than a cultivation leader…
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[personal profile] lanclan 2023-12-18 08:43 pm (UTC)(link)
There is little need for games when such people are so shallow a single stick could stir them in a simple direction. You try too hard to control people, as my a-Yao did.

[ He gives those hands a squeeze, telling him off with a slow blink and steady gaze alone. ]

Can you not just let people like you, as I do?
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[personal profile] taintedpeony 2023-12-18 08:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[He looked up at him and gave him a soft smile.]

Back in the Jianghu, if people didn’t like me they hurt me. An early lesson learned in the brothel.

But since I’ve left, I’m trying to, learn to be more authentic to myself and others. In the prison I made friends with people I didn’t have to hide around. They saw the worst parts of me and were kind and lovely. Two of them were sweet women who helped me be at ease with myself.

[Jin Guangyao sat down next to Xichen into his side now. Aerith, Julieta and Mingjue all helped him on that journey.]

Some of the sex acts we had to perform required a great degree of trust and giving up control. To be vulnerable in front of others. To be honest and able to communicate your desires to your partners.

Also I told people I lost all my fucks. So I suppose you could expect a bit more cursing sine I don’t have to please gentry sensibilities.

[ He gave him a mischievous smile, looking very much like a fox.
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[personal profile] lanclan 2023-12-18 09:08 pm (UTC)(link)
You are coarser in your language than I would expect. I'm sorry you were forced to commit such acts, even if you did learn from them. I only ever wanted a happy ... union for you.

[ Most of the crassness is politely ignored, as much as he notes what is said. He simply can't respond in kind, having not being raised to want or even know how to, wondering if this is the kind of language his own a-Yao would prefer and if he hid it from him along with everything else. ]

I can't say I understand why I am here. After my seclusion, I planned to cultivate as close to immortality as possible. I have no interest in ... bedroom matters.
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[personal profile] taintedpeony 2023-12-18 09:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[It was a bit of code switching, Women in Yunping especially in the poorer parts of town spoke fast and could make a sailor blush. It was easy to fall into easy cussing with Nie Mingjue who had a foul mouth on him as well. Taking account and honoring that part of himself helped him unravel some of the rest.]

I would not say I was… okay I was coerced into them, everything there was laced with substances that incited desire, but I had to come to terms with what I wanted to do and with whom.

Er-ge, I’ve never had a perfect union before there. My only time in life was when A-Song was conceived and we never…

It took me so long to learn to be okay with doing such things I wouldn’t have survived if… [if Da-ge wasn’t there. He didn’t say it. I wasn’t okay. I felt like I was dirty and anything I touch became dirty as well.

I don’t know why either. Have you never had interest? There are some people like that and that is perfectly fine.

For me I had to decide where the line is. I can’t sleep with strangers, I have to be friends first and know they won’t hurt me. What I worry about is that things happen, you eat or drink the wrong thing, breathe the wrong air, A flower shoots pollen in your face and then your choices are limited.


And that loss of control and what happens with it hurts, and is terrifying. I want Er-ge to prepare for that eventuality, mentally. And come up with a safety plan in place. I am worried.
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[personal profile] lanclan 2023-12-18 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There is nothing he can say to ease Jin Guangyao's heart or ego, only holding his hand as the other man speaks of his murdered son, unwanted sexual acts, and retaining some mental fortitude after everything. Xichen listens, patient and quiet throughout until asked about himself so he needn't focus on Jin Guangyao's pain and throw it into stark relief again. It seems he keeps pressing on a bruise.

His smile is hollow this time, eyes empty of concern. ]


I don't care what happens to my body, it only houses my soul. The latter feels like it is gone, or that I don't know myself anymore, so I couldn't be hurt in any way that counts.
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[personal profile] taintedpeony 2023-12-18 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[He did this to him, his strong Er-ge was made of jade after all, and he broke him. He lets go of his hand and squeezes him tightly, burying his face into his neck.]

Er-ge no. You can’t talk like that. Is that the example you want to set for Sizhui? Would he not worry about his beloved Bobo who raised him until his A-die was well enough?

Your soul is not gone, I feel it in there, I have seen it in your eyes. It feels like it because of all the pain. But we have time to work through it and piece it back together. Your body, your heart and soul all matter the universe to me.

I know I am the reason for this. Please let me help fix it. Please. I’ll be happy to give my body so you don’t have to, Er-ge. Please.
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[personal profile] lanclan 2023-12-18 10:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Not being a monster even at his lowest, he wraps an arm around him and pats Jin Guangyao on the back as he hides in Xichen's shoulder. ]

I haven't cared in a long time, a-Yao. You can't fix this. I don't ... have the right pieces left.

[ He is not like Nie Mingjue, resilient to the point of becoming a malevolent ghost from pure rage or Jin Guangyao, spiteful enough to be vicious beyond measure. Xichen has only ever wanted to be kind and helpful, and as it turns out he was foolish and murderous by proxy because he knew nothing. He was left alone in the Hanshi, in shades of blue and grey, safe to feel all of it in private to the occasional call of a crane amidst mountainous winds.

He rubs Jin Guangyao on the back again, squeezing him for a moment before he leans back to settle a solemn look on that upset face. ]


It's as if a blade cut me in half; my body doesn't care to feel much of anything anymore. It just lives. That's good enough for me to be useful in this realm, and if something happens to me against my wishes I promise I won't care. Don't be so sad, my sweet a-Yao. Perhaps I'll pass the time by learning the ways of a brothel in detail, would that be preferable?

Should I become a carnal thing, to avoid thinking? Does it work?
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I'm so sorry that he's so wordy when impassioned.

[personal profile] taintedpeony 2023-12-18 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Er-ge...

[Jin Guangyao's fingers gently begin to card through his hair. Like he did to A-Ling when he was young, he knew he wasn't like them but he was strong and resilient in his own right. His kindness made him resilient. During the war, Lan Xichen became a beacon of hope freeing clans from the Wen and getting them back safely. Neither he nor Mingjue would have been able to do what they did in the war if it were not for him. Even afterward, he was one of the few gentries that cared for people.

He sat up and held his face between his hands, looking at him in his eyes. His own burned a fiery bright gold.]


No. I do not accept that.

I don't care if you think this. I can promise you losing yourself in carnal desire will do nothing to avoid your thinking. It will only make you feel lost and hopeless in a different way.

In the war, you were a beacon of hope and kindness. In peace, you were kind as well and I know, I know what happened has made you feel broken but you are not only a symbol. You are Lan Xichen, Lan Huan, the sweetest cultivator who ever existed, one who helped people no matter how wretched they were. A loving brother, uncle, nephew, and friend.

That is who you are. Who you were and who you will always be. You've been cut in half. So what? It won't be the same but it will be sturdier with better foundations! The cloud recesses burned and you rebuilt it to be better and stronger! You are fierce and strong and soulful.

You cannot wallow in sadness and try to hide from your feelings, The only way out of grief is through. Even if it is ugly. I don't care if it's ugly and that you don't want to hear this.

I Love you. Da-ge Loves you. We talked about you every night and felt your absence Every. Single. Day. If you want to help people there are people here who are younger than your nephew and afraid, unsure, and in danger.

Help them. You are big and strong and good. They need you. [Jin Guangyao's voice cracked with emotion. ]

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