【 Thank you for choosing the Golden Peacock, 5-Star Resort and Casino. You are currently registered as a WILDCARD in our system.
Due to unprecedented high demand we are temporarily unable to check you in to your reserved room. We apologize for the inconvenience. We have arranged for a temporary room while we work on processing your reservation as quickly as possible. We appreciate your understanding.
As a special wedding gift from us, we have arranged for you and your new spouse to stay in one of our junior penthouses while you wait. Congratulations on your new marriage. We are so pleased you have chosen our resort for your honeymoon.
You will be notified as soon as your official reservation has been processed. Your comfort and happiness are our utmost priority. We hope you enjoy the provided amenities and lose yourself in marital bliss. 】
EVENS
EVENS: NEW CHARACTERS
Music plays. Instrumental, the tune gentle enough not to disturb peaceful rest. The sudden insistent beep of the Watch is a cutting cacophony across an otherwise sweet lullaby. Upon opening their eyes, new arrivals will quickly discover that something is wrong. The quilt snug across their body is weighty. Crystals glint in a weave of embroidery and cotton shimmers with threads of silver. Dozens of decorative pillows surround the bed. The gauzy curtains of the canopied bed are drawn, obscuring the rest of the room.
Extravagant for a kidnapping. Too extravagent. What’s more, these new guests will find something even stranger than this new diamond-studded suite tucked into bed beside them. Someone else. Who are they, what are they wearing? What happened last night?!
Guests are encouraged to explore the resort from here! There are paper maps available for those who would like and staff are happy to recommend locations if they have any preferences. Enjoy your honeymoon, you lovebirds!
ODDS
ODDS: SPECIAL RE-ARRIVAL
Never trust a hallway in the Golden peacock.
Cross the wrong threshold and time begins to slow. A short hallway becomes long, sheds its doors, only leading to turns without end. Guests too eager to explore the resort have gotten lost before. For how long always varies, dependent upon capriciousness of the resort. Hours? Yes. Years? Yes. Every guest caught in the winding hallways has reported the same thing: time is different there and too difficult to discern.
Some wayward guests have been caught in the endless hallways since the FIRST TDM. Weeks pass before a single doorway appears in the distance. It creaks upon opening before everything goes topsy-turvy. These guests have been let out of a trap door in the depths of Crane's Respite.
All water corridors will eventually lead back to the populated areas of Crane's Respite. The waters are warm, the scent of bath salts returns, and staff are wild with joy at finally finding all of you. They have been beside themselves searching ever since you vanished!
NOTES
PROMPT NOTES
▶ Because we love all of the new characters premiering on this TDM, we kindly request that our Evens prompt be top level exclusive for new characters. Current characters are encouraged to tag in to these prompts with the caveat that they’ve been picked up from their assigned suite (or wherever else they were before) and dumped into the new arrival’s bed. We would like for new characters to have this prompt unique to their top level comments!
▶ Players are welcome to have their current character riff off of these prompts in the log community with the exclusion of the new arrival element. This request is just for TDM top levels.
▶ Current characters and new characters are both welcome to freely mess around with the Odds prompt with the exclusion of the arrival element. For new characters, players may participate with the idea that their character is exploring Crane’s Respite after their unique arrival in the Evens prompt. The Odds arrival element may also be utilized by current player characters who may have been on an unofficial hiatus in January and did not tag as much as they would have liked, to explain any long IC absence.
▶ Octopi may be killed. If a character decides to eat one of the octopi they may find themselves taking on some of its traits. Which traits are up to player discretion.
ELEVATORS
ELEVATORS
The house has recently ordered a full changeout of art in all high traffic areas. The elevators in particular have received special attention with many different famous artworks and portraits studded to the walls for guests to admire. These artworks are treasures of the modern world that one would typically see behind glass at a museum. Guests may even find works from their own world hanging in the elevators. Even famous works that maybe have been lost to time. So this is where they ended up. Is that Vermeer's The Concert?
Guests may find their elevator suddenly stopping without warning. The portraits on the wall stir, curiously studying them, but there are three main portraits calling the shots. The portrait that controls that particular elevator will make their demands known with the threat that, if they are not obeyed, you will be trapped forever.
Elevators will function after the portrait's demands are met. Guests that hold out and refuse may find themselves trapped upwards of twelve hours. Guests with the ability to do so may crawl out of the top emergency door, free to go wherever they want from there.
GREAT TIT!
GREAT TIT!
Great Tit! is the Golden Peacock’s popular dessert bar and cafe. With its bright pops of color and whimsical treats, guests simply can’t resist stopping in for a butt shaped cookie and hazelnut coffee. After catching wind that the resort has decided to celebrate a dessert shop's most lucrative holiday, Great Tit! is ready to impress the masses. Advertisements for limited edition drinks and desserts rain the main lobby; one can’t go three steps without slipping on a neon pink coupon for 10 percent off nipple buns. Guests that decide to pass by the cafe will find themselves assaulted with confetti cannons and eager employees ushering them inside.
Guests will find a temporary communal shower room upon exiting Great Tit! where they can wash off after a fun day of rolling around in sugar. All guests will be gifted a tee branded with a, CHOCOLATE IS MY LOVER logo.
NOTES
PROMPT NOTES
▶ This portraits prompt has been triggered by several characters expressing interest in and investigating the lore of the resort paintings. This is just dipping a beginning toe in, but congrats to all for poking around!
▶ Portraits in the elevator should not be destroyed, purely for continuity’s sake. If a character would go far enough to attack one of the portraits, the portrait will slap them back with ghostly power.
▶ Characters may also figure other ways out of the elevator if they have specific abilities to do so. While the portraits can control the elevators, they cannot control your character(s). Any destruction to the elevator itself is liable to result in a rush of security dragging the culprit(s) away to the Iron Net.
▶ Great Tit! is running a massive sale! Even characters who are on the broke end of the spectrum will be able to afford to join in on the fun and indulge in sugar at these prices.
▶ Players are encouraged to make up any other elements for the Hall of Chocolate. If it’s a dessert and edible, it’s there. Enjoy your sugar coma!
▶ While the chocolate boxes are ICly limited due to Alessandro’s skills as a chocolatier, this is only an IC mechanic. There is no OOC limitation on this prompt as far as chocolate rarity goes.
THE NEST
ALICE AND THE PARROTS
Fashion boutiques are a dime a dozen in the Nest. The shopping hub is massive, lined with stores all trying to aggressively appeal to guests. A challenge in itself — but the guests of the Golden Peacock are no ordinary people. Used to being pampered and fed excitement, if these boutiques don’t bust their bottoms to appeal to the fickle nature of their patrons, they won’t be in business for much longer! One particular boutique, Alice and the Parrots, is riding winds of romantic thrill and churning out a couple of brand new fashion lines sure to draw in loads of chips.
Guests are welcome to try on clothes in Alice and the Parrots' dressing rooms. These dressing rooms are small and can only accommodate two people sharing at a time. Such is the life of a small boutique store. Sharing is no big deal, right? And there’s no way you can buy clothing this expensive without giving it a test first.
NOTES
PROMPT NOTES
▶ Players are encouraged to make up whatever cute outfits they would like for this prompt.
▶ Wedding clothes do not have to be cute and frilly; this section accommodates tastes of everyone.
▶ Alice and the Parrots is more expensive than Love Dove. Their clothing quality is excellent but their price tags are high. Staff may watch low ranks extra diligently to cut off any stealing. Thieves will be chased by NPC security! Anyone caught gets a day in the Iron Net.
CASINO CHAPEL
CASINO FLOOR
A Pop up Chapel has appeared in the Phoenix Casino. Guests are delighting in playing out weddings and pretending to get married — and a few guests are even tying the knot for real. They aren't worried about the sanctity of marriage; they can divorce tomorrow if they get bored of each other. And everyone knows that getting married doesn't mean you can't fuck whoever you want!
Since the resort isn't keeping track of how many marriages a guest has, all guests are encouraged to marry as many people as they would like. The more the merrier!
Wild wedding events will continue all throughout the month of February, until the guests find it's gotten stale. A divorce rush will round out the fun at the end of the month.
NOTES
PROMPT NOTES
▶ Weddings are not legally binding. Birdvis is not registered as a real officiant, but he does have an excellent beak and pompadour.
▶ Prizes from easy mode slot machines are automatic and do not require mod thumbs up to claim.
▶ Chip prize from difficult mode slot machines is automatic. The special prize is 5 reward points to add to your bank on rewards. Players who wish to claim the special prize should link the finished thread (the kink in question has been completed) under their rewards header with the header, Wedding Slot Machine. If you do any combination of 6/6 (finger hand lol) we ask you somehow make this sexy or involve a climax in order to claim the points.
BLANKET CW: Aphrodisiac; Compulsion; Costumes; Dubcon; Entrapment; Foodplay; Gambling; Lingerie; Matrimony; Tentacles; NSFW Images and Language; NTR; Nudity; Roleplay; Sacrilegious Themes
▶ All new characters on the TDM are WILDCARDS, which means they have not yet been assigned a card value. The house is still observing and deciding. As rank and suits are assigned upon acceptance your new character's suit will not manifest until they are accepted into the game.
▶ All TDMs are game canon. This TDM acts as the game's February event.
▶ Current characters may top level on the TDM. Please make sure to review the arrival prompt notes! Any current characters posting to the TDM should note they are current in their subject header.
▶ The top level directory is for new characters only. We want to make sure new characters are priority and receive attention!
▶ If you aren't satisfied with the prompts on this TDM please feel free to check out our LOCATIONS to explore more of the resort.
▶ Smut threads that take place on this TDM can be used for rewards. If both parties in the smut thread join the game, you may retroactively apply the character's initial card values to your 52 bank. If one character does not join the game the thread will not be applicable toward rewards (as that character would not have a card value). The character that does join would still receive a small payout for the encounter. Hopefully it was a fun thread anyway!
▶ We ask you to kindly add content warnings to your threads as appropriate.
▶ If you do not currently have permissions and kinks listed in your character’s journal we suggest leaving a note in your top level of any limits or boundaries for other players to reference.
▶ Thank you for spending Valentine's Day with us! You're our sweetheart this year. 💕
Company property... [ She repeats, her tone light and amused despite the rise of anger that moves through her at being referred to as such. ]
Like a stapler or a helicopter? Or, hey, that Roche guy's bike!
[ Please recognize what a ridiculous prick you're being by drawing these comparisons Rufus - not that she thinks he will, but she may as well try to make it as apparent as she can in between bouts of hassling him for the fun of it.
Which, speaking of–
Her eyes brighten as though she's been struck by a grand idea, and when she looks back at Rufus again she looks downright chipper, asking– ]
Do I get to fire Hojo?
[ It would be a perfect wedding gift, right up there with this terrible arrangement making Tseng start to go gray. ]
i mean the more she's a bitch the more he's probably gonna like her, bitch 🤝 bitch solidarity
[Like a stapler, or a helicopter. Like a safe full of materia. Like a mako reactor. Like an heir. Company property.
For all that it's obvious that the girl is hardly any more thrilled about this predicament than he is himself, the thing that stands out is her demeanor about the whole thing — refusing to be cowed, rising to whatever challenge he implicitly sets, never quite concealing her anger but refusing to let it overwhelm her, either. There's something of interest in that, the way she sidesteps both extremes of rage and sycophancy: either one would amount to tacit agreement that they stand at different levels in the unspoken hierarchy between them. Aerith's refusal to acknowledge that discrepancy demands the implication of equal footing, instead.
There aren't a lot of people who think they can get away with setting themselves on equal terms to him. That alone warrants...something. Maybe not so far as respect, but something.
A smile, perhaps.]
Fire him?
[He sits up at last, beginning to take stock of his own attire — the rumpled white tuxedo shirt, the loose-hanging tie. His throat is exposed from the way the collar hangs open, for hell's sake, and no amount of ironing is going to save this mess that is his appearance now.]
Kill him if it suits you. You and your friends already assassinated the former president. Why not one more board member for good measure?
lmao her take on shadiness is at least never boring?
Not as the appeasement or the faint show of amusement she imagines it's meant as - but as a sign she's gaining ground. Neither of them wants to be here, and there are so many - very valid - things she could yell into his face while shaking him by the shoulders, but it's not like he would hear them right now if she did.
The accusation that she, along with Tifa and the others had a hand in the president's killing makes that very clear. ]
That's the rumor, isn't it? [ Platter of quiche forgotten, Aerith leans over to start pulling the foil off the top of one of the champagne bottles the casino left on ice for the happy couple, regarding him as he looks himself over, glad her tuxedo is printed on her t-shirt, rather than in a state like his is. ] But aren't you supposed to be a smart guy?
[ The cork pops and Aerith rights the bottle, a brief flash of triumph crossing her face, reaching for a glass to fill as she continues chatting as amiably as she would with anyone Shinra tossed her way to try and put her back under their thumb, her disdain peeking out in the way she asks her questions and the slight hint of sharpness lurking at the corners of her eyes. ]
Don't you think sanctioning murder is more of a first-anniversary gift than a wedding present? [ Maybe he could knock off sanctioning murder entirely? That would be a great gift. ]
[By the time the champagne bottle opens, he's extracting himself from bed — having surreptitiously checked that yes, he was deposited in there with slacks on as well as his rumpled suit — content to let her fuss around with the waiting food while he goes to find a mirror and start checking himself over. The fact that Aerith has already seen him in a compromised state is frustrating, but inevitable; the sooner he can remedy it, though, the better, and ducking into the suite bathroom will buy him a little time to collect his thoughts.
Aren't you supposed to be a smart guy. It's as good as a denial without outright being one — but of course, he did know that already. The head of the extremist AVALANCHE cell used a firearm. The dark-haired girl hadn't carried a blade. The ex-SOLDIER did, but it was broad and wide, big enough to cleave a man through. If his father had been run through with that, it would've split him in two.
The wound had been thin and narrow, through and through. The old man had probably suffered awhile before his organs had given out, which Rufus approves of. It's not how he would've done it himself, which is what he disapproves of most. Two shots to incapacitate, one to each kneecap. A third to the head. Clean and done.
Someone beat him to it, and it wasn't Aerith and her friends. Offensive. He'd wanted the old man to die knowing he'd won. He'll take the fact that he's dead at all, to be sure, but — that much wasn't according to plan. He's never liked it when his plans don't play out to his design.]
You think these nuptials will last that long? That's optimistic.
[He turns the sink tap on, as much to create background noise as to actually splash the water on his face and start getting his hair in order.]
Then is there something you'd rather to commemorate this happy occasion, dear?
the it's complicated box has never been more checked and underlined
[ Let the record show: Rufus Shinra is a bastard who does not deserve a glass of champagne.
Aerith pours him one after he retreats to the bathroom, aware that he doesn't deserve the favor but more mindful of the fact that if the world were as measured and brutal as leaning into that (probably correct) line of thinking would be, it would be the bleak place his company is working so hard to create a lot faster.
And –
The business of being company property is an awful, complicated one, something she knows enough of the company itself to know she's not alone in warring with. It's a line of commonality she didn't want to draw, but the way he talks about his father - all business no displeasure - leads her thoughts in that direction.
Wandering over with a glass for each of them, Aerith lingers outside the bathroom door, hovering while she listens to the water run and splash under his hands. ]
If it's your company, are you company property? [ Are you still company property, she wants to ask, amending the question at the last minute while blowing by both of his. ]
[Oh, come now, he is the very antithesis of a bastard. Everyone knows who his father is.
And it's a conversation they'll likely never have, for all that it might be a startlingly apt one. He'd had the luxury of being kept in penthouses instead of laboratories, his prison bars made of bulletproof glass instead of hydraulics and steel, but had it really afforded him that much more freedom for it? It was always about his father's dreams, his father's designs. How could it not be, when he owned the world and shaped it to his liking?
He'd required an heir and so he'd acquired one. He'd required an Ancient and so he'd acquired one. All part of the plan. All just to deliver the old man something he'd wanted.
He doesn't really begrudge Aerith her freedom, all things considered; presumably that's what she wanted, the way he wanted power. Letting her have it is just one more way of depriving his father of something he'd coveted, and he's always in favor of that.]
I'm not an asset you can claim in the divorce, no.
[He answers, dryly, while he smooths out his hair and tugs some of the wrinkles from his shirt and scrubs wet hands over his face for good measure. He can hear that she's drawn closer, from the way that her voice is a little clearer than before. He'll have to wrap things up soon, lest he give the impression that he's avoiding her.
What he doesn't realize, however, is that he's neglected to take off his resort-provided wedding ring as he's begun cleaning himself up, and while most of his emotions are controlled enough not to implicate the resonance between them, his feelings about President Shinra are more than vehement enough to bleed through a little and give some of him away.]
[ There's no world where she would think of him as an asset, full stop, and though that simmering sense of indignance she feels merely from having to be here, kidnapped and married to Rufus Shinra brings the remark to the tip of her tongue, she holds back from saying it. He knows that she doesn't have to tell him. ]
I can't drive. What about a bunch of nice parks in Midgar?
[ He'd have to stop sucking the planet dry for that to work out - and that's the point.
Looking over the suite from her spot, lingering by the bathroom door, she nurses her glass of champagne, quickly looking away from the front door after the sight comes coupled with the truly terrifying notion that she has no idea what's waiting behind it - beyond what the watch says that is. ]
What about dis..[ Is there a word for this? ] Asseting me? I've wanted to get fired for a long time, and I'm really bad at my job!
[As he scrubs a towel over his face and peers at himself in the mirror — still not great, but at least better than the freshly-rolled-out-of-bed thing he'd previously had going for him — it occurs to him that the banter is...strangely welcome, really. The fact that she's got an answer for just about everything he says means he can't drift too far off into brooding thoughts, compelled by the urge to retort right back. It's the sort of exchange he'd expect of...Reno, maybe, though her delivery is bubbly instead of brash.
Either way, it should probably bother him to find it — not reassuring. Not comforting, for hell's sake. But familiar, perhaps. Normal. Predictable.
With one last drag of his fingers through his hair, he pulls the bathroom door open again, not altogether surprised to find her hovering just outside. The fact that she's brought two glasses of champagne with her suggests that either she's feeling charitable or she's decided she's got to double-fist the available alcohol just for the sake of enduring him, and it's not immediately clear which.
The latter shouldn't be as amusing a thought as it proves to be, honestly.]
How will you get to them, if you can't drive?
[Truly spoken like a man who has never walked anywhere a day in his life.]
And you seem to be doing a competent enough job in your new role as wife. Not that the qualifications are particularly stringent. Breathing, is the primary one.
[He extends a hand toward the champagne she's not drinking out of, mostly to see if she'll even give it to him, or if she'll opt to be petty about it. He doesn't think he'd really mind much either way.]
...What would you even do, if you were to find your..."employment terminated"?
[ Given the circumstances, double-fisting flutes of champagne isn't an incorrect reaction to the situation, but Aerith doesn't consider it, passing one of the glasses to Rufus after letting him eye it for a while, testing to see how long it takes him to reach for the glass she poured him. ]
I'd walk– [ Then, adopting a more posh tone to her voice - potentially one that mimics his, ] or take one of the company helicopters, of course. [ Lifting her glass, her eyes narrow in amusement as she peers over the rim of it at Rufus, ignoring the minute twinge of gratitude she feels to have this suite and him to be sure of while otherwise entrenched in the unknown. Nobody should be thankful for Rufus Shinra, and she knows that. At least the champagne does what it can to tamp down the rougher edges of this internal conflict - that and - something else?
It's a feeling that's more outside her than within, which isn't unfamiliar precisely, though this little inkling is fainter than the pull and hum of the Lifestream ever could be to her, a sense that she isn't alone in finding stability in this mad situation. ]
Breathing? Something tells me you're not that easy to impress Rufus. [ Has she called him by his name before? The sound sits funny against her tongue like it's something she shouldn't be allowed to say this casually, but the gentle warmth from the alcohol she's consumed tempers that pang of guilt, leaving her looking thoughtful when he asks what she'd do. ]
If I wasn't a company asset? Turn around and not see anybody! [ There's never been a time she wasn't considered a company asset, though she's loathe to think of her life in those terms. Aerith doesn't think her life would be that different. She would still grow her flowers, maybe even devote some time to learning how to listen to them without risk of discovery. Leaving Midgar with her friends had been the only real way she's ever managed to shake Shinra off, picturing just being let go is hard. ]
What would you do? [ Or does he find it as hard to imagine as she does? ]
[He's making his way back into the suite proper, examining the bubbles in the champagne mostly for something to do with himself, when a brief sense of...something nags at him. For a second, it's difficult to place; when he finally clocks it as apprehension of a sort, it's more than enough to make his brow furrow. It's a sense of...wanting to stay in the suite, almost, or of not wanting to open the exterior door — which makes no sense, because there are no answers to be found inside the suite, and only by looking elsewhere is he even likely to get anywhere with unraveling all of this.
(In a way, inexplicably, it's a little like how he'd felt when the swarm of hooded specters had surrounded his building — a nagging sense of look here, notice this, it's important.)
Why would it be important to stay where it's safe, he wonders absently, and then immediately thinks, what in the world made him think of this setting as safe to begin with?
It's fine, he tells himself, or possibly he tells the...feeling?...and tamps down on the nebulous uncertainty like it's his aim to crush it beneath his heel. He's Rufus Shinra. He's dealt with far worse than anything that could possibly be lurking beyond the bounds of their present known.]
We're on a first-name basis now? You must be warming up to me.
[And frankly this situation would go down easier with a little alcohol in him, all things considered, so he uses the pause that follows to knock down about half his glass. Champagne isn't really meant to be tossed back like that, but it's not like there's anything harder around — or maybe there is. Maybe he should check. It might be worth seeing what's in all the gift boxes, anyway.]
...I wouldn't do anything else. I've barely begun to do anything to begin with.
[Laughable to think he'd ever give up on the company he'd taken over when he's hardly even held it for a day yet.]
Your name is...Aerith, isn't it? And your mother's was Ifalna. If I recall the reports.
[ It's fine. It's fine? Maybe it is. She knows she can't stay in here forever, and she knows if it came down to it, she wouldn't want to either. There's too much left to do back home, and she's never going to find her way there if she's hiding in a fancy hotel room with Rufus Shinra.
But - that's not fair either, is it? He's terrible, but he's not - terrible.
Is he? That's a question that doesn't get answered by the last of her champagne, though Aerith tips her drinks back and looks for it there, using the excuse of wandering away from him again to refill her glass as a momentary reprieve. ]
It's our wedding day Rufus. [ She bats back lightly putting an extra note of purposefulness on his name when she says it again, despite the deep sense of puzzlement that rises in the wake of that fading feeling of appeasement. ]
I can't call you a jerk the whole time. That isn't very romantic! [ She could, she could call him worse even.
What's weird is that she doesn't want to.
While the feelings he's caught may have been nothing more than whisps and glimmers, the pang of pain that stretches across whatever bond their rings have afforded them is unmistakable. For Aerith it's an ache she feels deep in her bones, having the oldest wound she works to keep patched up and hidden safely away, pressed on.
He shouldn't be saying her mother's name like that. It's not easy for her to hear - especially from him - and the pained petulance tying her stomach into knots tells her that it shouldn't be easy for anyone to say at all. ]
Does that count as a Shinra courtship? [ This time when she speaks the cheerful pitch in her voice sounds strained and fake to her ears. ] You read the file?
[The boxes of so-called "wedding gifts" prove to be — well. Later, once he's taken the measure of this resort a little more thoroughly, they won't come as any sort of surprise in retrospect; as it is in the here and now, pawing through the boxes turns up an assortment of lingerie that's presumably (hopefully) intended for Aerith's consumption, a handful of brightly-colored sex toys that he doesn't even deign to take out of the boxes before discarding them, and — aha. Black label scotch, bound up in a red ribbon, for the discerning husband already wishing for a divorce.
She keeps calling him by name, though, and it's...strange. Few people do; it's usually boss or sir or mister vice-president (well, president, now), and when he does hear it it's usually his full name, like a trademark, like a brand. People call him Rufus when they're talking about him, not to him. When was the last time someone...
Family, he thinks, right as that wave of terrible sadness washes over him. It's stretching the very bounds of the joke, to pretend that she's entitled to it because of this sham of a predicament they're in. Somehow, he doubts she'd stop even if he told her to, and he's not about to subject himself to having to explain why he might want her to.]
I can't claim to know all the details. Certainly not with the clarity you do.
[He thinks about getting up from the floor, then decides to fuck it and just leans up against the foot of the bed instead — his clothes are a disaster anyway, and they're a little past caring about appearances at this point — unsealing the scotch and just drinking straight out of the bottle, in lieu of bothering with finding another glass.
It's good alcohol. Even just the first drink of it sends a pleasant heat blossoming in his stomach, a light buzzing of the nerves that makes the room feel comfortably warm.]
I know enough to be aware that we ought to be talking about reparations, rather than wedding gifts.
[ If she sat and thought about it, Aerith would assume it was the champagne to blame for all these thin threads of emotion that have worked their way into the fabric of her own feelings, but her head's too full for that level of observation, still reeling from the brief mention of her mother's name, nevermind the situation as a whole.
Once her glass has been refilled, she pauses and looks in Rufus's direction, watching him rummaging through the wedding gifts left for them before landing on the bottle of scotch in his hands. Deciding to take the open champagne she's been working on with her back into the bedroom area of the suite, along with a platter of assorted snacks, she settles on the floor across from him, putting the tray off to one side before going back to nursing her drink. ]
Reparations? I already told you - I want parks in Midgar!
[ The bubbly does its job of softening the sharper edges of this interaction, aiding her efforts to keep things from boiling over into shouted accusation territory - or anything that might take them over the line into hostility, and make what's already a bad situation by Aerith's estimate a lot worse. ]
Unless you think I'm the one that owes you? [ She sounds playful enough when she asks, lips curved in that pleased smile she wears almost as a default, but - there's just the slightest touch of warning to it too, and paired with that a persistent press of wariness, like she's aware that most of the answers she can imagine Rufus giving her to that question would be ones she doesn't want to get, but she's gone ahead and asked anyway - stirring the pot without a second thought, bolstered by her own bravado and the warmth budding up from the champagne that's already working tirelessly to erode her guard. ]
hold on i thought you were playing aerith not vincent
[What a pair they make. Disastrous. There's perfectly good furniture around and it would all be wildly more comfortable than the floor, to say nothing of the fact that it'd be more appropriate and more civilized, and yet here they are, sprawled like a pair of careless vagabonds simply coming to rest wherever they fall and calling it good enough. His father would hate it, and the thought makes a flash of dark satisfaction course through his blood in tandem with the heady buzz of the scotch.]
Nothing grows in Midgar, except behind glass.
[That's what plants look like, after all — tidy ferns with waxy leaves kept in tasteful installations around the corporate offices. Orderly and neat and strictly controlled, just like everything else.
He lowers the bottle slowly, making no secret of how he's looking at her from over the neck of it, the lip still slightly damp from where his mouth had pressed.]
I'm asking you what you think it's worth. What you deserve in exchange for what was done to you. Is that really the value you'd put on it — some benches and walking paths for general consumption?
[ She sounds somehow gentle and proud simultaneously for imparting that knowledge, though the thought isn't without a twinge of sadness. Leaving Midgar had been a big step, one that left her unsure of when she'd see her garden again, but now - Aerith doesn't know if she ever will. ]
If that's what you're asking, then, I don't know. [ The alcohol makes the motion almost a little too fluid when she tips her head to the side, as though she were weighing out an answer before finally deciding on a neutral shrug. ] It wasn't just done to me. [ A pause, a sigh, one more toe over the line– ] Is that what you're taking now?
[ That old pain hasn't gone anywhere, and it flares a little from being referenced, enough that Aerith looks down at the drink in her hand with renewed determination, finishing her second glass before pulling the bottle of champagne closer. If he's allowed to drink straight from the bottle, she definitely is.
The way she watches him has been consistently curious, but, now that they're both settled here on the floor, there's something else lingering in the weight of her stare - not warmth precisely, but, interest - like she's on the precipice of seeing him in a new light, but that light hasn't quite decided what it's going to be.
He has a gorgeous mouth, she'll give him that much. ]
[It's difficult to pin down which piece of information is more arresting — the question of just what she's envisioning when she rebuts his assertion of a lack of greenery, or the fact that she claims not to know what would begin to make up for the ways she was wronged. Neither one seems to fit with his conception of Midgar, the former in a physical sense and the latter in a philosophical one. How does one endure being Shinra property without dreaming of all the ways one intends to be compensated for the experience someday? What even kept her going, if not the ambitious thirst for how it would someday all be different?]
I don't like unbalanced ledgers. [And then, after another drink:] Why can't you take this seriously?
[It's an odd thing to say — definitely a remark he would've known better than to let escape if he weren't preoccupied with the hit of the alcohol on his back palate and the fact that it's definitely warmer in the room now than it'd been even just minutes ago, not unpleasantly so but disarmingly so. He thinks about how her eyes are astonishingly green, and how he doesn't usually bother to notice the color of someone's eyes unless he's looking for a mako glow.]
I don't care about my father's bullshit. His so-called Promised Land. We're nothing alike.
[They are, at times, quite a bit alike, but it feels particularly important at this point to maintain the contrary.]
Doesn't mean I won't settle his debts. It's mine now. My Shinra. My responsibility.
[ Compassion and Rufus Shinra are two concepts that Aerith was comfortable never linking together in her mind, but the longer she sits here like this, studying the person behind the weight of his own name, the harder it becomes not to. She'll never see his side of things or grant him so much as a centimeter of grace when it comes to how wrong everything the company's been left is, but she thinks she's starting to see the person underneath. It's slight, but it's there, just a human being caught up in somebody else's ambition and left to pick up the pieces and figure out where they all fit now.
She doesn't want to get it - but she does.
Smirking after her seriousness is questioned, Aerith reasserts her hold on her champagne and scoots closer, encroaching into Rufus's space so that she can sit beside him and lean back against the foot of the bed as well. ] How do you know I'm not being serious? Maybe I can't count that high. [ Pausing, Aerith takes a long drink from her bottle before adding– ] Maybe that's why I had to marry a businessman.
[ It's strange that he can't imagine her not being able to present him with a detailed list of demands when it isn't just her he'd need to set things right with. Dismantling the reactors would be a drop in the bucket if she made a sincere effort to tally it all. Her mother, hell, her father, the Planet itself. There's no number big enough, no list long enough, and at heart, Aerith isn't a creature of retribution anyway.
Better to just resolve to be better, better to keep looking ahead, not back.
The weight of the conversation and the warmth of the room sit together, pairing oddly with how aware she's becoming of her clothing against her skin, making her shift further into his space, however unconsciously until her shoulder bumps his arm and she remembers herself enough to stop. ]
Can't you think of anything you couldn't put a price tag on?
[It's strange how that, of all things, makes him laugh — not a particularly upbeat sound, but not an edged one either. It's almost like the bark of it is the byproduct of some compressed emotion in him finally reaching critical mass and rattling its way up his throat to escape, the first burst of it fracturing the rest of his best efforts to suppress it as another and another begin to wrest free.
Hell, she makes a valid point, doesn't she? Maybe I can't count that high. But someone is going to have to. And there's something about the magnitude of finally grasping the rewards of the ambition he's harbored for years that he still hasn't fully processed yet — the difference between the old man's death as a goal to be accomplished and the old man's death as a thing that happened, has happened, with all the ramifications and ripple effects that can only naturally extend from it.
He'd barely even had the chance to rest on his laurels, much less turn his thoughts to any sort of meaningful consideration of now what, before he'd been evidently kidnapped again, thrown into some mysterious suite with no memory of how or why Aerith has been shoved into bed with him, and what is he doing about it? Sitting on the floor in a rumpled tuxedo and drinking.
He doesn't even know why it's funny. It's all just so absurd. Barely even a breath to assess all the billions of things to consider under the new regime of Shinra, and he's dragged off to have another uncontemplated dozen heaped on him in addition.]
You should have married an accountant. The ones businessmen hire to do it for them.
[Having her next to him feels equal parts magnetic and ill-advised. He thinks he should probably mind it, the familiarity if not the proximity, but even the accidental bits of contact when she settles in feel strangely electric, like his skin has gone hypersensitive without him really noticing. It's dangerous that he has to turn his head to look at her instead of just lifting his chin to glare across the way; there's something inherently conspiratorial about being next to someone instead of across from them, and she's close enough now that when her hair moves it casts a faint scent into the air that at length he identifies as floral.
Her question leaves him thoughtful, though, and when he looks at her it's sidelong, not so much turning his head as tilting it and letting his eyes drift to the side, which inadvertently keeps his face in profile with a few errant strands of hair cascading artfully against his cheek.]
...Winning. Wealth can facilitate it, but it can't buy it.
[Sage advice. His mouth is still a little wet from the residual scotch.]
Maybe you deserve to win something. Choose something no one wanted you to have, and take it anyway.
[ That's not a noise he makes often. She'd stake gil on it.
That doesn't mean Aerith can't appreciate getting a laugh out of Rufus, even if it's probably because they're both leaving sobriety further and further behind the longer they sit here drinking like this - she enjoys that she's wrenched such a rusty, almost pressurized noise out of her alleged husband.
While Rufus might be content to keep her in his periphery, Aerith isn't the kind of person to stare in half-measures. She likes to get a good look at things, and while this should be the exception, she turns towards him without thinking, watching his hair move while he speaks, and the statuesque angles of his profile, her eyes occasionally darting to his visible one, catching him looking here and there. It doesn't help that whatever dawning awareness that's keeping her so cognizant of the brush of her skirt against her thighs, almost has an - echo(??) to it, like she's feeling what she feels, and then experiencing it a second time as well.
It's a disjointed situation, but it's quiet enough to ignore for the most part, especially when he's so focused on thoughts of victory and retribution, of winning.
That's his thing, not hers, so when he turns the concept around on her, telling her she deserves to win too, Aerith laughs in surprise, a sweet and genuine sound tempered by the bubbly and whatever's been added to it. ]
Okay, deal– [ Letting go of her champagne Aerith reaches across her chest, sticking a hand out to shake. ] When we get home, you let me back in the Shinra building, and I'll kick Hojo in the balls. [ Adding, after a determined nod. ] Twice. [ Once for her, once for her mother. Tipsy and warm as she is, the idea sounds splendid. ]
[There's a long moment, then, when he just kind of looks at her, like he's processing the whole of what just unfolded here — from the laugh to the whim to the outstretched hand, the way he can't quite tell whether she's just humoring him as she'd been before or if she's actually getting on board with the idea of doing something raw and significant and personal.
Sometimes, the language of love is threats of third-party violence.]
That's more like it.
[He sets the scotch aside before taking her hand, unsurprised to find the palm hot and a little tacky from where it's been pressed against her glass and the bottle, but mostly just caught up on how easily the whole of his closes over hers. Holding her hand isn't like holding a gun. Her lack of grip would get her laughed out of a boardroom.
It's annoying to crane his neck to look at her, he thinks idly. It was less complicated when she was on the other side of the room, oriented more in front of him, so he could sit and drink and not have to fuss with finding a sideways angle that doesn't make him want to lean his head back and prop it on the bed like some sort of lackadaisical drunk. It's doubly so because she's already moved so she can stare openly at him if she wants, and that's just altogether unbalanced in a way he decides without really thinking much about it that he dislikes.]
Now stop staring at me.
[— he says, and drops her hand to grab her by the middle instead, hauling her over and atop his legs so that she's settled about halfway between his thigh and his knee. It's a bad idea he'll regret in about thirty seconds when her weight starts bearing down on the bone, but that's a problem to be dealt with thirty seconds from now, because at present it actually feels like a phenomenal idea — getting his hands on her, moving her like it's nothing, watching his own rumpled trousers get swallowed up in pink tulle.
He's supposed to take his hands off her, probably, when he's finished. Except that seems like a particularly stupid idea all of a sudden, and for the life of him he can't quite produce an explanation for why.]
[ Rufus gets at least a short break from all the intent looking she's doing after his hand engulfs hers once they shake. It draws her eye, leaving her debating whether or not his hand feels like she thought it would, her palm soft save for the splay of gardener's callouses, and his, strong like a gunman's but never used for the things she's used her hands for, soft in the places she isn't, and perhaps vice-versa.
But why does it matter? Why do any of these cozy little juxtapositions she finds under every stone she overturns matter?
They don't, they shouldn't, and she knows that. Unfortunately, there's very little time between her becoming conscious of that and Rufus telling her to stop staring at him before he drops her hand in favor of grabbing her waist and pulling her into his lap. She stiffens in surprise as she's pulled along, the drinks in her system working to mute her reactions, pushing the impulse to pull away far out of her reach, leaving her wide-eyed as he settles her in her new seat, giving her a much more intimate view when she looks up at him. ]
You stop staring first! [ There's a paltry amount of reproach in the way she tries to turn this back around on him. He's so close, and her heart is beating hard enough that Aerith is sure he can tell. Her fingers lift, moving to brush away a few of the strands of hair obscuring part of his face, ardent in the way she searches his face from this angle. He could be a painting or a statue, not that it matters, not that there's any way for her to explain away how her eyes follow the slight bow of his lips, or the twinge of want that stems from the sight. ]
At least all the new company banners will look a lot better. [ That wasn't something she intended to say out loud - it just happened, much like the way she pulls her hand away from his hair only to trace the tip of her finger over his bottom lip. ]
[He laughs again, a little less ragged this time, because the fact of the matter is there's something about Aerith's sweet-faced defiance that's just...satisfying. She masks well and gives as good as she gets, neither falling for his bait nor outright disregarding it; just look at her now, how even when she's startled she still finds a retort, refusing to let herself be unbalanced even when he's quite literally dragged her off her figurative and literal feet.
She's even a little better at keeping her composure than he is, although that's hardly an even playing field when she's actively running her fingers over his face, and he's only holding onto her for the sake of keeping her balanced. If he were raking his fingers through her hair, she'd probably be skittish and uncertain, herself. The fact that every bit of his focus seems to narrow down to the brush of her fingertips where they smooth away the errant locks of his hair is...it's just to be expected. It's not that the touch is unusual, or compelling.
It's funny how he's never really thought about how attractive a prospect it can be to have a girl in his lap. There's really no reason why he should have been dwelling on it anytime before now, but from behind the haze of simmering heat that seems to have overtaken his blood, it seems strange that he's never considered it before when it's as satisfying as this.
He doesn't stop staring, because he's not staring, just looking. Her eyes are so green it's hard to look away, much less to want to look away to begin with.]
Why's that?
[The banners, he means. It's not so much that he actually cares about the answer. Mostly he's just got an intriguing view of her mouth, from this vantage, and the thought of watching it move is enticing.
But then her hand leaves his hair, and her finger wanders down his face and ends up running along the length of his mouth, and he thinks about telling her to stop that too but it's altogether just easier to let his lips part a little and catch her fingertip between his teeth instead, the pressure light and more of a cautionary gesture than a bite.]
i can't tell if this is a thread or a knife fight anymore...
[ There's no defense or explanation Aerith could give for any of this, not for lingering in his lap instead of immediately scrambling away, nor for how her fingertips almost seem to be left buzzing in all the places they've touched his skin. He holds her attention in a way he has no business being able to do, but all the reasons why that is grow further away as the warmth of the room rises, sharpening her senses, making it so when his lips part and his teeth catch her finger it's shocking but - not in the way she expects it to be.
Nothing about this is what she expected it to be. Champagne can smooth the sharper edges of that thorny truth, but Aerith can't deny that she feels better than she ever thought she could, or would, locked in a surreal game of tit-for-tat with Rufus Shinra. While on his lap. And touching his face. ]
You don't get to keep that, you know.
[ The effort Aerith makes to try and sound reproachful borders on valiant, but there's too much softness in the way she speaks for it to land, or even present itself at all as the three fingers she still has free drum gently on his jawline with feigned impatience before she slips free of his hold, all the snide remarks she could have made about not putting things from the slums in his mouth, or not damaging the lab specimens thought of and forgotten, never at risk of being said.
His eyes follow her lips, and she watches him while he does it, wanting him to look but unable to place why - not that having a motive feels as significant as how warm and solid he feels against her.
Even when she's sober, Aerith is the sort who leans into a snap decision, often without planning it through - sometimes to good results. Were she able to spare a thought for the situation, there wouldn't be that many good results that could come from this - keeping close to him, talking instead of seething with righteous rage - from letting him get so close.
Aerith's hands settle on his cheeks as her eyes narrow, giving his face another once over before she shifts closer and tips her chin up, pressing a quick kiss to his forehead before righting herself again, more curious about his reaction than she ought to be. ]
[All the lies and excuses he'd told himself about the way she'd touched his hair evaporate in an instant when she leans into him and kisses his forehead instead, and then draws back and blinks at him with those big green eyes like she knows she did something warranting a flinch and she's already waiting to see how it will look on him.
What's strange, he finds silently, is that his reaction is a mixture of aching nostalgia and a ragged burn that he decides to define as annoyance. Gentleness always feels like a trap waiting to spring, a soft assault against his better instincts. No one has ever been gentle with him a day in his life and he doesn't want them to be. A single fractional nod from his father always felt so much better than the stifling confines of his mother's arms.
(The late Mrs. Shinra, he thinks darkly. Company assets, he thinks coldly.)
The hands on her waist shift just slightly, and only after she draws back; with just two fingers, he pushes up the hem of her tuxedo t-shirt far enough to slip them under and runs the tips back and forth in shallow lines against her side. Touching, and yet never out of proportion to what she's already done to him herself. Watching her, like she's watching him.
(He and I are nothing alike, he thinks fiercely.)]
Don't I? I took it.
[There's worlds of significance wrapped up in that quiet remark. Chief among them is this: you can't take something that's already yours to begin with. What about dis-asseting me, she'd insisted, and that's a curious enough prospect that he's willing to play it out and see what comes of it. What if all the trappings of possession, the history, the circumstances, the fucking wedding rings — what if none of it meant anything, what if it all burned to the ground and they grew it back up as a park in its place. What then, if he wasn't holding her by law or by right but because she let him?
She can't count high enough to number all of Shinra's sins, so she married someone who could do it for her. And she doesn't know how to win by taking something nobody gave her.
Lucky she married an expert — one patient enough to bide his time until she susses it out on her own.]
If you see something you want, why aren't you taking it?
[ That echo of emotion roils on, seething both beside and around her own, building like storm clouds all but bursting with lightning and hail - the most destructive parts of the storm. And he is a force for destruction, isn't he? Someone who never knew the benefit of a little kiss on the forehead, who deals in plans so broad and sweeping the finer, softer things - the sunlight through the window, the ferns in the Shinra lobby when somebody remembers to mist them regularly and they get fluffy and healthy, things that don't reshape the world in the way that he does. He might always miss them.
And that isn't her problem. There's no version of the world (so far?) where it would be, just like there's no level of the universe where this - his hand on her skin, her heart forgetting how to beat correctly because of it, the slope of his nose etching its way insidiously into her memory - ought to be.
Aerith believes in things like compassion, convinced that there's beauty in everything and everyone. She's spent years figuring out the right angle to look at the Turks tailing her from, learning to see what made them people, what notes to play to get them to slip up and show her themselves. Her version of the reparations Rufus seems so adamant she takes - things she should not want from him as well, not now, not after everything that's happened. Even if she believes she can almost see him, does she have a reason for looking beyond that right now that amounts to something more than she wants to?
Why aren't you taking it? Because I don't know what it is yet. Aerith thinks immediately, her smile tightening in barely suppressed amusement.
She could laugh at him and tell him she doesn't want anything, that he's hard and cold and she's made out of things that are antithetical to that, maybe even offensive to his brutal practicalities, that it doesn't mean anything to her to share the weight of the words company asset.
Rufus Shinra is someone she could lie to without a problem.
Instead, her arms stretch, draping over his shoulders and the top of the bed behind him as she slowly shifts closer. Her eyes stay on his, the heat simmering through her by way of the champagne flaring, like it's pleased she's finally giving in, and it shows in her face, in the way she looks too long at his mouth again. ]
I don't think this will fix anything at all. [ The words are breathed sweet and conspiratorial against his lips, letting herself hover there for as long as she can until the demand of that keen, damnably exquisite awareness of him eats at the last of her restraint and she's kissing him like she's been waiting a hundred years for the chance. ]
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peacockstop2024-02-10 11:29 am
rufus like my wife is a bitch (to me) and i (dis??)like her so much
Like a stapler or a helicopter? Or, hey, that Roche guy's bike!
[ Please recognize what a ridiculous prick you're being by drawing these comparisons Rufus - not that she thinks he will, but she may as well try to make it as apparent as she can in between bouts of hassling him for the fun of it.
Which, speaking of–
Her eyes brighten as though she's been struck by a grand idea, and when she looks back at Rufus again she looks downright chipper, asking– ]
Do I get to fire Hojo?
[ It would be a perfect wedding gift, right up there with this terrible arrangement making Tseng start to go gray. ]
i mean the more she's a bitch the more he's probably gonna like her, bitch 🤝 bitch solidarity
For all that it's obvious that the girl is hardly any more thrilled about this predicament than he is himself, the thing that stands out is her demeanor about the whole thing — refusing to be cowed, rising to whatever challenge he implicitly sets, never quite concealing her anger but refusing to let it overwhelm her, either. There's something of interest in that, the way she sidesteps both extremes of rage and sycophancy: either one would amount to tacit agreement that they stand at different levels in the unspoken hierarchy between them. Aerith's refusal to acknowledge that discrepancy demands the implication of equal footing, instead.
There aren't a lot of people who think they can get away with setting themselves on equal terms to him. That alone warrants...something. Maybe not so far as respect, but something.
A smile, perhaps.]
Fire him?
[He sits up at last, beginning to take stock of his own attire — the rumpled white tuxedo shirt, the loose-hanging tie. His throat is exposed from the way the collar hangs open, for hell's sake, and no amount of ironing is going to save this mess that is his appearance now.]
Kill him if it suits you. You and your friends already assassinated the former president. Why not one more board member for good measure?
lmao her take on shadiness is at least never boring?
Not as the appeasement or the faint show of amusement she imagines it's meant as - but as a sign she's gaining ground. Neither of them wants to be here, and there are so many - very valid - things she could yell into his face while shaking him by the shoulders, but it's not like he would hear them right now if she did.
The accusation that she, along with Tifa and the others had a hand in the president's killing makes that very clear. ]
That's the rumor, isn't it? [ Platter of quiche forgotten, Aerith leans over to start pulling the foil off the top of one of the champagne bottles the casino left on ice for the happy couple, regarding him as he looks himself over, glad her tuxedo is printed on her t-shirt, rather than in a state like his is. ] But aren't you supposed to be a smart guy?
[ The cork pops and Aerith rights the bottle, a brief flash of triumph crossing her face, reaching for a glass to fill as she continues chatting as amiably as she would with anyone Shinra tossed her way to try and put her back under their thumb, her disdain peeking out in the way she asks her questions and the slight hint of sharpness lurking at the corners of her eyes. ]
Don't you think sanctioning murder is more of a first-anniversary gift than a wedding present? [ Maybe he could knock off sanctioning murder entirely? That would be a great gift. ]
that's his wife <3
Aren't you supposed to be a smart guy. It's as good as a denial without outright being one — but of course, he did know that already. The head of the extremist AVALANCHE cell used a firearm. The dark-haired girl hadn't carried a blade. The ex-SOLDIER did, but it was broad and wide, big enough to cleave a man through. If his father had been run through with that, it would've split him in two.
The wound had been thin and narrow, through and through. The old man had probably suffered awhile before his organs had given out, which Rufus approves of. It's not how he would've done it himself, which is what he disapproves of most. Two shots to incapacitate, one to each kneecap. A third to the head. Clean and done.
Someone beat him to it, and it wasn't Aerith and her friends. Offensive. He'd wanted the old man to die knowing he'd won. He'll take the fact that he's dead at all, to be sure, but — that much wasn't according to plan. He's never liked it when his plans don't play out to his design.]
You think these nuptials will last that long? That's optimistic.
[He turns the sink tap on, as much to create background noise as to actually splash the water on his face and start getting his hair in order.]
Then is there something you'd rather to commemorate this happy occasion, dear?
the it's complicated box has never been more checked and underlined
Aerith pours him one after he retreats to the bathroom, aware that he doesn't deserve the favor but more mindful of the fact that if the world were as measured and brutal as leaning into that (probably correct) line of thinking would be, it would be the bleak place his company is working so hard to create a lot faster.
And –
The business of being company property is an awful, complicated one, something she knows enough of the company itself to know she's not alone in warring with. It's a line of commonality she didn't want to draw, but the way he talks about his father - all business no displeasure - leads her thoughts in that direction.
Wandering over with a glass for each of them, Aerith lingers outside the bathroom door, hovering while she listens to the water run and splash under his hands. ]
If it's your company, are you company property? [ Are you still company property, she wants to ask, amending the question at the last minute while blowing by both of his. ]
all the more reason to make it MORE COMPLICATED
And it's a conversation they'll likely never have, for all that it might be a startlingly apt one. He'd had the luxury of being kept in penthouses instead of laboratories, his prison bars made of bulletproof glass instead of hydraulics and steel, but had it really afforded him that much more freedom for it? It was always about his father's dreams, his father's designs. How could it not be, when he owned the world and shaped it to his liking?
He'd required an heir and so he'd acquired one. He'd required an Ancient and so he'd acquired one. All part of the plan. All just to deliver the old man something he'd wanted.
He doesn't really begrudge Aerith her freedom, all things considered; presumably that's what she wanted, the way he wanted power. Letting her have it is just one more way of depriving his father of something he'd coveted, and he's always in favor of that.]
I'm not an asset you can claim in the divorce, no.
[He answers, dryly, while he smooths out his hair and tugs some of the wrinkles from his shirt and scrubs wet hands over his face for good measure. He can hear that she's drawn closer, from the way that her voice is a little clearer than before. He'll have to wrap things up soon, lest he give the impression that he's avoiding her.
What he doesn't realize, however, is that he's neglected to take off his resort-provided wedding ring as he's begun cleaning himself up, and while most of his emotions are controlled enough not to implicate the resonance between them, his feelings about President Shinra are more than vehement enough to bleed through a little and give some of him away.]
How about a car, instead?
okok lets set some tones and small fires
I can't drive. What about a bunch of nice parks in Midgar?
[ He'd have to stop sucking the planet dry for that to work out - and that's the point.
Looking over the suite from her spot, lingering by the bathroom door, she nurses her glass of champagne, quickly looking away from the front door after the sight comes coupled with the truly terrifying notion that she has no idea what's waiting behind it - beyond what the watch says that is. ]
What about dis..[ Is there a word for this? ] Asseting me? I've wanted to get fired for a long time, and I'm really bad at my job!
(narrator voice) and then it got MORE stupid
Either way, it should probably bother him to find it — not reassuring. Not comforting, for hell's sake. But familiar, perhaps. Normal. Predictable.
With one last drag of his fingers through his hair, he pulls the bathroom door open again, not altogether surprised to find her hovering just outside. The fact that she's brought two glasses of champagne with her suggests that either she's feeling charitable or she's decided she's got to double-fist the available alcohol just for the sake of enduring him, and it's not immediately clear which.
The latter shouldn't be as amusing a thought as it proves to be, honestly.]
How will you get to them, if you can't drive?
[Truly spoken like a man who has never walked anywhere a day in his life.]
And you seem to be doing a competent enough job in your new role as wife. Not that the qualifications are particularly stringent. Breathing, is the primary one.
[He extends a hand toward the champagne she's not drinking out of, mostly to see if she'll even give it to him, or if she'll opt to be petty about it. He doesn't think he'd really mind much either way.]
...What would you even do, if you were to find your..."employment terminated"?
will i ever hit post without yelling softly?
I'd walk– [ Then, adopting a more posh tone to her voice - potentially one that mimics his, ] or take one of the company helicopters, of course. [ Lifting her glass, her eyes narrow in amusement as she peers over the rim of it at Rufus, ignoring the minute twinge of gratitude she feels to have this suite and him to be sure of while otherwise entrenched in the unknown. Nobody should be thankful for Rufus Shinra, and she knows that. At least the champagne does what it can to tamp down the rougher edges of this internal conflict - that and - something else?
It's a feeling that's more outside her than within, which isn't unfamiliar precisely, though this little inkling is fainter than the pull and hum of the Lifestream ever could be to her, a sense that she isn't alone in finding stability in this mad situation. ]
Breathing? Something tells me you're not that easy to impress Rufus. [ Has she called him by his name before? The sound sits funny against her tongue like it's something she shouldn't be allowed to say this casually, but the gentle warmth from the alcohol she's consumed tempers that pang of guilt, leaving her looking thoughtful when he asks what she'd do. ]
If I wasn't a company asset? Turn around and not see anybody! [ There's never been a time she wasn't considered a company asset, though she's loathe to think of her life in those terms. Aerith doesn't think her life would be that different. She would still grow her flowers, maybe even devote some time to learning how to listen to them without risk of discovery. Leaving Midgar with her friends had been the only real way she's ever managed to shake Shinra off, picturing just being let go is hard. ]
What would you do? [ Or does he find it as hard to imagine as she does? ]
not if i have anything to say about it
(In a way, inexplicably, it's a little like how he'd felt when the swarm of hooded specters had surrounded his building — a nagging sense of look here, notice this, it's important.)
Why would it be important to stay where it's safe, he wonders absently, and then immediately thinks, what in the world made him think of this setting as safe to begin with?
It's fine, he tells himself, or possibly he tells the...feeling?...and tamps down on the nebulous uncertainty like it's his aim to crush it beneath his heel. He's Rufus Shinra. He's dealt with far worse than anything that could possibly be lurking beyond the bounds of their present known.]
We're on a first-name basis now? You must be warming up to me.
[And frankly this situation would go down easier with a little alcohol in him, all things considered, so he uses the pause that follows to knock down about half his glass. Champagne isn't really meant to be tossed back like that, but it's not like there's anything harder around — or maybe there is. Maybe he should check. It might be worth seeing what's in all the gift boxes, anyway.]
...I wouldn't do anything else. I've barely begun to do anything to begin with.
[Laughable to think he'd ever give up on the company he'd taken over when he's hardly even held it for a day yet.]
Your name is...Aerith, isn't it? And your mother's was Ifalna. If I recall the reports.
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But - that's not fair either, is it? He's terrible, but he's not - terrible.
Is he? That's a question that doesn't get answered by the last of her champagne, though Aerith tips her drinks back and looks for it there, using the excuse of wandering away from him again to refill her glass as a momentary reprieve. ]
It's our wedding day Rufus. [ She bats back lightly putting an extra note of purposefulness on his name when she says it again, despite the deep sense of puzzlement that rises in the wake of that fading feeling of appeasement. ]
I can't call you a jerk the whole time. That isn't very romantic! [ She could, she could call him worse even.
What's weird is that she doesn't want to.
While the feelings he's caught may have been nothing more than whisps and glimmers, the pang of pain that stretches across whatever bond their rings have afforded them is unmistakable. For Aerith it's an ache she feels deep in her bones, having the oldest wound she works to keep patched up and hidden safely away, pressed on.
He shouldn't be saying her mother's name like that. It's not easy for her to hear - especially from him - and the pained petulance tying her stomach into knots tells her that it shouldn't be easy for anyone to say at all. ]
Does that count as a Shinra courtship? [ This time when she speaks the cheerful pitch in her voice sounds strained and fake to her ears. ] You read the file?
then prepare for death i guess!!!!!
She keeps calling him by name, though, and it's...strange. Few people do; it's usually boss or sir or mister vice-president (well, president, now), and when he does hear it it's usually his full name, like a trademark, like a brand. People call him Rufus when they're talking about him, not to him. When was the last time someone...
Family, he thinks, right as that wave of terrible sadness washes over him. It's stretching the very bounds of the joke, to pretend that she's entitled to it because of this sham of a predicament they're in. Somehow, he doubts she'd stop even if he told her to, and he's not about to subject himself to having to explain why he might want her to.]
I can't claim to know all the details. Certainly not with the clarity you do.
[He thinks about getting up from the floor, then decides to fuck it and just leans up against the foot of the bed instead — his clothes are a disaster anyway, and they're a little past caring about appearances at this point — unsealing the scotch and just drinking straight out of the bottle, in lieu of bothering with finding another glass.
It's good alcohol. Even just the first drink of it sends a pleasant heat blossoming in his stomach, a light buzzing of the nerves that makes the room feel comfortably warm.]
I know enough to be aware that we ought to be talking about reparations, rather than wedding gifts.
tags from my coffin ig
Once her glass has been refilled, she pauses and looks in Rufus's direction, watching him rummaging through the wedding gifts left for them before landing on the bottle of scotch in his hands. Deciding to take the open champagne she's been working on with her back into the bedroom area of the suite, along with a platter of assorted snacks, she settles on the floor across from him, putting the tray off to one side before going back to nursing her drink. ]
Reparations? I already told you - I want parks in Midgar!
[ The bubbly does its job of softening the sharper edges of this interaction, aiding her efforts to keep things from boiling over into shouted accusation territory - or anything that might take them over the line into hostility, and make what's already a bad situation by Aerith's estimate a lot worse. ]
Unless you think I'm the one that owes you? [ She sounds playful enough when she asks, lips curved in that pleased smile she wears almost as a default, but - there's just the slightest touch of warning to it too, and paired with that a persistent press of wariness, like she's aware that most of the answers she can imagine Rufus giving her to that question would be ones she doesn't want to get, but she's gone ahead and asked anyway - stirring the pot without a second thought, bolstered by her own bravado and the warmth budding up from the champagne that's already working tirelessly to erode her guard. ]
hold on i thought you were playing aerith not vincent
Nothing grows in Midgar, except behind glass.
[That's what plants look like, after all — tidy ferns with waxy leaves kept in tasteful installations around the corporate offices. Orderly and neat and strictly controlled, just like everything else.
He lowers the bottle slowly, making no secret of how he's looking at her from over the neck of it, the lip still slightly damp from where his mouth had pressed.]
I'm asking you what you think it's worth. What you deserve in exchange for what was done to you. Is that really the value you'd put on it — some benches and walking paths for general consumption?
oh don't worry. the coffin is very pink
[ She sounds somehow gentle and proud simultaneously for imparting that knowledge, though the thought isn't without a twinge of sadness. Leaving Midgar had been a big step, one that left her unsure of when she'd see her garden again, but now - Aerith doesn't know if she ever will. ]
If that's what you're asking, then, I don't know. [ The alcohol makes the motion almost a little too fluid when she tips her head to the side, as though she were weighing out an answer before finally deciding on a neutral shrug. ] It wasn't just done to me. [ A pause, a sigh, one more toe over the line– ] Is that what you're taking now?
[ That old pain hasn't gone anywhere, and it flares a little from being referenced, enough that Aerith looks down at the drink in her hand with renewed determination, finishing her second glass before pulling the bottle of champagne closer. If he's allowed to drink straight from the bottle, she definitely is.
The way she watches him has been consistently curious, but, now that they're both settled here on the floor, there's something else lingering in the weight of her stare - not warmth precisely, but, interest - like she's on the precipice of seeing him in a new light, but that light hasn't quite decided what it's going to be.
He has a gorgeous mouth, she'll give him that much. ]
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I don't like unbalanced ledgers. [And then, after another drink:] Why can't you take this seriously?
[It's an odd thing to say — definitely a remark he would've known better than to let escape if he weren't preoccupied with the hit of the alcohol on his back palate and the fact that it's definitely warmer in the room now than it'd been even just minutes ago, not unpleasantly so but disarmingly so. He thinks about how her eyes are astonishingly green, and how he doesn't usually bother to notice the color of someone's eyes unless he's looking for a mako glow.]
I don't care about my father's bullshit. His so-called Promised Land. We're nothing alike.
[They are, at times, quite a bit alike, but it feels particularly important at this point to maintain the contrary.]
Doesn't mean I won't settle his debts. It's mine now. My Shinra. My responsibility.
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She doesn't want to get it - but she does.
Smirking after her seriousness is questioned, Aerith reasserts her hold on her champagne and scoots closer, encroaching into Rufus's space so that she can sit beside him and lean back against the foot of the bed as well. ] How do you know I'm not being serious? Maybe I can't count that high. [ Pausing, Aerith takes a long drink from her bottle before adding– ] Maybe that's why I had to marry a businessman.
[ It's strange that he can't imagine her not being able to present him with a detailed list of demands when it isn't just her he'd need to set things right with. Dismantling the reactors would be a drop in the bucket if she made a sincere effort to tally it all. Her mother, hell, her father, the Planet itself. There's no number big enough, no list long enough, and at heart, Aerith isn't a creature of retribution anyway.
Better to just resolve to be better, better to keep looking ahead, not back.
The weight of the conversation and the warmth of the room sit together, pairing oddly with how aware she's becoming of her clothing against her skin, making her shift further into his space, however unconsciously until her shoulder bumps his arm and she remembers herself enough to stop. ]
Can't you think of anything you couldn't put a price tag on?
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Hell, she makes a valid point, doesn't she? Maybe I can't count that high. But someone is going to have to. And there's something about the magnitude of finally grasping the rewards of the ambition he's harbored for years that he still hasn't fully processed yet — the difference between the old man's death as a goal to be accomplished and the old man's death as a thing that happened, has happened, with all the ramifications and ripple effects that can only naturally extend from it.
He'd barely even had the chance to rest on his laurels, much less turn his thoughts to any sort of meaningful consideration of now what, before he'd been evidently kidnapped again, thrown into some mysterious suite with no memory of how or why Aerith has been shoved into bed with him, and what is he doing about it? Sitting on the floor in a rumpled tuxedo and drinking.
He doesn't even know why it's funny. It's all just so absurd. Barely even a breath to assess all the billions of things to consider under the new regime of Shinra, and he's dragged off to have another uncontemplated dozen heaped on him in addition.]
You should have married an accountant. The ones businessmen hire to do it for them.
[Having her next to him feels equal parts magnetic and ill-advised. He thinks he should probably mind it, the familiarity if not the proximity, but even the accidental bits of contact when she settles in feel strangely electric, like his skin has gone hypersensitive without him really noticing. It's dangerous that he has to turn his head to look at her instead of just lifting his chin to glare across the way; there's something inherently conspiratorial about being next to someone instead of across from them, and she's close enough now that when her hair moves it casts a faint scent into the air that at length he identifies as floral.
Her question leaves him thoughtful, though, and when he looks at her it's sidelong, not so much turning his head as tilting it and letting his eyes drift to the side, which inadvertently keeps his face in profile with a few errant strands of hair cascading artfully against his cheek.]
...Winning. Wealth can facilitate it, but it can't buy it.
[Sage advice. His mouth is still a little wet from the residual scotch.]
Maybe you deserve to win something. Choose something no one wanted you to have, and take it anyway.
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That doesn't mean Aerith can't appreciate getting a laugh out of Rufus, even if it's probably because they're both leaving sobriety further and further behind the longer they sit here drinking like this - she enjoys that she's wrenched such a rusty, almost pressurized noise out of her alleged husband.
While Rufus might be content to keep her in his periphery, Aerith isn't the kind of person to stare in half-measures. She likes to get a good look at things, and while this should be the exception, she turns towards him without thinking, watching his hair move while he speaks, and the statuesque angles of his profile, her eyes occasionally darting to his visible one, catching him looking here and there. It doesn't help that whatever dawning awareness that's keeping her so cognizant of the brush of her skirt against her thighs, almost has an - echo(??) to it, like she's feeling what she feels, and then experiencing it a second time as well.
It's a disjointed situation, but it's quiet enough to ignore for the most part, especially when he's so focused on thoughts of victory and retribution, of winning.
That's his thing, not hers, so when he turns the concept around on her, telling her she deserves to win too, Aerith laughs in surprise, a sweet and genuine sound tempered by the bubbly and whatever's been added to it. ]
Okay, deal– [ Letting go of her champagne Aerith reaches across her chest, sticking a hand out to shake. ] When we get home, you let me back in the Shinra building, and I'll kick Hojo in the balls. [ Adding, after a determined nod. ] Twice. [ Once for her, once for her mother. Tipsy and warm as she is, the idea sounds splendid. ]
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Sometimes, the language of love is threats of third-party violence.]
That's more like it.
[He sets the scotch aside before taking her hand, unsurprised to find the palm hot and a little tacky from where it's been pressed against her glass and the bottle, but mostly just caught up on how easily the whole of his closes over hers. Holding her hand isn't like holding a gun. Her lack of grip would get her laughed out of a boardroom.
It's annoying to crane his neck to look at her, he thinks idly. It was less complicated when she was on the other side of the room, oriented more in front of him, so he could sit and drink and not have to fuss with finding a sideways angle that doesn't make him want to lean his head back and prop it on the bed like some sort of lackadaisical drunk. It's doubly so because she's already moved so she can stare openly at him if she wants, and that's just altogether unbalanced in a way he decides without really thinking much about it that he dislikes.]
Now stop staring at me.
[— he says, and drops her hand to grab her by the middle instead, hauling her over and atop his legs so that she's settled about halfway between his thigh and his knee. It's a bad idea he'll regret in about thirty seconds when her weight starts bearing down on the bone, but that's a problem to be dealt with thirty seconds from now, because at present it actually feels like a phenomenal idea — getting his hands on her, moving her like it's nothing, watching his own rumpled trousers get swallowed up in pink tulle.
He's supposed to take his hands off her, probably, when he's finished. Except that seems like a particularly stupid idea all of a sudden, and for the life of him he can't quite produce an explanation for why.]
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But why does it matter? Why do any of these cozy little juxtapositions she finds under every stone she overturns matter?
They don't, they shouldn't, and she knows that. Unfortunately, there's very little time between her becoming conscious of that and Rufus telling her to stop staring at him before he drops her hand in favor of grabbing her waist and pulling her into his lap. She stiffens in surprise as she's pulled along, the drinks in her system working to mute her reactions, pushing the impulse to pull away far out of her reach, leaving her wide-eyed as he settles her in her new seat, giving her a much more intimate view when she looks up at him. ]
You stop staring first! [ There's a paltry amount of reproach in the way she tries to turn this back around on him. He's so close, and her heart is beating hard enough that Aerith is sure he can tell. Her fingers lift, moving to brush away a few of the strands of hair obscuring part of his face, ardent in the way she searches his face from this angle. He could be a painting or a statue, not that it matters, not that there's any way for her to explain away how her eyes follow the slight bow of his lips, or the twinge of want that stems from the sight. ]
At least all the new company banners will look a lot better. [ That wasn't something she intended to say out loud - it just happened, much like the way she pulls her hand away from his hair only to trace the tip of her finger over his bottom lip. ]
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She's even a little better at keeping her composure than he is, although that's hardly an even playing field when she's actively running her fingers over his face, and he's only holding onto her for the sake of keeping her balanced. If he were raking his fingers through her hair, she'd probably be skittish and uncertain, herself. The fact that every bit of his focus seems to narrow down to the brush of her fingertips where they smooth away the errant locks of his hair is...it's just to be expected. It's not that the touch is unusual, or compelling.
It's funny how he's never really thought about how attractive a prospect it can be to have a girl in his lap. There's really no reason why he should have been dwelling on it anytime before now, but from behind the haze of simmering heat that seems to have overtaken his blood, it seems strange that he's never considered it before when it's as satisfying as this.
He doesn't stop staring, because he's not staring, just looking. Her eyes are so green it's hard to look away, much less to want to look away to begin with.]
Why's that?
[The banners, he means. It's not so much that he actually cares about the answer. Mostly he's just got an intriguing view of her mouth, from this vantage, and the thought of watching it move is enticing.
But then her hand leaves his hair, and her finger wanders down his face and ends up running along the length of his mouth, and he thinks about telling her to stop that too but it's altogether just easier to let his lips part a little and catch her fingertip between his teeth instead, the pressure light and more of a cautionary gesture than a bite.]
i can't tell if this is a thread or a knife fight anymore...
Nothing about this is what she expected it to be. Champagne can smooth the sharper edges of that thorny truth, but Aerith can't deny that she feels better than she ever thought she could, or would, locked in a surreal game of tit-for-tat with Rufus Shinra. While on his lap. And touching his face. ]
You don't get to keep that, you know.
[ The effort Aerith makes to try and sound reproachful borders on valiant, but there's too much softness in the way she speaks for it to land, or even present itself at all as the three fingers she still has free drum gently on his jawline with feigned impatience before she slips free of his hold, all the snide remarks she could have made about not putting things from the slums in his mouth, or not damaging the lab specimens thought of and forgotten, never at risk of being said.
His eyes follow her lips, and she watches him while he does it, wanting him to look but unable to place why - not that having a motive feels as significant as how warm and solid he feels against her.
Even when she's sober, Aerith is the sort who leans into a snap decision, often without planning it through - sometimes to good results. Were she able to spare a thought for the situation, there wouldn't be that many good results that could come from this - keeping close to him, talking instead of seething with righteous rage - from letting him get so close.
Aerith's hands settle on his cheeks as her eyes narrow, giving his face another once over before she shifts closer and tips her chin up, pressing a quick kiss to his forehead before righting herself again, more curious about his reaction than she ought to be. ]
🔪 💋 🔪 💋 🔪 💋
What's strange, he finds silently, is that his reaction is a mixture of aching nostalgia and a ragged burn that he decides to define as annoyance. Gentleness always feels like a trap waiting to spring, a soft assault against his better instincts. No one has ever been gentle with him a day in his life and he doesn't want them to be. A single fractional nod from his father always felt so much better than the stifling confines of his mother's arms.
(The late Mrs. Shinra, he thinks darkly. Company assets, he thinks coldly.)
The hands on her waist shift just slightly, and only after she draws back; with just two fingers, he pushes up the hem of her tuxedo t-shirt far enough to slip them under and runs the tips back and forth in shallow lines against her side. Touching, and yet never out of proportion to what she's already done to him herself. Watching her, like she's watching him.
(He and I are nothing alike, he thinks fiercely.)]
Don't I? I took it.
[There's worlds of significance wrapped up in that quiet remark. Chief among them is this: you can't take something that's already yours to begin with. What about dis-asseting me, she'd insisted, and that's a curious enough prospect that he's willing to play it out and see what comes of it. What if all the trappings of possession, the history, the circumstances, the fucking wedding rings — what if none of it meant anything, what if it all burned to the ground and they grew it back up as a park in its place. What then, if he wasn't holding her by law or by right but because she let him?
She can't count high enough to number all of Shinra's sins, so she married someone who could do it for her. And she doesn't know how to win by taking something nobody gave her.
Lucky she married an expert — one patient enough to bide his time until she susses it out on her own.]
If you see something you want, why aren't you taking it?
bye
And that isn't her problem. There's no version of the world (so far?) where it would be, just like there's no level of the universe where this - his hand on her skin, her heart forgetting how to beat correctly because of it, the slope of his nose etching its way insidiously into her memory - ought to be.
Aerith believes in things like compassion, convinced that there's beauty in everything and everyone. She's spent years figuring out the right angle to look at the Turks tailing her from, learning to see what made them people, what notes to play to get them to slip up and show her themselves. Her version of the reparations Rufus seems so adamant she takes - things she should not want from him as well, not now, not after everything that's happened. Even if she believes she can almost see him, does she have a reason for looking beyond that right now that amounts to something more than she wants to?
Why aren't you taking it?
Because I don't know what it is yet. Aerith thinks immediately, her smile tightening in barely suppressed amusement.
She could laugh at him and tell him she doesn't want anything, that he's hard and cold and she's made out of things that are antithetical to that, maybe even offensive to his brutal practicalities, that it doesn't mean anything to her to share the weight of the words company asset.
Rufus Shinra is someone she could lie to without a problem.
Instead, her arms stretch, draping over his shoulders and the top of the bed behind him as she slowly shifts closer. Her eyes stay on his, the heat simmering through her by way of the champagne flaring, like it's pleased she's finally giving in, and it shows in her face, in the way she looks too long at his mouth again. ]
I don't think this will fix anything at all. [ The words are breathed sweet and conspiratorial against his lips, letting herself hover there for as long as she can until the demand of that keen, damnably exquisite awareness of him eats at the last of her restraint and she's kissing him like she's been waiting a hundred years for the chance. ]
heh heh heh
forgive me i was spiritually vexed and listening to a lot of taylor swift at the time
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