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[Hm. So that's the limit, for Jayce. Dodger shrugs, and leans forward to press a kiss to Jayce's neck. A moment of thought passes, and he lets his teeth graze along the older man's skin.]
Jayce is slower to respond this time, that thought still on his mind, his hand eventually sliding to Dodger's shoulder.]
You don't go into wanting to make a change in yourself already finding excuses why you could backslide. Start by telling yourself you're not going to regress.
[Dodger hums softly, and presses one more kiss to Jayce's skin before he actually leans back to answer.]
I backslid once and no one will let me fucking live it down. Fuck me for worrying about it.
[Although it is true, he really hasn't given Jayce the full story.]
...I tried to kill Bloemrose. On Christmas. He started some dumb fucking argument, I took the bait, and then... he blocked me, and I lost my temper. And I just wanted him to unblock me, I just didn't- I didn't want to not be able to message him. Because I needed him. So I went to talk to him and- it went wrong, and he used this spell on me that shut my powers off and it fucking hurt, and-... and I just wanted to slam his head into the wall, as much as it took for him to shut the spell off. But it- if he'd stopped, if he'd let me talk to him, I wouldn't have-...
[He grimaces. He's not actually sure if he would have calmed down.]
...I don't know. It's the first time I lost control since I got here. I don't like feeling the way I do around him, but I don't- I don't want him to just be off-limits forever, either.
[Now this is getting at something Jayce feels more comfortable being able to discuss. There's codependency here, but unlike his form of totally normal and healthy codependency, Dodger's got something else going on.]
You say you need him. Why? You're supporting yourself and you have a wonderful partner.
[They're both finally leaning far enough away from each other they can keep eye contact, and that's vital here.]
Let's say he is off-limits forever. No contact. What does Bloemrose add? What do you lose?
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Just a hypothetical.
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[The rest didn't seem like hypotheticals.
Jayce is slower to respond this time, that thought still on his mind, his hand eventually sliding to Dodger's shoulder.]
You don't go into wanting to make a change in yourself already finding excuses why you could backslide. Start by telling yourself you're not going to regress.
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I backslid once and no one will let me fucking live it down. Fuck me for worrying about it.
[Although it is true, he really hasn't given Jayce the full story.]
...I tried to kill Bloemrose. On Christmas. He started some dumb fucking argument, I took the bait, and then... he blocked me, and I lost my temper. And I just wanted him to unblock me, I just didn't- I didn't want to not be able to message him. Because I needed him. So I went to talk to him and- it went wrong, and he used this spell on me that shut my powers off and it fucking hurt, and-... and I just wanted to slam his head into the wall, as much as it took for him to shut the spell off. But it- if he'd stopped, if he'd let me talk to him, I wouldn't have-...
[He grimaces. He's not actually sure if he would have calmed down.]
...I don't know. It's the first time I lost control since I got here. I don't like feeling the way I do around him, but I don't- I don't want him to just be off-limits forever, either.
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You say you need him. Why? You're supporting yourself and you have a wonderful partner.
[They're both finally leaning far enough away from each other they can keep eye contact, and that's vital here.]
Let's say he is off-limits forever. No contact. What does Bloemrose add? What do you lose?