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TDM 14



【 Thank you for choosing the Golden Peacock, 5-star resort and casino. You are currently registered as a WILDCARD in our system.

Due to a high volume of check-ins, temporary accommodations have been made in our mid-rank suites for all new arrivals. We ask current mid-rank guests to welcome any new arrivals that may temporarily be assigned to their room while we process reservations.

Exciting news! The Phoenix Casino has undergone a renovation. Guests are invited to come enjoy refreshed facilities, games, and lounges. We don't think you'll ever want to leave!

Additionally, the casino will be hosting an upper rank soiree at the end of the month. All guests rank 9 and above are invited to attend. Any +1s of low rank may only attend as a pet or personal attendant. Otherwise, low ranks are not welcome.

We aim to have all guests moved into their suites as soon as possible. We deeply apologize for any inconvenience! 】



PHOENIX REBORN
A CASINO ROYALE
THE FLAME OF FORTUNE ► The Phoenix Casino has been reborn in a sea of red. Cool tones have been replaced with brilliant bursts of warmth, from rugs to hanging decor. Long-standing guests, thrilled with the unexpected update, have flooded the casino with renewed vigor. Four large cards, a King of each suit, hang overhead and watch the masses below with unsettling gazes.

All clocks have been removed. Time flows strangely, blending hours and minutes, making it difficult to judge how long one has spent inside. Yet the long-standing guests do not seem to care, tirelessly gambling and hitting the slot machines, some to the point of passing out right in the middle of the casino. There are times that some of the long-standing guests look particularly ghoulish, as if their souls have been drained away. Yet at other times, they look perfectly fine, back to gambling with relish.

With the change of style comes a change of staff. It's a temporary measure since the usual servers have taken vacation en masse. New dealers have uncanny smiles and sharp eyes; they are quick to catch guests trying to cheat at the tables. These dealers are willing to take bets beyond chips, like days off a gambler's lifespan or increments of their power. The more drained guests become, the more energetic these dealers appear.

► The ghost hands are particularly active in this bright new casino. These meddlesome phantoms purposefully mess with the games to change the outcomes, give guests particularly embarrassing tasks, or to stir up trouble at the tables. They also rig some of the games to get the sexy outcomes they want, gleefully rubbing their floating selves together when they get their way. So, if your character's suddenly found themselves caught in a stroke of awful luck, there might be a ghostly culprit!

► Guests are not forced to stay in the casino for any particular length of time. They may come and go as they please. However, they may find that what feels like five minutes checking out the casino has actually been a day away from their room. If they spend too long in the casino, their energy will drain and they may feel light-headed, as if they've been sucked of their vigor to the point of fatigue.
WILDCARDSDue to several staff members taking their paid time off during an unexpected casino reno, managers snatch up the opportunity to put these new wildcards to work before they're properly sorted. They don't really count as guests yet, right? It's a dire situation. There's so much work to do and so few hands! With these excuses, desperate managers snatch wildcards from wherever they may be and throw them into open service positions throughout the casino.

All wildcards dragged to work are required to dress up for their new job. Wait staff that serve drinks around the casino floor are required to dress as sexy casino bunnies. Entertainers who dance and strip for the amusement of casino guests are required to dress up as feathered show-birds. Janitors that scrub stains out of the carpets must be topless and wear sexy maid-style bottoms, either a skirt or butler trousers. They're asked to fill every role aside from dealers, since those positions have been filled by the house.

► Though wildcards have been employed without consent, casino managers aren't totally heartless. Wildcards are only required to work 24 hours across the month for their new job and these 24 hours do not need to be consecutive. Once they've hit the threshold, they will receive their meager pay and a few resort vouchers.

► Wildcards aren't the only guests being dragged into work. Low Ace cards (aces that downgraded into their rank) have also been conscripted to work. Though they're not required to work as many hours as wildcards, the long-standing guests are particularly handsy with them given their special status.
A BATHROOM HOLD-UP ► Bathrooms have been decorated with various paintings and artwork. Nothing amiss happens when a guest enters, but when they try to leave, they may find that the door refuses to budge. All of the portraits will take the opportunity to observe the guest trying to leave, but one of two portraits will take control and demand:
Sinners dare step into MY washroom? Don't think you can leave without confessing your crimes! Those who have trampled upon virtue should be heavily punished. And I ... I will observe this punishment be dispensed. To see it is done right. Ahem.

Judgmental John will demand that guests trapped in his bathroom confess one of their sins, crimes, or sources of guilt. Each stuck guest will be prompted to confess and then they together must decide whose crime is worse. Judgmental John will then preside over the executioner, the guest with the lesser crime, punishing the guest with the worse crime.

▷ While Judgmental John has perverted intentions with his demand and will encourage sexy punishing, he will reluctantly accept any kind of punishment the executioner decides to dole out.

▷ If your character has met Judgmental John before he will definitely remember them. This portrait never forgets a face!

Aren't you cute? Show us some flirting, give us a treat! We'll let you go after you entertain us a bit. What do we like? Anything charming, anything sweet. Even confessions will do! It gets so lonely in here. Imagine watching everyone do nothing but piss and shit before leaving. Don't we deserve some fun?

▷ The Teasing Trio are friendly and looking for a good time. They want to see cute or lightly spicy engagement between the guests they've caught in the restroom. They know how to have fun and aren't taking this trapping thing seriously.

▷ Anything like holding hands, love confessions, emotional moments, and dewy-eyed passionate declarations will please them. It doesn't have to be real, it just has to satisfy their collective cute aggression.

▷ If your character has met the trio before... well, they won't remember. They're too taken up by gossiping with each other to remember everyone they've asked for some entertainment.


GAMES
ROLLING HIGH
DIRTY DICE: WHOLESOME OR WHORE A crowd favorite — Dirty Dice is back and as dirty as ever. The creators put their heads together to come up with funnier and more dynamic dice options to keep things interesting for players. This time, combinations include wholesome and whoreish options to create even more unique game tasks.

► The rules for Dirty Dice: Wholesome or Whore remain the same as last year. Players will be seated at a two-top (though group Dirty Dice games are also encouraged!) with a set of twelve-sided dice. The starting player rolls both dice. The action created with the dice must then be done to the opposing player — however, the rolling player does have the option to turn down the action. The second player will then roll the dice to create an action, also with the choice to turn down the action. Players continue to take turns until there is a winner.

► The first player to complete three actions will receive bragging rights, an extra large chip payout, and the resounding applause from the audience. Depending on which combinations are used to win the game, the winner may be crowned as cutely wholesome or top whore.

DIE A
1: KISS
2: HUMP
3: CUDDLE
4: BITE
5: CARESS
6: SUCK
7: COMPLIMENT
8: FINGER
9: HOLD
10: LICK
11: WORSHIP
12: SNIFF
DIE B
1: LIPS
2: ASS
3: EAR
4: CHEST
5: NOSE
6: NECK
7: WAIST
8: KNEE
9: HAND
10: NIPPLE
11: THIGH
12: FOOT

SLOT MACHINES ► Slot machines around the Phoenix Casino have been updated! Guests may choose between red machines and black machines. Red machines are easy tasks with small chip prizes. Black machines include more challenging tasks but offer extra large chip prizes.

► Players may either use RNG for the below prompts or select any combination they like OOCly. ICly, it's all random.

► A character plays on a red machine and pulls a 1, 3, and 5. The challenge sent to the character's Watch would be, DANCE WITH A WILDCARD IN THE BATHROOM. If they complete the task, they will automatically receive a small payment as a prize.

A character plays on a black machine and pulls a 4, 1, and 10. The challenge sent to the characters Watch would be, HAVE SPOONING SEX WITH A NEW PARTNER IN PUBLIC. If they complete the task, they will automatically receive an extra large payment as a prize.

RED MACHINE

ACTION
DANCE
CONFESS A SECRET
ADMIT A KINK
SHARE A DREAM
HOLD HANDS
SHARE A MEMORY
TELL A FEAR
SWAP CLOTHES
FLIRT
VENT FEELINGS

ON/TO/WITH
A FRIEND
A STRANGER
A WILDCARD
HIGH RANK
MID RANK
LOW RANK
A DIAMONDS
A HEARTS
A SPADES
A CLUBS

WHERE
UNDER TABLE
ON CHAIR
ON POKER TABLE
IN CLOSET
IN BATHROOM
BEHIND BAR
IN LOUNGE
IN BED
AGAINST WALL
BALCONY

BLACK MACHINE

POSITION/ACT
DOGGY STYLE
COWGIRL
PILE DRIVER
SPOONING SEX
ORAL SEX
SIXTY-NINE
CLOTHED SEX
MATING PRESS
HANDJOB
INTERCRURAL

ON/TO/WITH
NEW PARTNER
OLD PARTNER
HIGH RANK
MID RANK
LOW RANK
WILDCARD
SUBMISSIVE
DOMINANT
LIGHT HAIRED
DARK HAIRED

WHERE
UNDER TABLE
IN BATHROOM
IN CLOSET
BALCONY
IN BED
IN LOUNGE
AGAINST WALL
ON TABLE
BEHIND BAR
PUBLICLY
SEX TOY ROULETTE Come one, come all, step right up and try your luck at Sex Toy Roulette! Several roulette wheels are waiting for those brave enough to give them a spin. Sex Toy Roulette is a game of chance that comes with risks and rewards. Are you daring enough to give it a go?

► Sex Toy Roulette is very easy to play. A player steps up to the wheel, grabs the handle, and gives it their best spin. Whatever the needle lands on when the wheel stops is what the player wins! Lucky ducks might land on one of the fabulous instant prizes which can be claimed immediately. Sexy slutty yet less lucky ducks land on one of the sex toy options.

► If the needle lands on one of the sex toy options the roulette manager will give the player the corresponding sex toy. The toy will sync with the player's Watch and begin counting down from 4 hours. The instructions for further steps are transmitted to their Watch: Use this toy in a sex act with another guest within 4 hours.

► Players that complete the game and use the sex toy within 4 hours will receive no penalty. They also get to keep the sex toy. Yay!

► Players that do not complete the game and do not use the sex toy within 4 hours will be penalized. Not only will a substantial amount of chips be drained from their account, they may experience a sudden and intense suit flare. Wildcards may randomly experience symptoms of ANY SUIT.

1: ICE CUBES
2: INSTA-PRIZE
3: ANAL DOUCHE
4: FURRY HANDCUFFS
5: FISHNET STOCKINGS
6: ROPE
7: INSTA-PRIZE
8: REALISTIC PENIS DILDO
9: LATEX GLOVES
10: PENIS PUMP
11: BANANA
12: BLINDFOLD

13: INSTA-PRIZE
14: PING PONG PADDLE
15: FLESHLIGHT
16: NIPPLE CLAMPS
17: HUGE BLOWUP DOLL
18: COLLAR WITH COCK RING
19: INSTA-PRIZE
20: MAID OUTFIT
21: HIGH HEELS
22: ZUCCHINI
23: LEASH & COLLAR
24: BUTTER KNIFE

25: LACE PANTIES
26: INSTA-PRIZE
27: LINGERIE SET
28: ANAL BEADS
29: MASSAGE OIL
30: WOODEN SPOON
31: CANDY G-STRING
32: CANDLE & MATCHES
33: MASSIVE DRAGON DILDO
34: NECK TIE
35: INSTA-PRIZE
36: VIBRATOR

► Guests that land on INSTA-PRIZE may select from the following prizes:

  • An extra-large chip payout and money box experience. Stand inside a narrow box and enjoy being showered with the bills of different cultures across the multiverse! Dollars, yen, euros, yuan... you name it.
  • The royal experience. Travel around the party in the coveted Pure Gold Peacock Palanquin. Enjoy 24 hours of topless servants and constant hand-and-foot service. All of your commands will be obeyed.
  • Select from an assortment of luxury watches, necklaces, earrings, and other expensive articles of clothing. Cashmere, pure silk, Mongolian wool — high quality items for keeps. May also select from appliances that would not be normally found in low rank suites.
  • A brand new car or motorcycle!!! Yes, the car will have to live in the garage, but it's all yours. Winners who choose a motorcycle may ride it around the hallways of the resort.

  • ► The specific details of the sex toy a character is given is left to OOC discretion. For example, if you choose to land on "vibrator", you may have your character given any kind of vibrator. Have fun!
    LOUNGES
    ROLLING LOW
    THE PEACOCK LOUNGEGuests looking to get away from the flashing lights of the main casino can slip away to solace in the Peacock Lounge. The drinks are flowing, the food is good, and the music is calm. The Peacock Lounge offers guests a place to relax and unwind during their gambling escapades.

    ► While guests won't be pestered to play games or set bets inside the Peacock Lounge, they aren't completely free of the resort's antics. Everyone who comes into the Peacock Lounge will be set up on a casual date for the duration of their visit. Dates are completely randomized, with servers pairing guests at tables and matchmaking based upon their personal whims.

    Guests will be paired with someone new every time they enter the lounge. It's a great way to meet people!

    ► Staff are well aware that not all guests are smooth enough to slide right into a date. All tables come with a set of DATE NIGHT QUESTIONS for guests to use. Waiters watch eagerly, leaning over and nudging the cards when it looks like a table might be in a lull or have fallen into awkward silence.

    All meals come in pair sets to encourage the date-like atmosphere. Given that the Peacock Lounge is the only place inside the casino offering food, it's either suck it up and be romantic with who you've been paired up with or go hungry.
    DOWNSTAIRS DESIRE LOUNGE ► Pink neon signs point down several dark stairwells. Guests looking to fulfill a kink or fetish they may be reluctant to admit normally should go ahead and follow the arrows, because deep in the casino they'll find the Desire Lounge. This lounge is scarcely lit and cloaked in shadow, a place where the scent of sex is thick in the air. Discreet staff lead the way through padded pleasure rooms.

    All guests must wear a nondescript mask and promise to remain anonymous before entering the lounge. Here, anonymity and desire are king. Guests are here to seek out partners based solely upon sexual interests.

    Sexual interests may not necessarily be BDSM or hard kinks. Upon arrival, guests will enter a desire into their Watches so the system can match them with an appropriate partner. A lonely guest looking to be treated lovingly can enter their desire into the database, where they'll be matched with another guest whose desire is to dote upon a partner. Dominants will be matched with submissives. Sadists will be matched with masochists. Guests with matching fetish play will be paired together.

    All rooms are dimly lit to help keep encounters anonymous and discreet. Guests are required to keep their masks on and are advised to avoid asking questions about their partner. There might even be blindfolds involved, for either one party or both, depending upon the desire being fulfilled.

    Staff, however, won't be inside the pleasure room with the couple during the act. They won't know what rules are bent and broken.


    A ROYAL NIGHT
    HIGH RANK SOIREE
    FOR THE UPPER CRUST ► All royal and high rank guests will receive an invite for a royal evening in the casino at the end of the month. Rank 9 and higher, all aces included, are encouraged to dress up and come for a night of drinking, dancing, and indulging with their peers. The royal ranks are the real stars of this star-studded evening but 10s and 9s are tolerated as the bottom of the top.

    Guests rank 8 and below may only attend if they are accompanying a high rank as either their leashed pet or obedient servant. Wildcards are lumped in with the low ranks for this event since they are not yet assigned a real rank.

    Bringing a wildcard as a pet or servant earns social points with the long-standing guests, since they're new and unknown. Bringing several pets and/or servants also earns social points. Not bringing any servants or pets is laughable, and high ranks that show up without any companions will be gossiped about and snickered at.

    If they choose to bring a pet or servant, high ranks are encouraged to dress them up to show off their status and wealth. Even if you're dressed well, you can't be that well off if your pet is dressed slovenly or your servant is in a simple white shirt and pants. It's also a show of ownership, claiming them as your personal property by dressing them in your style.

    It's encouraged for high ranks to trade pets and servants for the evening. What's some sharing amongst peers? It's an excellent way for high ranks to get a taste of something new, be it taming someone else's pet for a while or being waited upon by someone else's servant. Sharing isn't mandatory, but those unwilling to trade will be expected to put on a public display with their +1 for everyone else to enjoy.
    SERVE AND SATISFY ► Low ranks that attend the party as a +1 are expected to behave properly and entertain the high ranks. Pets must be leashed the entire time and servants must stay at their master's side, unless temporarily swapped to another high rank. They can attend with PC or NPC high ranks.

    ► Coming as a +1 isn't the only way for a low rank to get into the party. The casino is still short-staffed, after all! Low ranks may also be employed as waiters to tend to the high ranks. Though their job first and foremost is to serve food and drink, should they catch a high rank's eye, they must do anything that high rank wants of them. This includes sexual favors, be it offering themselves up or servicing the high rank in question.

    ► The expectation is to behave, but the high ranks so love training and disciplining an unruly low rank. Any +1 or waiter that does not submit to the dominance of a high rank will be punished to their satisfaction, either by their own hand or another. All +1s and waiters will be warned about this before being allowed to enter. Can't say you didn't know!

    ► Pets, servants, and waiters may be traded for high ranks to enjoy. They may also be ordered to fuck each other publicly for the high ranks to watch. Low ranks with better status, such as ranks 8 and 7, have a bit more leeway and sway with the high ranks. Bottom barrel low ranks may be freely used and ordered about, even by higher ranked pets/servants/waiters.

    OOC NOTES

    INVITES | RESERVES | APPLICATIONS
    BLANKET CW: alcohol; anonymous; BDSM; confessions; costumes; dubcon; entrapment; gambling, hierarchy; pet play; power dynamics; public sex; punishment; sex toys; supernatural

    ▶ All characters on the TDM are WILDCARDS, which means they have not yet been assigned a card value. Suits will not manifest until characters are accepted into the game.

    ▶ All TDMs are game canon. This TDM acts as the game's March event.

    ▶ Current characters may top level on the TDM. Any current characters posting to the TDM should note they are current in their subject header.

    ▶ The top level directory is for new characters only. We want to make sure new characters are prioritized and receive attention! If you would be interested in a game invitation, you can note that in your comment.

    ▶ Smut threads that take place on this TDM can be used for rewards. If both parties in the smut thread join the game, you may retroactively apply the character's initial card values to your 52 bank.

    ▶ We ask you to kindly add content warnings to your threads as appropriate.

    ▶ If you do not currently have permissions and kinks listed in your character’s journal we strongly suggest leaving a note in your top level of any limits or boundaries for other players to reference.
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    dilettante: (pic#17647887)

    [personal profile] dilettante 2026-03-16 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
    ( with a disoriented position and sense of sickness clawing at her stomach, reira leaned against the door of the bathroom. it was more than clear that the door wouldn't budge, but even if she hadn't tried, she knew how things went down here. she'd been here well over a year, part of it trapped in some endless spiral of shopping. yet here she was, being forced to put up with the many oddities and various methods of torture the casino inflicted upon all of them.

    she looked at kanae directly— the long dark hair, the smoking all reminded her of someone from her own home. even the cruel prank he played seemed like something he would do, but he wasn't here and she didn't want to ruminate on the past for long.

    softly she wrapped her arms together, chest squeezing up indirectly as a result as she looked at him. )


    If that really is the worst thing you've ever done...to anyone or anything, then yes it counts. However...if you've killed, assaulted anyone....you better admit it otherwise we won't be able to leave. It's not my first time going through something like this here so believe me.

    ( believe her because she's about to spill her worst secret yet. in the eyes of most people here it meant nothing, but back home? scandalous affair by predatory singer would be on the news in minutes. )
    fingerpicks: (skeptical | 001)

    [personal profile] fingerpicks 2026-03-17 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
    Technically, [ Kanae says slowly, ] he didn't say it has to be the worst thing we've ever done.

    [ But the way she says it is so self-assured that it sounds like she's speaking from experience. That gives Kanae pause. He's only been around the resort for... well, the timing of it all is a little wobbly, but it's been either a couple days or a couple months. Not long enough to understand everything about the resorts and its myriad ways.

    The question is, what if she's right? What if he does have to confess the worst thing he's ever done in order for it to count? On the grand cosmic spectrum of sins, Kanae's pretty sure his own don't rank too high, but that doesn't mean he's eager to admit to them in front of a pretty girl he's never met before.

    He sighs, wrinkling his nose slightly, and then looks up at the ceiling. ]


    Fine. [ Hey, if this totally sucks then maybe he can just never see this girl again. After all, it's a big resort. ] After I got fed up with my parents and moved out, I started working at a brothel to pay my rent. The pay's good and my clients are decent, and I don't regret it, but my parents would probably drop dead if they knew.

    [ Even Kanae's brother doesn't know. In fact, the only person from what he thinks of as his "real" life who knows is Haiga, and that was a freak accident. Kanae lowers his gaze from the ceiling and focuses it on the girl across from him, defiant. ]

    Okay, now you.
    dilettante: (a heart contusion)

    [personal profile] dilettante 2026-03-17 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
    You're right.

    ( she said it quickly the nausea in her only rising as she looked around the bathroom and then back at kanae. not long ago she was in his place, wondering and questioning everything, left assuming the worst wouldn't happen and yet after spending the equivalent of groundhog day in a store for the last few months, she just wasn't sure anymore. reira had already been doing her best to be a good queen, to not let her suit flare up and yet she was still punished for something somehow.

    now she was just looking out for her own hide, it was the same selfishness she'd shown back home in regards to him, shin. but for now she closed her eyes gently as she heard his story and remained silent as he went on. when it finally came out that he worked at a brothel, her eyes opened and she began to move closer to him. her steps were gentle, not an ounce of threatening behavior in her.

    finally she nodded as she stood before him, an arm across her chest, fingers gripping the opposite arm. )


    It's easier confessing with someone who doesn't know you, who won't judge you for it. I...

    ( 'you should wait for your prince charming to grow up! you're just using me, I'm not your play thing!'. the words rang in her mind as she bit down on her lower lip, fingers nervously twiddling against her skin. )

    Did it scare you? How old were you when you went to do that job? You...did you have any older clients?

    ( she's not necessarily stalling but the guilt was starting eat at her suddenly. )
    fingerpicks: (smoking | 001)

    [personal profile] fingerpicks 2026-03-17 03:29 pm (UTC)(link)
    [ She's definitely not threatening—not least of all because she's several inches shorter than Kanae—but it takes him by surprise to be approached so directly. His eyebrows lift, but he doesn't withdraw, not that he'd have anywhere to go if he tried. Maybe it is easier to confess to someone he doesn't know, but Kanae hadn't been expecting follow-up questions. ]

    I wasn't scared, [ he says. ] I knew what I was getting myself into.

    [ And he'd chosen a place that doesn't allow penetrative sex on purpose. Not to say that clients never asked—there were always those who wanted to try to bend the rules—but then at least Kanae had the weight of the establishment behind him when he kicked them out. ]

    I was nineteen. [ Of legal age, although barely. ] And the clients are—they request me, not the other way around. I don't get a say in how old they are.

    [ The message between the lines is, of course, that there were plenty of older clients. Maybe even more than the younger ones. Thinking about it now, Kanae would say that most of his clients are probably middle-aged salarymen, often married, looking to scratch an itch or fulfill a desire that they can't quite reach with their wives. It doesn't matter to Kanae. It's all just business.

    After a second, Kanae tilts his head a little, giving the girl in front of him a thoughtful look. ]


    Why? [ This is more curiosity than he expected from a stranger. It makes him wonder if her own secret might not be something similar. ]
    dilettante: (pic#17448982)

    [personal profile] dilettante 2026-03-17 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
    ( his answers couldn't quell all the conflicting emotions she felt within herself and frankly no two experiences and people are alike. she was mature enough to know this and yet like a child she still clung to his responses as some kind of way of justifying what she had done. momentarily of course—

    because if there was one thing this resort had done that didn't involve sex, was actually force her to become more empathetic towards others and their plights. she'd been granted being a queen from the start, spared from difficult situations for the most part, intuitively knowing she needed to behave. others had not been so lucky...

    so while kanae might have come across as rather headstrong about all of this and everything that came with it, she began to look at him with a much softer expression before closing her eyes softly. )


    I'll tell you the worst thing I've done.

    ( the bathroom had become far too quiet now, only the sound of a small droplet of water dripping in the far distance. )

    It's almost twisted in a way, that we'd both be trapped here to confess. I know they probably wanted a more sexual confession and I guess we've done just done, or at least I will anyways.

    ( she's by no means trying to be overly dramatic, but she soon walked off towards the sink and placed her hands on the edges, squeezing tightly as she looked at kanae through her reflection on the mirror. )

    I'm a famous singer back home and I had invited my ex to come backstage to see us when we came in to Tokyo, instead he sent two of his bandmates in his steed. One of them began to flirt and banter with me, and it turned out he was also an escort. He'd just turned fifteen and while I didn't know at the time, I was almost eight years older than him. We'd sleep around a lot until I was no longer a client but his girlfriend.

    I began to date him but my bandmate made us breakup, he said that he was too young for me and Shin, he said he was making me into someone I wasn't, a predator. I....I broke up with him and slept with that bandmate who broke us up, right after his wedding.