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【 Thank you for choosing the Golden Peacock, 5-star resort and casino. You are currently registered as a WILDCARD in our system.

We are thrilled to announce that the Golden Peacock will be embracing autumn with a special outing. Current and new guests are invited to join us for a refreshing outdoor experience where participants can unplug, unwind, and connect with nature. During this time, all Watches will be disabled to the most basic functions (texting, calls, checking chip account) in order to encourage guests to disconnect.

Please look forward to two weeks of finding yourself amongst the trees. We hope you enjoy your stay, and have a fan-CAMP-stic time. 】



CAMPING
GETTING OFF THE GRID
As the resort moves into what it claims is autumn, the days grow shorter. The projected sun in the Vale sets in the afternoon, after which a faint chill falls. Then there’s the most excessive transformation of all – a portion of the Vale has transformed into a campground complete with a scenic lake, seemingly overnight. Statues nearby have been dressed up with flannel jackets and suspenders. Folksy banjo fills the air without any discernible source.

A section of the campgrounds have been reserved for tents. These tents vary in size, shape, and supplies. All tents, regardless of quality, are supplied with sex toys and lube. Staff and long-standing guests all agree — pretending to live in the wilderness and 'rough it' for a while is thrilling. This is what the peasants feel like all the time!
NOT ALL TENTS ARE EQUALHigh-rank guests are allocated spacious and luxurious tents. These elaborate mini-homes come with TVs, beds, heaters, and plenty of supplies. Provided camping gear is high quality, ranging from state of the art flashlights to designer backpacks. It can't quite be considered roughing it in these tents, but glamping is camping too!

Mid-rank guests are allocated moderate tents that comfortably fit up to three guests. These tents come with cots or sleeping bags, as well as standard camping gear to make their time living off the land fairly comfortable. While these tents lack the bells and whistles of the high-rank accommodations, they are more than enough for a comfortable but realistic camping experience.

Low-rank guests are allocated the shabbiest tents. These sagging accommodations can shield one guest comfortably, but that doesn't stop staff from pairing low-ranking guests together in order to save space. Their 'sleeping bags' are a single blanket and hay bale pillow. There are no other included amenities aside from sex toys and a single lantern.

► Last but certainly not least: our Wildcards! All Wildcards have been randomly assigned. Whether they end up in a glamping tent or sleeping beneath a propped up sheet is left to chance. Wildcards also may find themselves waking up beside a current guest or another new arrival.

► Guests that "go camping" will discover that the door connecting the Vale to the rest of the resort has mysteriously vanished. Uh oh! Looks like there's no going back to the comfortable life anytime soon. Don't worry, the door will return when it's time to pack up and head home.
LET'S GET CRAFTY ► New characters still wake up naked save for a robe, as is standard for the Golden Peacock. This round’s robes are flannel gingham to embrace camping and autumn aesthetic. Some of these robes are much shorter than others; watch out that the lake breeze doesn’t reveal more than you wanted.

► Unlike the standard, there are no racks of clothes waiting for new arrivals outside of their tents. You're roughing it out in the woods, remember? Instead of clothing, Wildcards will find an assortment of raw materials to make clothes.

Fabric rolls, hemp, buckets of leaves, leather, and other assorted goods are waiting to be cobbled into something new. The staff have been kind enough to leave some small hunting knives and wooden needles to make crafting a bit easier. Of course, they won't stop anyone that wants to embrace the wild side and strut around naked.
HOME ON THE RANGE
Welcome to the Peacock Campgrounds! Nicknamed the Stomping Grounds by long-standing guests. Rustic and right off a sparkling lake, guests will find everything they need to live in the wilderness. Staff have expertly set up fire pits, benches, hammocks, and a wooden shed to act as a tool depository. There's even an outhouse, which is a real novelty to many of the long-standing guests. Do they just... squat over that hole and do their business? How wild!

Unlike previous resort-sponsored excursions, guests are expected to manage without the help of staff. That pile of wood won't be replenished once used; guests will have to go chop down trees and split their own. Food won't magically appear in their tents regardless of rank. Camping is all about living off the land. Though staff make themselves scarce to make the experience feel real, they lurk in the shadows, discreetly providing necessary tools and fixing broken equipment so guests won't struggle too much. It isn't fun if it's real hardship, after all!
DOES ANYONE KNOW HOW TO COOK?On the first camp morning, guests will find barrels of ingredients and cooking utensils left beside the central fire pit. These barrels are stocked with fruits and vegetables that won't spoil quickly, many of which are seasonal to autumn. They have also been left a few protein options like eggs, jerky, and canned ham. These ingredients are communal and limited. Once they run out, guests will have to hunt and gather in the Vale to collect more.

Guests must prepare their own meals while camping. Not even the high-ranks are given any special treatment on this! While oil and firestarter are included in the initial supply, these too are limited and won't be replenished after use.

► Staff would never let their precious guests go without a sweet treat. A generous supply of hot cocoa and all the fixings for s'mores has been left behind as well. While none of the other food will be replenished, the hot cocoa and s'mores goodies seemingly never run out. A night around a campfire without roasting marshmallows or sipping cocoa would be too cruel to subject guests to.
SUPPLIES RUNNING LOW ► Guests will have to hunt and gather once ingredients dwindle if they want to eat. The wooden shed is home to a selection of tools that can be used to hunt: bows and arrows, hatchets, axes, fishing poles and line, etc. All tools are rudimentary and can break if not taken care of.

► The Vale is lush with wild fruits and vegetables. However, much like in reality, not all vegetation in the Vale is safe to eat. While some berries and mushrooms are consumable, others are toxic or psychedelics. One must also not forget that they're in the Golden Peacock: some unusual plants that grow in the vale may trigger arousal. Watch out that you don't eat something funky by accident!

► Before 'leaving', staff will explain that guests can fish or hunt small game running throughout the Vale. One particularly enthusiastic staff member will suggest guests track down the snoggleboffs, as they're extremely delicious after roasting on an open fire.


ACTIVITIES
TWO WEEKS OF ROUGHING IT
Camping can't be all about survival. Where's the fun in that? Before 'leaving', the staff arrange activities and events for guests to enjoy. A wooden bulletin board outlines times for group hikes, camping experiences, and wilderness delights. Adirondack chairs line the edge of the lake and a few tire swings hang over the water, tied to strong tree branches. For the first week and a half the weather is pleasant and sunny. Perfect for camping.

At night, acoustic guitars and other wooden instruments come out so that guests can make music around the bonfire. Projected stars dapple the night sky, forming various constellations sourced from guest worlds. The moon enters a different phase each night, shining a gentle silver across the campgrounds. Why not pull your sweetheart in and cuddle beneath the night sky? It's so romantic.
IN CAMP ► Guests that don't want a cold shower should make their way over to the shower stalls quickly. These outdoor showers hold very little hot water and run cold after about five minutes. First-come first-serve!

► A wood-chopping competition begins around lunchtime. There are two goals: to split as much wood as possible and looking sexy while doing it. Guests that chop wood unsexily immediately fail! Alternatively, sexiness with a pathetic number of chunks is more acceptable, but still a loss. Those that achieve both goals will instantly win a large payout. Failing to sexily cut wood won’t have any penalties associated with it, and you can always try again tomorrow!

Bear hunting is a popular activity that even the spoiled long-standing guests are getting in on! No, not hunting real bears. That would be insane. Peacock's version of bear hunting involves hunting down bear-like guests and capturing them! Any guest that fits the criteria of big, thick, and strong may potentially be assigned the role of bear. Hunters who manage to tie up, handcuff, net, or otherwise 'capture' a 'bear' will instantly receive a large payout.
THE LAKE ► This sparkling lake is rich with fish. Enjoy sitting back on the long pier with a fishing rod or take one of the wooden boats out for a row around the lake. It's also safe to swim in, for guests that would like to take a dip and rinse off the sweat of camp living! Don't mind the random swim trunks or drink umbrellas that pop up now and then. This water is definitely fresh and not recycled from the summer beach extravaganza.

► Guests that do decide to take a dip may encounter a familiar friend. Fernando the tentacle monster is camping too! This randy tentacle monster is as horny as ever, eager to embrace guests and stick slippery tentacles into any reachable orifice.

► Once the sun goes down, many of the long-standing guests strip off their shoddily crafted clothes and sprint into the water for skinny dipping by moonlight! What's a camping excursion without a lake-side orgy? The best way to drown out those erotic moans from the lake is to head to the central fire pit and join in on some campfire songs.
OUTSIDE CAMP ► Those that head out of camp for a hike or hunt can enjoy any of the Vale's usual wonders. With autumn, shiny apples dangle from the trees and pumpkins pepper beneath their protruding roots. Along with autumnal fruits and vegetables, canned beef and ham have been mysteriously left in pockets close to the campgrounds. A little act of kindness from the staff; not everyone is cut out to hunt their own game!

► For those interested in hunting down some fresh game, walking around the forest in the morning may come with a stroke of luck. Strange little creatures the size of an adult's fist are active during this time. These hairy beasts come in brown and white, and screech, "Scrun scrun screeee!" when agitated.

Yes, these are the alleged snoggleboffs! Don't feel bad about hunting them, they're an invasive species that are unfriendly and eager to steal from unsuspecting guests. Their main strength is their speed, but once caught, they don't put up much of a fight.

► Guests that explore deep into the Vale may find a dark cave mouth that leads downward into a damp chamber. The ceiling glitters with stalactites and, along the wall, they'll find a horizontal crease with what seems to be... hair? If touched, this crease will creak open, revealing a large eye that darts back and forth before focusing on whoever woke it. Black pupils and iris bleed into one endless abyss.

Those that gaze directly into the eye will freeze. Their mind will remain active while their body locks in place, not unlike sleep paralysis. This trance will break once the eye blinks, which it will do after some time... but it can also be forced into blinking by force if there's someone who hasn't made eye-contact around to help. Frozen guests will be overwhelmed with the fear of abandonment for the duration of their paralysis. This fear will fade after the connection is broken, as if it wasn't their fear at all.

Like a regular eye, dirt or debris can force a blink. If this route is taken, the eye will go bloodshot and shut, refusing to open again. Any guest that inflicts damage to the eye may find that their suite, upon return, has been trashed. As if someone or something threw a big tantrum in there while they were gone. Wonder why that happened...?


HOWLING
CALL OF THE WILD
Temperatures drop drastically at night as the camping excursion nears its end. Nights become so chilly that morning dew frosts over, crunching beneath guest feet. Every day the light and its warmth set a little bit earlier. Staff remain elusive and do not provide warmer blankets or clothes for guests, leaving them to cuddle for warmth or find other ways to sleep comfortably during nightly cold snaps.

The moon hits its apex on the final night of camping. Unlike the other nights, this full moon shines blood red. The Vale stills under this ominous sign, silent. Snowflakes begins to fall, spreading an endless clean sheet across the campgrounds. That reflected pink hue is inescapable.
THE WEATHER TURNSAlong with chilly nights, the last few days of camping feature inclement weather conditions. Clouds overtake the sun and rain falls, alternating between light mist and heavy downpour.

Winds pick up, with speeds threatening to whip away the less stable tents. Guests that don't hunker down and add additional support to their tents may end up chasing them into the storm. Other loose items around the campgrounds may end up blown away as well.
BLOOD MOON ► Wild instinct rises with the blood moon. As crimson moonlight beckons, some guests may begin to feel ... strange. As if they need to claw their true selves free. Those that answer the call to bathe in the light of the blood moon will undergo a transformation.

► Basking in the light of the blood moon triggers a were-transformation. While the standard were that the blood moon inspires is the classic werewolf, guests may transform into any kind of were. Along with hybrid transformation, the blood moon stirs mating and sex impulses in these new weres. Remaining humans are at risk of being eaten... in the sexy way.

Transformation into a were is not mandatory. Other guests may step into the blood moon's light and not experience any kind of transformation or impulse. These guests are now actors in a sexy horror scene, given the task of surviving the night surrounded by monsters! At least they're sexy monsters? Giving in and fucking on the wild side may be more fun.
PACKING UP ► After the crazy weather and horny werewolves, the staff judge that it's high time to wrap this excursion up. Guests will once again openly see these diligent workers the morning after the blood moon. They come flooding into the site with clothing, snacks, and other comforts while praising everyone for surviving for so long without the resort's usual luxuries.

► A first aid tent and cleaning station are swiftly erected. All guests that volunteer to treat injuries sustained over the course of the camping experience or help clean up the site will be compensated with a large payout.

Every guest that participated in the camping event, regardless of whether they help wrap things up, will be issued a spa voucher. Go relax, you've earned some pampering after all of that hard living!


OOC NOTES

INVITES | RESERVES | APPLICATIONS
BLANKET CW: altered states; eyes (descriptions only, incl. eye injury); exhibitionism; hunting (incl. hunting fantasy creatures); orgies; public sex; survival; temperature play; tentacles; transformation; violence

▶ All characters on the TDM are WILDCARDS, which means they have not yet been assigned a card value. Suits will not manifest until characters are accepted into the game.

▶ All TDMs are game canon. This TDM acts as the game's September event. Camping will ICly begin September 15th and end October 3rd.

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▶ The top level directory is for new characters only. We want to make sure new characters are prioritized and receive attention! If you would be interested in a game invitation, you can note that in your comment header.

▶ Smut threads that take place on this TDM can be used for rewards. If both parties in the smut thread join the game, you may retroactively apply the character's initial card values to your 52 bank. If one character does not join the game the thread will not be applicable toward rewards (as that character would not have a card value). The character that does join would still receive a small payout for the encounter. Hopefully it was a fun thread regardless!

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[personal profile] heraldic 2025-09-17 12:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ he'd shocked himself with it, too. the last person he'd kissed like this had been his wife, and it had never been this-- this overwhelming, this necessary. he needs to kiss john like he needs to breathe. he needs it more than air, and he hadn't realized it until just this moment, with the realization that john has his own body now. he can touch him and hold him and they can-- they can--

a soft, helpless little whine escapes him at the sound of john's promises echoing in his head. it should be embarrassing, how much he wants suddenly, how much he needs john, needs him closer than skin to skin.

he's not perfect, not by a long shot. he fucks up, god, so often. he's hurt john so many times he can hardly count. he'd never loved bella the way she deserved, and it's his fault faroe is dead. he's made so, so many mistakes, at home and in the dreamlands and the past and the dark world, and he'll probably make dozens more here. but none of that matters, because john loves him, and john wants him, and john thinks that in spite of his scars and his thinness that he's beautiful, and that's all that matters right now.

he has to pull back from the kiss to gasp, but doesn't go far, still wrapped up in john's arms and-- his other limbs? he slides a palm down one slick tentacle with a stunned little laugh, fingers drifting over the unfamiliar appendage. ]
You're a wonder, [ he says, fervent, lips clumsily finding the god's jaw, his pulse in his throat. it's so different, so strange, but no one's ever felt this.. right. ] I love you. I love you. I-- I'm in love with you, and I want to live a whole lifetime with you.
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[personal profile] entirelymyown 2025-09-17 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ If asked before this moment, John would say without a doubt that his favorite sound in the world is the sound of Arthur Lester laughing. Not the sort of laughter that actually means anger or fear, but the sort filled with genuine delight, honest joy. The ability to hear that sound is something he has gravely missed while here and the ability to prompt it is, in his estimation, one of the most important powers he's ever wielded.

Right now, though, that helpless little whine that has nothing to do with anyone hurting him and everything to do with wanton ache, with pleasure he is not yet feeling right this moment? That is... battling very convincingly for the title. John needs to hear that sound again and, soon, very soon, he needs to hear the sound when Arthur actually gets what he wants. He nears to hear Arthur say his name like a prayer. He needs to hear Arthur moan for him.

Here, now, he wants to be inside of him, wants to bury himself deep in the other half of his soul and it feels like the breath is knocked out of him, breath he doesn't even need, when Arthur draws back to touch him, to marvel at him, to kiss his jaw and his throat and tell him-

How. How can he feel lust like a forest fire, like an all-consuming blaze under his skin that demands and also the impossible heavy lightness in his chest at hearing that voice, his voice, Arthur's voice tell him he loves him and wants to be with him for the rest of their lives?

Not just loves him. Is in love with him?

Arthur will feel it as much as hear it, in the chest pressed up against his own as well as in that space between them, that roaring heat, that desperate need. In the same space where his tears had registered, a sense no other human has ever had, will he feel it, undeniable and intense.

Love. Golden, molten adoration, pouring into him from the connection between them, the flow unbound by his kisses, by his words, as John eschews his intensely carnal hunger to be kissed, to be touched, to be savored by Arthur here in the water and the rumble turns into a soft, breathy moan. ]


Oh, Arthur... / Oh Arthur...

[ The only word he can manage with a suddenly-clumsy mouth. ]

I love you. Love in, in love, love out, every way that love can exist, it exists for you in me. Lifetimes of love.

Please.

Please, Arthur, don't stop.


[ This body has been kissed and kissed and had sex and enjoyed all manner of pleasures but this. This is the other half of his soul in his arms, lips pressed against him.]
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[personal profile] heraldic 2025-09-18 06:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it's a revelation that keeps hitting him, that he's in love-- really, genuinely, deeply. the way he should have been in love with his wife, the way he's never felt before. but it can't be anything else at this point. he's known for months now that he loves john, and he's said it to him at least twice in his memory, but it's-- it's different. it's not the love he still feels for faroe, or the love he'd felt for bella, or daniel, or peter. and maybe, he doesn't know, it's a love that's been forged out of pain and strife, out of mutual trauma and their impossibly close bond. john has lived inside his body. he knows him better than anyone ever has before, and the same is true for him.

how it happened doesn't matter. he wants.. what they'd talked about once, back in new york. he wants a life with him. he wants dinners and dancing, a home, cases that they can take or discard. he wants to be there as john discovers all the books and music arthur loves, and finds his own tastes. he wants quiet evenings curled together listening to the radio. he wants to feel john's lips on his brow in greeting in the morning, coffee on his breath as he kisses him. he wants to go to bed with him and wake in the morning with him, and he-- god, he wants to make love with him, too, to be held and to hold john, and feel him breathing against him, to feel the surge of his body against his.

he wants to write music again. for john. with john.

arthur's never been a man with much power. he's not weak--at least, he doesn't think he is anymore--but he doesn't have the power to stop gods or change the world or even save anyone. but this? now? feeling john's powerful form tremble in his arms, the hunger and longing in his voice, the overwhelming outpouring of his love--? christ alive, it's heady. ]


Is there-- [ he squeezes the slender limb still beneath his palm, wound around arthur like john can't get close enough, either. he presses a kiss to the center of the other man's throat, mouthing at his adam's apple and nearly forgetting what he was asking. but-- right. they're in a lake, and there are people just out here, on the shore. arthur doesn't want an audience for-- for whatever this is going to be. he doesn't want other people looking at john, thinking about john, wanting john. ] Is there somewhere--? I was given a tent, but I don't-- I couldn't find it right now if someone asked me to.
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[personal profile] entirelymyown 2025-09-18 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ If John knew even half of this, he'd be absolutely useless, completely overwhelmed with emotion and sobbing openly. As it is, he's pretty close to it, which is why he's holding onto functionality by the tentacles and focusing on what Arthur's saying as much as he can.

...and then Arthur's kissing him again. Fuck, the things he wants.

Words. Words. Arthur's using words again. But he's making things complicated: does there somewhere what? Does he want-

Oooooh.]


Does your tent have a bed?

[ His voice is incredibly rough, barely above a growl. He can't help it. He wants... but he's very low ranked here, exceptionally so, meaning that his tent is barely there. If Arthur has something nicer, he'll figure out how to find it.

Especially since once they get to a bed, John does not see much of a reason they'll be leaving it for the forseeable future, so it should probably be comfortable for Arthur. ]


I can find it. I'll find it.
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[personal profile] heraldic 2025-09-19 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ he laughs a little at the sound of the growl in john's voice, flustered, toes curling in the cool water at how.. good it feels to be the inspiration for it. he did this to john. and john.. is asking about a bed. a bed for the two of them, laying together, necking like teenagers, maybe more. almost definitely more, though he can't quite imagine what shape it'll take yet. ]

Not a large one, [ he says, thinking of the space he'd mapped out when he'd gotten over the shock of even being here. ] It's not uncomfortable, though, and it should fit us both. [ he pushes his nose into the space just beneath john's jaw, a hand curling into wet hair just for the pleasure of being able to do it.

his other hand flails out a little, trying to find the pier again. ]
Where-- Is the pier just here? Someone helped me get here, but I didn't have to walk far. It was all southwest, too.
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[personal profile] entirelymyown 2025-09-19 01:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ 'Not a large one' isn't a problem, especially because there's definitely going to really only need to be one of them on the bed at a time; if he has to build them more bed out of the clothing supplies, out of leaves and fabric and cord, he will. Anything. Anything, now that Arthur's here. ]

The pier is two or three feet past your hand, off to your left. It leads up past the water line and towards the western portion of the main encampment area, where a number of tents that match that description look to be, outlined in the warm light of the afternoon sun.

Did you leave your robe there, Arthur?

[ He's still a purring, rumbling, sea beast of a man wrapped around Arthur like a protective blanket, but some things are automatic. ]

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[personal profile] heraldic 2025-09-19 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ having john's voice outside him describing his environment is a strange sensation, but it's also a familiar comfort. he could always be confident in his interactions with the world with john to guide him. ]

Mm-hm, [ he hums in answer, and peels his hands away from john with the utmost of reluctance. he reaches for the pier, following his partner's directions, and encounters the worn wood, using his grip to haul himself up out of the water and john's arms. he regrets it immediately, though, and as soon as he's settled on the edge, he's extending his arms in the god's direction again, panic briefly crossing his expression.

no, no, he doesn't-- he's not ready not to be touching him, in contact in some way. maybe in a few days, maybe when he's absolutely certain this isn't all going to disappear. ]


John--!
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[personal profile] entirelymyown 2025-09-19 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ John moves, the sound of the water behind Arthur shifting, hands and arms wrapping around him from behind almost immediately as they are lifted and land lightly on the pier. John doesn't move from being wrapped around him, nuzzling into his damp hair, breathing him in and letting Arthur feel him plastered there.

...he doesn't think about how Arthur might feel about a heavy cock pressed against his lower back. That's... a thought for when they're in a tent. He brushes it away immediately.

A breath out.]


Perhaps I'll be the legs for the moment?

[ That comes with hands shifting up to his shoulders and down to his ass, indicating he'd like to scoop him up and carry him, if just for the moment. ]
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[personal profile] heraldic 2025-09-19 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ he'd feel a little pathetic if they weren't both clinging to one another. as it is, neither of them can keep their hands off the other, and it's as much about just being together as it is something hungrier, more carnal. .. very carnal, as he feels john press against him.

oh. his breathing hiccups, intrigued and anxious and hot all over. and though normally he'd prefer to walk on his own, to be as independent as he can be, his knees feel embarrassingly wobbly right now. so he nods, arms curling around the other man's neck as he's scooped up. it's a relief, in a way, just letting john decide for them, just trusting him to.. take care of arthur, the way he always does.

it should be embarrassing. all the people here, all of them able to see arthur just curling into john, but he's far past caring about anything like societal propriety or taboo at this point. he just wants to be happy, just for a little while, and for john to be happy, and for the two of them to be happy together. they've earned a little of that, haven't they? ]


There was a small fire near my tent, [ he says when he can think to, temple dropping against john's shoulder and useless eyes sliding shut. ] And.. some kind of fringe on the tent flaps, almost like brocade curtains.
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[personal profile] entirelymyown 2025-09-19 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ Independence will happen when one or both of them can handle not touching one another as much as possible for longer than a moment without wanting to weep. As it is now, John's scooping him up like he weighs nothing, and Arthur will be able to feel that satisfied little rumble in his chest at having Arthur against him, curled up in his arms. But he's paying attention. ]

A small fire and fringe on the tent flaps. Got it.

[ He's moving, muttering to himself. ]

Southwest... meaning we go north east to find- small fire. Small fire and fringe. Brocade curtains. He said brocade- HA!

[ That last one is a little louder than the rest, and John will make sure it's empty before he trots forward, offering the tent flap for Arthur to feel. ]

This one, Arthur. Is this it?

[ Close enough he can probably feel the warmth of the fire by his feet. ]
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[personal profile] heraldic 2025-09-21 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ this seems promising. the fire feels like it's positioned correctly, and when he reaches out to touch the fringe, that seems right, too. ] I think so, [ he says with a small breath of laughter, still charmed by john's fussing and muttering to himself. he never really does that when they're in one body together. arthur supposes he'll be discovering all sorts of new things about john here.

when the other man steps into the tent, arthur finally lets his legs drop from his arm, feet landing a little awkwardly, almost atop the sleeping mat and sheets. that's familiar, though, and he knows where he's going from here, turning to drop down in the blankets. immediately, he extends his arms again, scarred hands grasping for john. ]


Come here, kiss me again. I'm sick with the idea that someone else had your first, and I need to put whoever it was out of your head entirely.
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[personal profile] entirelymyown 2025-09-21 08:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He's never done it while Arthur was conscious, but he's also never been in the driver's seat while Arthur was conscious. Yorick was a good friend in not sharing with Arthur just how neurotic his partner could be when he was the one in charge of something.

...well, Yorick never told anyone anything without being directly asked, but John is going to take a rare moment of thinking charitably of the skull if only because he's in such a wonderful mood.

All the same, John will put him down gently as soon as he starts moving towards going on his own two feet and once Arthur's dropped down and extended an arm, John's slipping down to move into those arms. He goes to kiss Arthur as requested, as he wants too, but- ]


My 'first'?

[ He needs to know what Arthur's concerned about. His first? His first everything was with Arthur! Well, except dancing. And he's been trying not to think about that. Couldn't Arthur have shown up before there was a ball?! ]

There's no one else I'm thinking about but you, Arthur.

[ That, at least, he knows. ]
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[personal profile] heraldic 2025-09-23 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ john's weight in his arms, resting against his body, is a new sensation. bella had been petite, even smaller than arthur, and though she hadn't been shy, their marriage had mostly been a polite one. he's always going to feel guilty about the way he'd treated her, about the way she'd been alone at the end, but there's time for guilt later. there's no room for it here, not with john's body still water-damp and hot against him, heavy and muscled and terrifyingly exciting. but then, he thinks john could have any body at all, and he'd feel the same way about it, because it's john's.

he can almost sense the way the god moves, in some strange way attuned to him, and tilts his chin up to catch the kiss-- only to pause as john questions it. there's a brief, startled moment, and arthur smiles helplessly. ]
Your first kiss, your first time making love. [ his hand slips up to his partner's face, thumb stroking along the high cheekbone it finds there. ] But I was only teasing you. I know that it's-- it's only me for you, as it's you for me.

[ his hand slides down to john's chin, gripping it gently to guide him back down for that kiss at last. his arms slip over the other man's shoulders, dragging him down as close as he can, palm slipping along his broad back and over wet locks of hair. ]
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[personal profile] entirelymyown 2025-09-23 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ He can't help but wonder: is it always going to be like this? Is it always going to be a miracle to see the expressions on Arthur's face, to know that he's the cause of them, and to have them be expressions of joy? That helpless smile... how is he supposed to function throughout a day when he could just focus on doing things that make Arthur's face do that?

But he's pleased that Arthur knows, that Arthur understands. He makes a little satisfied grunt, and he's about to kiss him again when Arthur's hands move, guiding him back. For some reason it's just that much more lovely to have Arthur draw him in, pull him forward, drag him down, to feel those hands on his body before their lips meet. All of it is just that much more knowing Arthur knows, knowing Arthur wants him the same way.

His own hands will move, slide along Arthur's side and gently venture into his hair, hold him, cup the back of his head while they kiss.]


My first kiss was the moment you dragged me down in that lake and kissed me. The first time making love... will be very very shortly.

[ John's voice in his mind is smooth and deep and hungry. Endlessly hungry. But it gains a certain rhythm as the words shift: a gift, an offering, something he found in the library here as he looked for the only pieces of Arthur he could find. ]

'i like my body when it is with your
body
. It is so quite new a thing.
Muscles better and nerves more.
i like your body. i like what it does,
i like its hows. i like to feel the spine
of your body and its bones,and the trembling
-firm-smooth ness and which i will
again and again and again
kiss, i like kissing this and that of you,
i like, slowly stroking the,shocking fuzz
of your electric furr,and what-is-it comes
over parting flesh….And eyes big love-crumbs,

and possibly i like the thrill

of under me you so quite new'
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[personal profile] heraldic 2025-09-29 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ oh. oh, that-- he likes the idea of it. if they can say nothing else, arthur is the first to matter like this to him, and that's a lot for one damaged, overwhelmed human to really comprehend at moments. a god loves him. this god loves him.

and then john speaks again, internal voice dipping into the rhythm of poetry, and arthur gasps into his mouth, heat and need racing through him like lightning, sparking along his nerves and leaving his hands curling, clutching. his knees close around john's hips, everywhere they touch too much and not enough. ]


E.E. Cummings, [ he breathes into their kiss, and his teeth catch at john's lower lip, short nails dragging down the larger man's back and settling on his waist. he's hard, and has been since john settled over him, but it seems like such a secondary priority when he can be touching every part of john instead. ] You were thinking of me when you first read it?
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[personal profile] entirelymyown 2025-09-29 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ There's a nod against his jaw, a low rumble like an exhale as he pulls together words while he's feeling all these things, drinking in all these sensations. Arthur. Arthur. Silly Arthur. ]

I'm always thinking of you. [ A kiss to his jaw. ] I found it while I was looking for you. [ Another. This time, he doesn't draw back, so he switches to that internal voice. Whether it's for intimacy or convenience or both is anyone's guess. ]

I found you in a dozen different places. I tried an apple and I learned why you were so satisfied. I closed my eyes during a film so I could experience it like you would, to see if it was that bad.

I read poetry and wondered if you ever read it or heard it before or if I could give it to you, like you've given poems to me.


[ Arthur is not the only one hard, and he shifts his hips unconsciously, subconsciously, to brush against him and he can't help the hiss that escapes him then. A kiss, and then his body rocks to grind against him purposefully, needing more. Even the mental voice is a low, gravely purr. ]

I have so many poems for you, Arthur. Poems and songs and movies. We have to dance, Arthur. You promised me. Dancing and drinks.

[ His voice drops into something a little less human, a little more beastial. ]

If I can stand to let you out of this bed.
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[personal profile] heraldic 2025-10-01 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ while he was looking for arthur. here in this place, safe, with all their needs met. able to eat when they want, sleep when they wish, bathe as often as they like. there are no cruel, careless gods here, no monsters to bite or tear or break. it must have been a kind of torture for john, in a way. arthur knows it would have been for him, to be here in comfort, and to know that john was still.. back there. in the dark world or being hunted by kayne or--

he wants to apologize for taking so long, for leaving john here alone, even though it makes no sense to do so. neither of them chose this. it was chosen for them, as so much has been since their meeting. still--

john looked for him, and in places that are unexpected and wonderful. arthur's shuddering with overwhelmed desire, barely-touched, but as his partner, other half, lover, beloved ruts against him, he can't help the thin, reedy cry, so shocked still by something that feels good. he's been in so much pain in so many ways for so long, and he feels spoiled with pleasure now-- john's presence, his arms around him and weight against him, the low growl of his voice in his head, the heat of his cock as it grinds against arthur's own. he feels dazed and dizzy-headed, cared for, overwhelmed in the best way. ]


Yes, [ he promises, breathless and fervent, hips rocking up to meet john's own, pulse thundering in his ears. ] Yes, God, John, please, I-- I want it all, all of you, every thought and word and-- [ bony hands curl harder against the other man's broad back, as if he can possibly drag him closer, closer, inside his skin. ] Please, please-- [ he hardly even knows what he's asking for anymore. ]