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【 Thank you for choosing the Golden Peacock, 5-star resort and casino. You are currently registered as a WILDCARD in our system.

We are thrilled to announce that the Golden Peacock will be embracing autumn with a special outing. Current and new guests are invited to join us for a refreshing outdoor experience where participants can unplug, unwind, and connect with nature. During this time, all Watches will be disabled to the most basic functions (texting, calls, checking chip account) in order to encourage guests to disconnect.

Please look forward to two weeks of finding yourself amongst the trees. We hope you enjoy your stay, and have a fan-CAMP-stic time. 】



CAMPING
GETTING OFF THE GRID
As the resort moves into what it claims is autumn, the days grow shorter. The projected sun in the Vale sets in the afternoon, after which a faint chill falls. Then there’s the most excessive transformation of all – a portion of the Vale has transformed into a campground complete with a scenic lake, seemingly overnight. Statues nearby have been dressed up with flannel jackets and suspenders. Folksy banjo fills the air without any discernible source.

A section of the campgrounds have been reserved for tents. These tents vary in size, shape, and supplies. All tents, regardless of quality, are supplied with sex toys and lube. Staff and long-standing guests all agree — pretending to live in the wilderness and 'rough it' for a while is thrilling. This is what the peasants feel like all the time!
NOT ALL TENTS ARE EQUALHigh-rank guests are allocated spacious and luxurious tents. These elaborate mini-homes come with TVs, beds, heaters, and plenty of supplies. Provided camping gear is high quality, ranging from state of the art flashlights to designer backpacks. It can't quite be considered roughing it in these tents, but glamping is camping too!

Mid-rank guests are allocated moderate tents that comfortably fit up to three guests. These tents come with cots or sleeping bags, as well as standard camping gear to make their time living off the land fairly comfortable. While these tents lack the bells and whistles of the high-rank accommodations, they are more than enough for a comfortable but realistic camping experience.

Low-rank guests are allocated the shabbiest tents. These sagging accommodations can shield one guest comfortably, but that doesn't stop staff from pairing low-ranking guests together in order to save space. Their 'sleeping bags' are a single blanket and hay bale pillow. There are no other included amenities aside from sex toys and a single lantern.

► Last but certainly not least: our Wildcards! All Wildcards have been randomly assigned. Whether they end up in a glamping tent or sleeping beneath a propped up sheet is left to chance. Wildcards also may find themselves waking up beside a current guest or another new arrival.

► Guests that "go camping" will discover that the door connecting the Vale to the rest of the resort has mysteriously vanished. Uh oh! Looks like there's no going back to the comfortable life anytime soon. Don't worry, the door will return when it's time to pack up and head home.
LET'S GET CRAFTY ► New characters still wake up naked save for a robe, as is standard for the Golden Peacock. This round’s robes are flannel gingham to embrace camping and autumn aesthetic. Some of these robes are much shorter than others; watch out that the lake breeze doesn’t reveal more than you wanted.

► Unlike the standard, there are no racks of clothes waiting for new arrivals outside of their tents. You're roughing it out in the woods, remember? Instead of clothing, Wildcards will find an assortment of raw materials to make clothes.

Fabric rolls, hemp, buckets of leaves, leather, and other assorted goods are waiting to be cobbled into something new. The staff have been kind enough to leave some small hunting knives and wooden needles to make crafting a bit easier. Of course, they won't stop anyone that wants to embrace the wild side and strut around naked.
HOME ON THE RANGE
Welcome to the Peacock Campgrounds! Nicknamed the Stomping Grounds by long-standing guests. Rustic and right off a sparkling lake, guests will find everything they need to live in the wilderness. Staff have expertly set up fire pits, benches, hammocks, and a wooden shed to act as a tool depository. There's even an outhouse, which is a real novelty to many of the long-standing guests. Do they just... squat over that hole and do their business? How wild!

Unlike previous resort-sponsored excursions, guests are expected to manage without the help of staff. That pile of wood won't be replenished once used; guests will have to go chop down trees and split their own. Food won't magically appear in their tents regardless of rank. Camping is all about living off the land. Though staff make themselves scarce to make the experience feel real, they lurk in the shadows, discreetly providing necessary tools and fixing broken equipment so guests won't struggle too much. It isn't fun if it's real hardship, after all!
DOES ANYONE KNOW HOW TO COOK?On the first camp morning, guests will find barrels of ingredients and cooking utensils left beside the central fire pit. These barrels are stocked with fruits and vegetables that won't spoil quickly, many of which are seasonal to autumn. They have also been left a few protein options like eggs, jerky, and canned ham. These ingredients are communal and limited. Once they run out, guests will have to hunt and gather in the Vale to collect more.

Guests must prepare their own meals while camping. Not even the high-ranks are given any special treatment on this! While oil and firestarter are included in the initial supply, these too are limited and won't be replenished after use.

► Staff would never let their precious guests go without a sweet treat. A generous supply of hot cocoa and all the fixings for s'mores has been left behind as well. While none of the other food will be replenished, the hot cocoa and s'mores goodies seemingly never run out. A night around a campfire without roasting marshmallows or sipping cocoa would be too cruel to subject guests to.
SUPPLIES RUNNING LOW ► Guests will have to hunt and gather once ingredients dwindle if they want to eat. The wooden shed is home to a selection of tools that can be used to hunt: bows and arrows, hatchets, axes, fishing poles and line, etc. All tools are rudimentary and can break if not taken care of.

► The Vale is lush with wild fruits and vegetables. However, much like in reality, not all vegetation in the Vale is safe to eat. While some berries and mushrooms are consumable, others are toxic or psychedelics. One must also not forget that they're in the Golden Peacock: some unusual plants that grow in the vale may trigger arousal. Watch out that you don't eat something funky by accident!

► Before 'leaving', staff will explain that guests can fish or hunt small game running throughout the Vale. One particularly enthusiastic staff member will suggest guests track down the snoggleboffs, as they're extremely delicious after roasting on an open fire.


ACTIVITIES
TWO WEEKS OF ROUGHING IT
Camping can't be all about survival. Where's the fun in that? Before 'leaving', the staff arrange activities and events for guests to enjoy. A wooden bulletin board outlines times for group hikes, camping experiences, and wilderness delights. Adirondack chairs line the edge of the lake and a few tire swings hang over the water, tied to strong tree branches. For the first week and a half the weather is pleasant and sunny. Perfect for camping.

At night, acoustic guitars and other wooden instruments come out so that guests can make music around the bonfire. Projected stars dapple the night sky, forming various constellations sourced from guest worlds. The moon enters a different phase each night, shining a gentle silver across the campgrounds. Why not pull your sweetheart in and cuddle beneath the night sky? It's so romantic.
IN CAMP ► Guests that don't want a cold shower should make their way over to the shower stalls quickly. These outdoor showers hold very little hot water and run cold after about five minutes. First-come first-serve!

► A wood-chopping competition begins around lunchtime. There are two goals: to split as much wood as possible and looking sexy while doing it. Guests that chop wood unsexily immediately fail! Alternatively, sexiness with a pathetic number of chunks is more acceptable, but still a loss. Those that achieve both goals will instantly win a large payout. Failing to sexily cut wood won’t have any penalties associated with it, and you can always try again tomorrow!

Bear hunting is a popular activity that even the spoiled long-standing guests are getting in on! No, not hunting real bears. That would be insane. Peacock's version of bear hunting involves hunting down bear-like guests and capturing them! Any guest that fits the criteria of big, thick, and strong may potentially be assigned the role of bear. Hunters who manage to tie up, handcuff, net, or otherwise 'capture' a 'bear' will instantly receive a large payout.
THE LAKE ► This sparkling lake is rich with fish. Enjoy sitting back on the long pier with a fishing rod or take one of the wooden boats out for a row around the lake. It's also safe to swim in, for guests that would like to take a dip and rinse off the sweat of camp living! Don't mind the random swim trunks or drink umbrellas that pop up now and then. This water is definitely fresh and not recycled from the summer beach extravaganza.

► Guests that do decide to take a dip may encounter a familiar friend. Fernando the tentacle monster is camping too! This randy tentacle monster is as horny as ever, eager to embrace guests and stick slippery tentacles into any reachable orifice.

► Once the sun goes down, many of the long-standing guests strip off their shoddily crafted clothes and sprint into the water for skinny dipping by moonlight! What's a camping excursion without a lake-side orgy? The best way to drown out those erotic moans from the lake is to head to the central fire pit and join in on some campfire songs.
OUTSIDE CAMP ► Those that head out of camp for a hike or hunt can enjoy any of the Vale's usual wonders. With autumn, shiny apples dangle from the trees and pumpkins pepper beneath their protruding roots. Along with autumnal fruits and vegetables, canned beef and ham have been mysteriously left in pockets close to the campgrounds. A little act of kindness from the staff; not everyone is cut out to hunt their own game!

► For those interested in hunting down some fresh game, walking around the forest in the morning may come with a stroke of luck. Strange little creatures the size of an adult's fist are active during this time. These hairy beasts come in brown and white, and screech, "Scrun scrun screeee!" when agitated.

Yes, these are the alleged snoggleboffs! Don't feel bad about hunting them, they're an invasive species that are unfriendly and eager to steal from unsuspecting guests. Their main strength is their speed, but once caught, they don't put up much of a fight.

► Guests that explore deep into the Vale may find a dark cave mouth that leads downward into a damp chamber. The ceiling glitters with stalactites and, along the wall, they'll find a horizontal crease with what seems to be... hair? If touched, this crease will creak open, revealing a large eye that darts back and forth before focusing on whoever woke it. Black pupils and iris bleed into one endless abyss.

Those that gaze directly into the eye will freeze. Their mind will remain active while their body locks in place, not unlike sleep paralysis. This trance will break once the eye blinks, which it will do after some time... but it can also be forced into blinking by force if there's someone who hasn't made eye-contact around to help. Frozen guests will be overwhelmed with the fear of abandonment for the duration of their paralysis. This fear will fade after the connection is broken, as if it wasn't their fear at all.

Like a regular eye, dirt or debris can force a blink. If this route is taken, the eye will go bloodshot and shut, refusing to open again. Any guest that inflicts damage to the eye may find that their suite, upon return, has been trashed. As if someone or something threw a big tantrum in there while they were gone. Wonder why that happened...?


HOWLING
CALL OF THE WILD
Temperatures drop drastically at night as the camping excursion nears its end. Nights become so chilly that morning dew frosts over, crunching beneath guest feet. Every day the light and its warmth set a little bit earlier. Staff remain elusive and do not provide warmer blankets or clothes for guests, leaving them to cuddle for warmth or find other ways to sleep comfortably during nightly cold snaps.

The moon hits its apex on the final night of camping. Unlike the other nights, this full moon shines blood red. The Vale stills under this ominous sign, silent. Snowflakes begins to fall, spreading an endless clean sheet across the campgrounds. That reflected pink hue is inescapable.
THE WEATHER TURNSAlong with chilly nights, the last few days of camping feature inclement weather conditions. Clouds overtake the sun and rain falls, alternating between light mist and heavy downpour.

Winds pick up, with speeds threatening to whip away the less stable tents. Guests that don't hunker down and add additional support to their tents may end up chasing them into the storm. Other loose items around the campgrounds may end up blown away as well.
BLOOD MOON ► Wild instinct rises with the blood moon. As crimson moonlight beckons, some guests may begin to feel ... strange. As if they need to claw their true selves free. Those that answer the call to bathe in the light of the blood moon will undergo a transformation.

► Basking in the light of the blood moon triggers a were-transformation. While the standard were that the blood moon inspires is the classic werewolf, guests may transform into any kind of were. Along with hybrid transformation, the blood moon stirs mating and sex impulses in these new weres. Remaining humans are at risk of being eaten... in the sexy way.

Transformation into a were is not mandatory. Other guests may step into the blood moon's light and not experience any kind of transformation or impulse. These guests are now actors in a sexy horror scene, given the task of surviving the night surrounded by monsters! At least they're sexy monsters? Giving in and fucking on the wild side may be more fun.
PACKING UP ► After the crazy weather and horny werewolves, the staff judge that it's high time to wrap this excursion up. Guests will once again openly see these diligent workers the morning after the blood moon. They come flooding into the site with clothing, snacks, and other comforts while praising everyone for surviving for so long without the resort's usual luxuries.

► A first aid tent and cleaning station are swiftly erected. All guests that volunteer to treat injuries sustained over the course of the camping experience or help clean up the site will be compensated with a large payout.

Every guest that participated in the camping event, regardless of whether they help wrap things up, will be issued a spa voucher. Go relax, you've earned some pampering after all of that hard living!


OOC NOTES

INVITES | RESERVES | APPLICATIONS
BLANKET CW: altered states; eyes (descriptions only, incl. eye injury); exhibitionism; hunting (incl. hunting fantasy creatures); orgies; public sex; survival; temperature play; tentacles; transformation; violence

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▶ All TDMs are game canon. This TDM acts as the game's September event. Camping will ICly begin September 15th and end October 3rd.

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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-09-16 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
( It's strange, this dreamscape, because it's built off a memory, but so many things are different. His pink hair is one— recognizable in his own perception of his self, implanted here in a way he doesn't even stop to notice. He's not thinking about it, as he's struggling to shiver and keep himself warm, even if he's far more dressed for this than Toma. While his usual hat isn't in place, and while his hair isn't the pale blonde it should be in this memory, he's not the one looking at himself. He's just trying to move, trying to find someone, something, anything—

And it's weird, how dreams can warp around this sort of interference. He spots Toma's body in the distance, and he shouts again, some of the noise making it through. )


Th— ents—!

( Lost in this memory as he is, he doesn't recognize who Toma is, even as his shape becomes more clear in the snow. He doesn't pick up on the oddity of his attire, either, too busy reaching out with one arm, the other shielding his own face, trying to breathe in painful gasps. )

There are tents— ( Finally, he's audible, voice strained, and his body nearly crashes into Toma's, seeking warmth. Getting nothing, but pointing out to the side, all the same. Tents, right? Tents, he knew they were around here, and he can see the faintest outline of them, a camp, their only hope for the storm. He doesn't try speaking again, just pivots his body to point in that direction and begin moving— this time with one mittened hand held desperately to Toma anywhere that he can. A lifeline, it feels like, so they won't get separated. )
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[personal profile] fraternallyyours 2025-09-16 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
[Between the howling wind obscuring his voice and the snow blurring his features, it isn't until Esikko is right up against him that Toma is completely sure it's him - and that only raises more questions.

He tenses when Esikko collides with him-- tents? He must mean the campsite, Toma thinks - that would be the simplest answer. But there's still too much that doesn't add up for it to be simple-- Esikko's clothing is the least of it, compared to his behavior, reaching for Toma without a moment's hesitation or a single snide remark. It makes no sense, no matter how dire the situation.

It makes no sense, but Toma is in no position to determine an explanation. Not with the wind still slicing at him - there's already tissue damage, he's sure of it, and no time for it to heal until he gets out of this.

He determines, quickly, that he does only have one real option. He grabs onto the prince's wrist - as best he can, his fingers losing feeling already - and follows where Esikko leads, without a word.]
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-09-16 04:44 pm (UTC)(link)
( The tents that Esikko leads them towards are far different from the tents of the campsite they just came from. They seem meant for this cold weather, secured at the base of the mountain that only becomes apparent when they're right on top of it. But there are discarded things half buried in snow, and the tents themselves look out of shape in a few spots that indicate well enough this site must have been abandoned— or at the very least, there's no one else here.

Esikko doesn't seem to stop and care about that. He stumbles in his steps, clutching carefully at the zipper of the front entrance to the closest one and yanking Toma with him inside. )


Close it. ( His words sound strained, as he drops to his knees inside. It's cramped, despite it being fairly larger in size, filled with sleeping bags, boxes, equipment, and burnt out lanterns. Esikko seems to be dealing with some sort of pain beyond just the snow, though, as he hunches over himself, forehead touching to the floor of the tent itself, breath shuddering.

Memories clash with the now. Did he really make it to this tent? Wasn't he supposed to be alone? The red marks beneath his eyes burn brightly and spread like tendrils across his face, and though there's no sign of his blood, the scent of chrysanthemum and lavender begin to permeate the air of the tent. His body is adapting to the Divinity he's just absorbed— or struggling to. He looks like he's going to be sick, and he can barely focus on why Toma is there, or recognize him, in the sharp stabs of pain throughout his body. A body not meant for this. )
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[personal profile] fraternallyyours 2025-09-16 05:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[...Not the campsite they came from at all, then - but Esikko already knew about them, and doesn't seem surprised at all by the difference.

He's working to piece it all together as they approach - as he zips the tent shut, absolutely not needing to be told twice. Esikko doesn't seem to recognize him, at least not as himself. They aren't where they were, but Esikko isn't questioning that, either. The closest thing he can think of is those memories they saw - that he felt - at the gala... but this time, he isn't experiencing it from Esikko's perspective. Someone else's, then, maybe from his world? But what set it off-- and this is different from back then, besides. Toma isn't merely experiencing something as a passenger - he is still decidedly acting as himself.

And, as himself... with the tent secured shut, Toma turns back to the prince, brow furrowing. His own skin is still burning from the cold - it will heal soon, no doubt. But he's less sure about whatever is happening to Esikko.

Toma kneels down, slowly, on the floor, eyeing those red marks crawling across Esikko's face. His nose wrinkles at that familiar, floral scent - no sign of blood, though.]
What's wrong with you?

[...He redirects his own Tao, to check the state of the prince's. Whatever is happening here - something tells him it's important.]
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-09-16 06:15 pm (UTC)(link)
( And Toma will find that he can't seem to access Tao in this dream. When he reaches for it, tries to direct it, something else very apparent hits instead— the feeling of solitude, isolation, the chill of the air on a tall mountain peak, growth despite challenge. A concept, heavy and overwhelming, focused entirely on Esikko right now. )

Nothing.

( Esikko hisses the answer like he's annoyed at the question, and it's clear immediately through a vague sort of sense that he's lying. Not just in the obvious way he's hunched over in pain; there's something there that Toma can feel, but it's far more like vibes than anything Tao-based. The overwhelming, blatant and obvious sensation that something is off, and something is powerful, and something is actively trying to harm Esikko. )

I just... ( Still, the prince speaks as if he's not dealing with anything out of the ordinary, forcing himself to peel his forehead away from the floor, to shake the excess snow from his mittens, and then wipe more from his face. Strangely, the weird tendrils from a moment ago have retracted, leaving only the thin red crescents. ) Need a moment.

( There's a pause, and then he turns, still shivering, still miserable and in clear pain, but squinting at Toma, like he's recognized that something is weird about this, at least. But it's not what Toma might expect. ) ...What are you doing, sitting there? We're both going to freeze to death.

( Because... Toma isn't healing, is he? )
Edited 2025-09-16 18:16 (UTC)
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[personal profile] fraternallyyours 2025-09-16 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
[What--

The first hint of real fear comes when Toma realizes he can't gather his Tao - what he feels instead when he tries, the sudden weight of that all-consuming idea, doesn't help. Something is wrong - all of it is, the lack of sense of his own Tao, that feeling of isolation, the intensity with which he can tell Esikko is lying.

That Esikko is still acting as though everything is fine, despite his obvious state, is probably the least surprising thing. Toma has seen how little Tao he's working with day to day, how he insists on carrying himself as though nothing is wrong anyway. It does, however, make Toma want all the more to see just what is wrong with him at the moment.

Toma has little choice but to shelve his curiosity, though, since there's a more pressing issue. Indeed, as he realizes bit by bit - his face and hands still sting. His lungs still ache.

That fear ramps up a little further. Toma's breath catches, the ache from the cold suddenly feeling that much worse as it sinks in that it isn't going anywhere - no longer a temporary inconvenience, but the kind of lingering, bone-deep pain that he and Chobe used to huddle together to combat in winter, unwilling to sleep for fear that one or both wouldn't wake.

He doesn't move. His fingers grip the front of his shirt, as though that will be enough to banish the cold from his lungs; his thoughts are going a mile a minute, trying to piece together-- any kind of explanation. Somehow it must be the prince's doing, he's pretty sure-- but despite that insistence to himself, he can't quite muster any real vitriol.]
What-- did you do?
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-09-16 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
( For Esikko, this memory is strange, but dreams often do twist memories as such. He hasn't become lucid yet. He's too busy remembering the pain, the feeling of something foreign in his veins, stretching, reaching, suffocating and squeezing. His breath comes out harder, but he still pushes himself to sit up completely, to keep that presence down. He has to make this work. He has to. It's his only chance, he needs this, he needs it.

His eyes are strained when they lock onto Toma's next. The words that Toma speaks aren't out of place for the memory, so nothing shatters, but his lack of action draws attention to it, shifting things further off course. Esikko sighs, like he's angry or annoyed, and though it's clear he's still swallowing down pain, he reaches out with the intent of drawing Toma closer, to huddle for warmth. )


Just— get over here, before we both die, would you? ( Pulling him closer, his clothes are still too cold, and so he shudders out a breath. For some reason, Esikko is still warm beneath these clothes, still slowly being altered as they wait out the storm. )

You know I haven't been out of the palace much before this, so why am I the one telling you what to do? We need skin contact.
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[personal profile] fraternallyyours 2025-09-17 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
[Toma tenses when Esikko pulls him close, off-balance and on-edge from the sudden loss of the power and security he's spent the last century cultivating - but he doesn't push him away, either. Despite that flare of fear and suspicion, there's no ignoring their circumstances... circumstances that it really does seem are not Esikko's doing. If he had managed to block Toma's access to his Tao somehow, he would definitely be gloating about it.

He notices that puff of Esikko's breath - warmer than he ever remembers it being. What he says next clicks a few more pieces into place, a bit at a time. Certainly a memory, then, or something close to it, with Esikko not remembering the resort at all.

Furthermore... "you know", he says. He thinks Toma is someone else, and someone specific - someone who would know more about Esikko's past than the handful of memories Toma saw. He grasps onto that last detail, the faint possibility that, maybe, he could use this, learn something of value while Esikko thinks he's someone else.

Unfortunately, he also knows Esikko is right about what they're going to need to do here. Ugh, he hopes this doesn't get weird. Depending on Esikko's relationship to this person, he might just need to do what he can to make his identity clear, tactical advantage be damned.]


Fine-- fine. Just let go for a moment, I'm going to check those sleeping bags. [Fuck. Now that he's thinking about it, he can feel his own shivering more acutely. Yeah, this is a problem.] Need the insulation before taking anything off.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-09-17 02:28 am (UTC)(link)
Hurry.

( That's his impatient mutter in return. At the very least, there's no indication from Esikko that he expects anything close to intimate with whoever he's seeing. If anything, he seems to barely be tolerating their presence, more focused on shifting through boxes of equipment to find matches. With a quick few careful strikes, he lights one lantern, and then another, setting them up where they might be stable, where some heat might help.

He only just barely finishes the second one when he seems to go in another fit of pain, hunching over himself, a hand to his head, another to his chest, completely out of focus. )


Cold... ( He mutters, to himself, blinking through the dizziness, flicking his eyes to check on Toma. ) How are they?
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[personal profile] fraternallyyours 2025-09-17 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
[At least there's that. All things considered, Esikko's shit attitude (admittedly justifiable under the circumstances) is almost a relief.

Toma isn't intending to waste any time as he searches through their limited supplies, either, quickly gauging each sleeping bag's viability. It would be one thing if he had the time or materials to repair some of these, but he'll just have to work with what he can find intact.

He glances at Esikko, dragging the bag in the best condition over to him.]
Most are in bad shape. This one is intact, though, and should be big enough. [He drops it on the floor, mindful not to knock over those lamps.] Get in; I'll follow.

[Stay calm. Stay focused.]
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-09-18 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
( Esikko doesn't offer any words, likely because he can't find anything to complain about directly with this. Complaints are wasted energy, anyway, when every bit of movement feels like an ache, when his own veins are twisting inside of himself, fighting off a monstrous power. He breathes out shakily, moving to carefully slide his feet into the sleeping back. The rest of him follows.

When Toma moves to join him, he makes a few noises of annoyance, but it's not necessarily at him, just. He's in pain, he's cold, he's... somehow feverish at the same time?

He waits, at first, as they huddle together. After a few moments, though, his own anxiousness gets to him. )


Are you feeling any warmer? ( Because he's not. But he doesn't know why, doesn't know that his blood is running cold, that hypothermia is threatening him regardless. )
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[personal profile] fraternallyyours 2025-09-20 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
...No, but it hasn't been long. [He breathes out sharply, tugging at a sleeve of Esikko's coat.] Skin to skin contact, right? Keep your clothes inside the bag, though; it's extra insulation.

[All the same-- before he even starts on his own clothing, Toma lifts a hand to rest against the prince's forehead, brow furrowed. Esikko's state has him starting to worry whether it's safe to be in such close quarters with him - though, he'll grant, he doesn't have much choice either way.]
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-09-23 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
( Not warmer yet. Toma's words continue to line up in a believable way for Kirma, and that hand against his forehead feels just the same. In a normal scenario, he'd reach up and swat that hand away, insist that he's fine. But it's not a normal scenario, and even the action of slipping his arms out of the coat he's wearing is sluggish and difficult.

The faint warmth of his forehead is there and fading, replaced quickly by something not just cold from the environment, but harshly icy. Toma might be able to realize that he can feel it, a different presence causing it, something actively fighting against Esikko's own body.

But there's warmth there. His chest has more of it, when he removes coat, unties the layers of his robes and pushes undershirts aside to press closer. The cloth ends up bundled around their edges, and ultimately pushes Esikko and Toma's bodies closer. His fingers are bitingly cold, even worse than his forehead, and he greedily wraps them around to press against Toma's back, desperate. Sorry. )


Hard to... keep my eyes open. ( Mumbled, as the minutes pass and this strange battle inside of him feels even worse, has his body diving into an illness that's both giving him a fever and pressing forward with that unnatural icy temperature. Weird. ) You too?
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[personal profile] fraternallyyours 2025-09-23 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
[Well, shit. On one hand, it doesn't feel like a normal fever. On the other... well. It's definitely something. Just not a normal fever.

Toma frowns as he moves his hand away to shrug off his own kimono. At the very least, the prince's warmth hasn't drained away entirely; he feels that lingering heat, as Esikko clings to him (even though his hands are cold as fuck).

His thoughts are racing, as those minutes tick by. A significant part of him still wants to draw away - not to risk losing what little body heat he's got left to that constant, creeping cold emanating from Esikko. But he thinks, from what little he can tell, that this is better than being on his own would be - and if he withdraws, he's bound to end up stuck here with a corpse.

That's it, then. Best bet is still to try and keep Esikko alive - which means figuring out what's wrong with him.

He doesn't directly answer, but doesn't pull away - still pressed up to Esikko, shivering. He does try to turn his head a bit to give him a look.]
Something is wrong - inside you.
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-09-23 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
( The confrontation is the first shard of this dream that feels noticeably off. Something in the scenery shifts for it— the wind outside grows quieter after an odd stillness, and the dim lantern light flickers unnaturally as Esikko's eyes draw over to Toma. He looks like he's trying to focus on those words, to think of something...

And just like that, the winds resume, the light stays still, and Esikko breathes out something that's only half defeated. )


It won't trouble you. ( Insistent, he thinks he's addressing the only problem anyone could have with him potentially dying here. He ate a god, but he's not about to tell Toma— Kirma— that. Because it's taboo, because he doesn't trust him, because he doesn't trust anyone. He just has to wait it out, to see if he can survive this, nothing else matters.

So, even as his breath shakes and he pulls himself closer, even as he tucks his face closer against the side of Toma's to connect them even more, he refuses to share that. )


I'm just... my body is failing. ( Not a lie, not exactly, even as he hides the reason behind it. ) I might... pass out, I think. But I'll be fine.

( He's not sure if he believes that. But he wants to. His breaths are shorter, shallower. )

Forget it and just focus on getting warm and staying that way.
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[personal profile] fraternallyyours 2025-09-23 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[The decent thing to do would be to insist that this isn't about being troubled or otherwise - for all Toma knows, the person Esikko is perceiving right now may genuinely have cared about him.

But Toma, of course, is... not decent. He at the very least refrains from snapping too openly, giving a somewhat vague retort instead:]
It's troubling me now.

[Still piecing together what information he can... Esikko did have a normal body temperature, was presumably a normal human - he did something, that he's facing the consequences of now. Something that likely stabilized, at least for the most part, leaving him with ice cold, floral blood, but able to do things a normal human couldn't.

There are parts of it all that are irritatingly familiar.

Regardless - for now, he answers Esikko's dismissal with a dissatisfied grunt.]
Don't do that. If you pass out in this condition, there's a good chance you won't wake up.

[He's trying to remember what he saw in the tent, before they huddled in here... is there anything else they could use? More lanterns, more means to generate heat, or is this all they've got to work with?]
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-09-24 12:54 am (UTC)(link)
That's fine.

( His hushed voice is a little hard to make out, with the noise of the storm outside, but Esikko's shivering body moves just enough to draw one of his cold hands back, between them, curling at his own chest. Something can be sensed there by Toma, some sort of energy, as Esikko continues to mumble, almost as if automatic from memory, rather than any conscious words: ) I'll try again if that happens.

( There's more lanterns, burnt out and scattered about, but not much else to work with. And even if Toma were to try and shift and leave the bag to investigate, Esikko clings to him with both arms, now, and his legs, as well. )

Just stay here. ( Hissed bossily, stubbornly, as he clearly deals with some sort of pain alongside the threat of hypothermia. ) I'll be fine.

( Something is shifting along the edges of this dream's reality. The closer Esikko gets to passing out here, the less the scene seems to hold— which means they'll both wake up when he finally gets there, not that Toma is aware. )
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[personal profile] fraternallyyours 2025-09-24 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
Try again? What are you talking about?

[Not that he really expects a coherent answer; it sounds like Esikko is barely thinking about his own words as he says them. Whatever he means, Toma isn't sure he's in any state to explain it.

It has him thinking about that last, strange memory in the hall of mirrors, though; then, he had seemed to kill himself out of desperation and loneliness, having lost... whoever that man was to him. Now, the possibility of his own death doesn't seem to faze him at all. I'll try again if that happens. He feels like he has most of the pieces to something, but barely, infuriatingly, not enough to put them properly together.

There's little to be done for it, in any case - not the ambiguity of Esikko's situation, not his plummeting temperature, not the cold still encroaching on Toma's body in turn.

Nothing but to wait. To stay stubbornly awake, to pay close attention to any remaining sign of life from the prince - even while something happens all around him, pulling at his awareness. He can't even be sure if it's the cold affecting him, or something else entirely.]
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-09-24 02:04 am (UTC)(link)
( It's a painful last few moments, nearly freezing to death in this tent. Esikko's breathing staggers harshly in and out of being audible, and his occasional squirming for more warmth is the only thing that makes it clear that he's still alive. Somehow, he's still alive. And the moment he falls unconscious, everything else begins to melt away, like petals falling from a dying flower.

When the last bit of color fades, the harsh cold of the dream vanishes completely, and Toma is restored to consciousness! Esikko, too, though he's taking a bit longer to wake from it, a hand reaching to grip at his own head, the other scrubbing at his eyes like it might help. What a weird dream... )
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[personal profile] fraternallyyours 2025-09-24 03:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[Those last moments, feeling reality fall apart around him, might be the most horrifying part of the whole thing - maybe even more so than the loss of access to his Tao.

But then, suddenly, it's over-- and he's... back near the camp, lying on the ground like he'd collapsed where he stood. Toma pushes himself hurriedly to his feet, casting a quick glance around - and his gaze lands on Esikko, still by the fire, rubbing his eyes like he... also just woke up.

In a way, it points toward a potential explanation for what he just witnessed - but that explanation raises more questions, and Toma hardly knows what to do with it anyway. So, rather than acknowledge the strange experience-- for now, Toma hurries on his way, doing his absolute best to pretend that just didn't happen at all.

He'll think it over back at the tent.]
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[personal profile] loosestrifes 2025-09-26 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
( Odd... It's all so odd, and by the time Esikko sits up properly, he can't help but scan around the campsite. No one seems to have noticed him dozing off, or if they did, they certainly didn't say anything. No one is looking at him now, either...

But something catches his eye. The sight of the back of Toma's head, just as he disappears behind a few tents in the distance, heading away. Esikko frowns, but... it's probably his imagination, right? There's no reason for it to be anything otherwise.

And so he leaves it at that, this time. Brushes it off as sleep deprivation and struggling, and his stress with the brothers, and moves on. )