[ The walls feel like they narrow when he hears Nie Mingjue was at such a place. Not even just there, but alive and working a farm ... It doesn't seem possible, not after the state his body was in when last Xichen saw it, severed head sewn and pinned onto a neck ...
He feels a little ill as he continues to listen, stuck on Da-ge was there. Months spent in seclusion have granted Xichen endless days of regret and wallowing as his grief strips him down. Now, with this new Jin Guangyao on his arm, hearing of Nie Mingjue not being a mutilated corpse, the world tilts a little on its axis.
Benefit from learning ... Learn what? I want Da-ge back too.
Xichen suddenly longs for the soft muted blues and greys of the Hanshi, the sound of a small stream in his garden and days spent in solitude. The golden hallway is too much. ]
I just ... I need a moment. Please.
[ He pauses and breaks away to lean against a wall, closing his eyes. ]
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[ The walls feel like they narrow when he hears Nie Mingjue was at such a place. Not even just there, but alive and working a farm ... It doesn't seem possible, not after the state his body was in when last Xichen saw it, severed head sewn and pinned onto a neck ...
He feels a little ill as he continues to listen, stuck on Da-ge was there. Months spent in seclusion have granted Xichen endless days of regret and wallowing as his grief strips him down. Now, with this new Jin Guangyao on his arm, hearing of Nie Mingjue not being a mutilated corpse, the world tilts a little on its axis.
Benefit from learning ... Learn what? I want Da-ge back too.
Xichen suddenly longs for the soft muted blues and greys of the Hanshi, the sound of a small stream in his garden and days spent in solitude. The golden hallway is too much. ]
I just ... I need a moment. Please.
[ He pauses and breaks away to lean against a wall, closing his eyes. ]