(they're fine. this is fine. it has to be while they're going through a different kind of nonsense than the usual of the resort. cellinia remembers, but it does little to change the way that they're all still being used. right now isn't an exception, she's got her eyes on red and slowly steadying her breathing. did it matter she changed the script? honestly, it mattered little to them. the producers, the director, they seemed to enjoy it. that she had a change of plans for this scene. but it wouldn't have made much difference, knowing this is supposed to be a longer film.
not like she cares, anything else can be worried about given time and energy. they have enough to deal with from this stupid obligation. cellinia? she doesn't move away, not from straddling the other woman and not from her hands on her shoulder, her waist under this leather leotard she's stuck wearing for part of an outfit. how would she answer that? how should she? from the part she's meant to play, she's meant to be difficult to catch.
difficult to turn into being the heroine's own woman, for a moment, she wants to answer that a little more honestly. she shouldn't, though she ignores the pressing urge to do it anyway while after a moment longer:)
....good enough, hero, good enough for now.
(does that work? they haven't said "cut" just yet, so it must have worked from the fact that she isn't getting chewed out. not yet, anyway. they already seemed more happy that cellinia is no longer talking flatly and seeming disinterested in continuing the role.
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not like she cares, anything else can be worried about given time and energy. they have enough to deal with from this stupid obligation. cellinia? she doesn't move away, not from straddling the other woman and not from her hands on her shoulder, her waist under this leather leotard she's stuck wearing for part of an outfit. how would she answer that? how should she? from the part she's meant to play, she's meant to be difficult to catch.
difficult to turn into being the heroine's own woman, for a moment, she wants to answer that a little more honestly. she shouldn't, though she ignores the pressing urge to do it anyway while after a moment longer:)
....good enough, hero, good enough for now.
(does that work? they haven't said "cut" just yet, so it must have worked from the fact that she isn't getting chewed out. not yet, anyway. they already seemed more happy that cellinia is no longer talking flatly and seeming disinterested in continuing the role.
probably better that way, who knows.)
I don't do this for just anyone, after all.