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It has recently come to our attention that many of our guests have not been focusing on their health and wellness. In an effort to encourage healthy living and help our beloved guests get in shape, a grand sports festival will be held in the Golden Peacock. This sports festival will include many small games and four large games.
Prior to the festival, guests will have the opportunity to train and prepare for the games with our expert coaches.
We hope you are as excited as we are! And, as always, we hope you enjoy your stay. 】
BEAK
MEET THE TEAM
♦ DIAMONDS GAME ♦
OMEGADOME: HUNTING GAME
A cheerful pair of game managers stand outside the conservatory doors and block all guests that try to enter. They quickly explain that a special Diamonds game is taking place inside and only guests that agree to participate may enter. This game is a physical exercise that riffs on "Hunting", which is a popular sport in many different countries and civilizations. Of course, it is one hundred percent safe, and all guests that play are eligible to win massive chip prizes, store vouchers, fabulous prizes, and more.
Details about the game? Those can't be shared outside of the conservatory. Only the brave and those willing to risks will reap the benefits of this Diamonds game. So step right up, dear guests, and sign this waiver before stepping into the flourishing beauty of the conservatory for a brand new adventure.
♥ HEARTS GAME ♥
DOUBLES' THERMO: SURVIVAL GAME
Chickadees is sparing no expense on advertising their e-sport games over the course of the sports festival. Posters, notifications, stickers, fliers! Come one, come all. Sports don't need to be physical. Guests that duck into the arcade will find a variety of e-sport games to enjoy, but the real showstopper that every single employee is aggressively promoting is the new immersive VR game, DOUBLES' THERMO.
A large swath of egg-shaped pods have been installed in the back half of Chickadees. Any guest that shows an iota of interest will be assaulted by employees encouraging them to give it a try. They will offer vouchers for a free session, encourage with mentions of prizes that can be won from the arcade's coveted prize wall, and persuade by praising how high tech and immersive the experience is. Some employees are desperate enough to trick or push guests into the pods if they aren't willing to go in themselves.
However they've ended up inside the VR egg, guests will find themselves submerged in strange fluid as the lid closes. Everything fades away into darkness as the game loads...
♣ CLUBS GAME ♣
QUACK AND COVER: SHOOTING GAME
Cloaca & Dagger has temporarily outfitted itself as a neon-bright paintball course. Gone are the wild sex setups in exchange for series of obstacles and obstructions for guests to navigate while in pursuit of paintball championship. This high intensity game of strategy and physical fitness promises to exhilarate! Welcome to Quack and Cover, a game where your shooting skills and ingenuity will be put to the test.
So say the game managers at the door before following up with a few disclaimers. Cloaca & Dagger is not responsible for any physical or psychological trauma guests may incur while inside. Guests that join the game will then be outfitted in tight black underarmor and supplied with a paintball gun and protective mask before being let loose on the course.
♠ SPADES GAME ♠
PECKING ORDER: MMA GAME
During night hours, many long-standing guests make their way through Talon toward the gym’s creaky basement stairs. Three floors down and then through a desolate hallway with littered with abandoned equipment. Double doors wait at the end, unassuming until they’ve been opened…
Flashing lights, jeers, and the thick odor of sweat. You’ve found the Pecking Order, a late-night mixed martial arts event where guests show their prowess in the ring. Spectating guests shout and messily eat snacks on make-shift bleachers while fighters clash inches away, using only their bodies to fight for dominance and win. Pecking Order is very informal; guests only need to sign up in order to get added to the docket. Anyone can watch, though they will be vaguely warned at the door that even spectating comes with risks.
LOCKER ROOMS
YOU WASH MY BACK, I'LL WASH YOURS
Every training and game location has a door labeled LOCKER ROOM right outside the entrance. These doors all connect to the same massive locker room. The magic of these locker room doors goes one way. Trying to go back to the place you just were by backtracking will not work — you’ll just end up in Beak! All guests will be advised to finish their games before hitting the showers.
The Golden Peacock is proud to present our upgraded and extended locker room. Please come in and enjoy the facilities, catch-up with your teammates, and enjoy some healthy drinks provided by our favorite resort convenience store, Cock-a-doodle-doo’s!
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[ Admittedly, Minato is a bit impressed by Akira's ability to scale the coconut tree. Sure, he's crawling up its trunk inch by inch like a lumbering, giant squirrel, but he'll make it to the top eventually.
...and Akira volunteering to do said climbing means Minato gets a free pass. ]
Keep going, you're almost there.
[ Words of encouragement! Words of affirmation! But alas, all spoken in an unenthused tone.
Minato moves to stand beneath the tree, one hand lifted at his brow to block out the blinding sun. He looks up where the coconuts are nestled against the tree's thick branches. If Akira can shake them free one at a time, he can probably catch each in his arms.
Or... maybe they should harness gravity to crack them open? The meat of the fruit is probably more useful than the actual liquid, considering they'd already located a source of water. ]
Hey, Akira. Should I catch them? Or let them hit the ground?
[excuse you senpai why are you foisting leader duties off on HIM???]
[it's true, though-- it takes time, and Akira looks stupid the entire way up, but eventually. . .! he does reach that lovely bunch of bright green fruit, securing himself by grabbing the base of a branch and digging his heels into the (admittedly kind of sharp and uncomfortable. . .) tree trunk. whew. what a workout, made even worse by the sun baking him like a fried egg. even his heavy vest feels awful in this weather. . .]
[a deep breath in. a slow breath out. and then Akira calls back down to his companion]
Just let them hit the ground. . .!
[don't get knocked on the HEAD while trying to catch them, Minato]
Ready?
[which is all the warning Minato has before Akira begins to vigorously shake the coconut branch. the fruits are pretty solidly stuck to the tree. . . but after a whole lot of elbow grease, one loosens itself and begins its short descent to the ground below]
[ Listen Minato Arisato is always just here for the ride. Akira take the wheel.
He flashes a thumbs-up at his partner though. Just let them hit the ground? Sounds like a plan. And then they can pluck them off the floor, just like a video game he'd once played with little anthropomorphic animals wandering around a quaint neighborhood.
Minato watches as Akira starts shaking the branch. Nothing happens. The fruit remains stubbornly attached to branch. It's probably a little rude to yell up at Akira to tell him to try harder, huh.
Fortunately, one does come loose! It tumbles through the air and lands with a definitive thud. Minato knows better than to step forward to retrieve it immediately. Better wait and see if more will follow.
He looks back up at Akira, cupping his hands around his mouth to let his voice travel further. ]
[how dare you YOU'RE JUST LUCKY HE HAS NATURAL LEADER ABILITIES]
[anyway, yes. it was smart to wait, because a few seconds after the first one drops. . . a second follows! then a third. and a fourth! WOW IT'S COCONUT CITY HERE!!]
[. . .]
[the final thing that falls is neither coconut nor plant. it's. . . a Joker. because someone lost his grip and footing on the tree amidst all of the shaking. don't worry; it's preceded by a startled, strangled yelp, before Akira plummets to the ground, landing on his back with a hard whump]
[ Four coconuts is... just barely scratching the surface of Minato's own appetite. It's fine though. He'll live with two if they split it equally, or perhaps just one if Akira needs the other three more.
Minato steps forward as Akira lands on the ground. Oh... That looked like it hurt. Maybe he should have tried to break the fall?
Too late now. He crouches next to Akira with a concerned frown. ]
Are you okay? You fell pretty far.
[ It wasn't a towering tree by any means, but Minato thinks he would Also be saying ow if he'd been the one to fall from it. ]
Looks like you got all four though.
[ The concern eases when he sees Akira's probably doing all right, frown shifting into a small smile. ]
[Akira does not have the bottomless appetite of his senpai. . . he will be full on one coconut, which leaves three for his companion. not that he knows exactly how much Minato can tuck down in such a short period of time. don't worry; he'll learn]
Nnngh. . . [honestly, despite the groaning he seems more put out than actually hurt] . . . If this weren't VR, I'd be worried about this hurting tomorrow.
[but. . . naw. he'll be fine. look how confident he is about getting out of here by tomorrow, too. anyway, he holds out one hand, clearly expecting Minato help hoist him back to his feet]
[ That minor detail doesn't slip by Minato. "Tomorrow," huh? He hadn't paid too much attention to the details, but he recalls that days and weeks could pass in-game within the span of a few minutes outside of it.
Getting off this island and out of the terrible heat ASAP sounds like a good idea though. He'll give Akira that much.
Minato sighs a bit, faux exasperation as he takes Akira's hand in his own. Fingers wrap around it as he stands -- wait, actually, he needs a second hand... It encloses over the other side of Akira's hand as Minato pulls Akira back to his feet. ]
[it has yet to occur to him that he may spend actual in-game days stuck on this island, and that those days may pass differently than the days in the real worl. it's fine. he'll figure it out when the sun starts to set]
[FOR NOW, Akira grasps his companion's hand-- correction, hands-- as tightly as he can as he pushes himself backt to his feet, a lopsided grin playing on his features]
Good thing we don't have to figure that one out for ourselves. [dusting himself off now; there's dirt smeared all over his face from the fall, too] I saw some huts back on the shoreline.
[scooping up their hard-earned coconuts, ready to carry them back]
[ That's reassuring. Minato tries imagining the two of them attempting to jerry-rig something together with stray branches and leaves. The image is, for better or for worse, not good at all.
Perhaps Akira actually did have some survivalist knowledge. But for the time being Minato thinks it's safe to assume the two are in good company as fellow city mice. ]
Looks like you'll be leading the way again.
[ Before he can crouch back down to help grab some of the coconuts, Akira proves to be quicker on the uptake and has already scooped them into his arms. This guy -- he's pretty on the ball, huh. If that's the case, Minato's content to let him take the lead on that too. ]
...wait, come here. Close your eyes.
[ He reaches out as his fingers grasp onto Akira's vest to stop him from heading off. Minato lifts a hand to Akira's face, carefully wiping some of the dirt off his cheek with a thumb. There's some on his nose too, which Minato gently removes as well.
He steps back once it's done and nods with satisfaction. Okay. Now they can go looking for one of those huts Akira saw earlier. ]
[Akira gives his companion a curious look at the request, but otherwise obliges without complaint, eyes slipping shut as he shifts the coconuts underneath his arms. and then he feels. . . something warm brush across his dirty face, the pad of Minato's thumb unintentionally tracing the lines of his cheekbones]
[his eyes fly open then, brows raised, openly bewildered. and yet, despite his surprise. . . he doesn't move, his entire body completely and utterly still as he holds his breath in his lungs. as if breathing out would betray the way he suddenly feels his heart thrumming like a hummingbird in his chest]
[. . . what is this?? is this part of the bonding exercise they're supposed to be doing. . .? is Minato just being kind because Akira shook down a few coconuts from the tree for them? his mind is racing, because he genuinely has no idea what to make of this]
[. . .]
[it's not. . . bad, though. Akira is usually pretty twitchy when people step into his personal space-- it comes with being as guarded as he tends to be with strangers. but two months is more than enough time for those walls to have crumbled a bit. and. . . he has learned that physical affection like this is. . . kind of nice, actually]
[Minato finishes, and Akira lets out a sharp exhale, shoulders slumping]
Oh. Uh.
. . . thanks.
[and then he hastily brushes his way past his fellow wild card before the heat he can feel slowly creeping onto his features turns into a deeply notable blush]
[ For a split second, he'd been concerned that the gesture was unwelcome, that perhaps he shouldn't have touched Akira without his permission even if it was to clear the dirt off his face. But then he goes still, and Akira doesn't tell him to stop, so... ]
It's fine.
[ The response is nonchalant, casual, but Minato finds himself nevertheless relieved to receive that gratitude. It's not as he'd feared then, that a gesture done without much thought hadn't unintentionally crossed any boundaries.
Luckily for Akira, he doesn't think much of the way Akira hurriedly strides past him. After all, they do have places to be. He trails after him, footsteps muffled by the foliage underfoot.
He's content to walk in silence if Akira so chooses. Minato's never had the need to engage in idle small talk; he's always been more of a listener.
Still, the way Akira had gone tense earlier -- perhaps he didn't like being touched? Maybe he disliked physical contact?
And all the while, Minato's pace remains slightly slower than his company's, maintaining that slight distance behind him to follow Akira's lead. ]
[it's genuine gratitude, too! it's such a simple gesture, but for some reason-- reasons Akira can't explain considering how long (or not) they have known each other-- it feels. . . important. maybe it's because he is just not used to people fussing over him, even in the most mundane of ways? hn. . .]
[at any rate, he shoves the strange mess of feelings fluttering in his chest aside as they walk. considering the amount of things they have in common-- and the multitude of questions Akira has brimming on the edge of his mind-- he does not choose to walk in silence! now that they have food, water, and upcoming shelter, perhaps now is a good time for him to breach the subject of the Wild Card. . .?]
So, ah. . . [a thoughtful hum] You were asking about my mask earlier.
[ Minato's still walking a bit in Akira's shadow, but he picks up the pace a little to be slightly closer in step with his company. At Akira's side his contemplative expression is visible.
Summoning Personas with a mask? It feels a little on the nose. ]
No.
[ He hadn't logged into the game with his Evoker at his side. After all, there'd been no need for the device to leave his room after that night beneath a massive full moon.
Minato raises a hand and curls three fingers, leaving the index and thumb extended in the shape of a gun. ]
It looked a little more like this.
[ Just casually explaining he may or may not have been running around with a firearm, not knowing he's technically in good company. Summoning Personas with a mask though... That sure sounds a lot easier than an Evoker. ]
[oh, he is absolutely in good company. Akira's comfort with firearms cannot be explained away by mere hobbyist fascination. sure, the things he bought from Iwai were nothing more than high-quality replicas. . . but once those were brought into the Metaverse, they functioned exactly like the real thing]
[a curious noise, head tilted slightly]
You used a firearm?
[interesting. . . and then, mostly as a joke--]
Were your Personas the bullets?
[u know. take aim and shoot a Jack Frost at the enemy? that seems funny]
Edited 2025-03-20 16:23 (UTC)
cw suicidal imagery with guns. hashtag just p3 things ...
[ Personas as bullets... Now wouldn't that be something? But Minato shakes his head, offering a real response to Akira's mostly light-hearted comment. ]
Not quite.
[ His hand moves to rest the tip of his index finger against a temple. ]
Like this.
[ The thumb moves downwards in a universal gesture for something more macabre than what Akira likely anticipated.
Was it terrifying the first time, resting the cold metal barrel against his head? He can still recall his body shaking on that rooftop, heart hammering against his ribs as the fingers holding the Evoker trembled as well. Either way, he imagined he'd meet his demise that night while facing that giant Shadow, and wasn't it better to take matters into his own hands even if it meant throwing himself into the unknown?
He remembers, later, the others asking how he'd known pulling the trigger was the key to manifesting one's Persona. And when he'd simply remarked with a shrug that he hadn't, their looks of utter disbelief seared themselves into his memory.
It got easier though the more he handled the device. It got easier for all of them. But perhaps out of all of them, he'd possessed a more natural affinity for it.
[Akira immediately halts in his tracks, one of the coconuts nearly tumbling from his grasp at the suddenness of the stop. whatever humor had been dancing on his features immediately evaporates, replaced with slightly parted lips and raised brows]
Wh--
[with barrel to his head and trigger pulled. . . that's how Minato summoned forth his Personas? it's impossible for Akira, who has only ever used guns with real bullets, to comprehend. clearly there was some piece to the puzzle he was missing, because if Minato had been using a real gun, then wouldn't he be. . . ?]
But. . . how? Why?
[he can't say that his own awakening had been perfectly clean. the pain of ripping away his mask, skin tearing away from muscle, blood dripping down his cheeks, is seared into his mind forever. but every summoning after that had been. . . easy]
[so why. . . is it different for Minato?]
One cannot exist without the other & to truly appreciate life one must accept its limited nature --
[ It seems an easy misconception has sparked forth within Akira's mind. ]
Oh.
[ ...honestly, even he didn't understand much about Evokers. ]
No, no bullets. It just channels your Persona and draws it out.
[ Still, every summon, every manifestation of his Persona was a perpetual reminder that someday the thread spun for one's life would be snipped short. Yet it had been simple fact once one properly confronted that undeniable truth and made peace with it. As for the "why" of it...
There's a small but easy smile on his face, juxtaposed next to the shock etched on Akira's face. ]
Don't know. ...I never found out.
[ Hindsight is hindsight, but even Minato realizes he probably should have asked more questions when he's joined SEES. But Kirijo-senpai and Ikkutsuki had asked, and he couldn't think of any reasons to decline.
Leaves that land on slow-moving streams do not ask the waters where they are being carried. ]
[. . . ah. no bullets. yeah, that makes sense. . . and some of Akira's shock eases, even if the disconcertion remains. a gun meant to channel one's Persona and draw it out. . . placed dangerously against the summoner's temple in an undeniable gesture of mortality. of the impermanence of life. of their willingness to die. . .?]
[nnngh. it doesn't sit right with him. but. . . he supposes he has known no other way of summoning beyond his mask. he never asked Yu how he channeled, after all]
[. . .]
It seems a little. . . [hm. he doesn't finish that sentence, and instead changes course as he starts walking again] . . . how does it work?
Edited (HELP I BOTCHED MY EDIT OF MY TYPOS) 2025-03-20 18:02 (UTC)
cw gun/suicidal imagery we are never beating the allegations
[ Minato cants his head as they begin to walk again. Had the earlier demonstration not been sufficient? ]
I showed you.
[ Place barrel against your head and pull trigger. Continue, repeat, until the gesture and process becomes second nature. To falter in that action would spell one's immediate demise in a fight.
It's as they say: practice makes perfect. ]
...it doesn't hurt, if that's what you were wondering.
[ The first time leaves your head swimming, but it's never been clear whether that's the effect of manifesting one's Persona, the body not quite used to having their soul take physical shape, or whether it's the terror of grappling with that near-death experience. But afterwards... it's not so bad. It's easy to get used to the way your heart races faster, hands clammy with cold sweat.
Those sensations: they're merely a reminder that a person yet lives, even while staring death right in the eye. ]
...I guess it can be a little scary the first time. But afterwards, not so much.
[ All things, including the unknown, were like that... weren't they? ]
[physically, he understands how it works. Minato's demonstration had been clear as the daylight. but. . . what he really wants to know is how such an overtly macabre action actually catalyzes the Persona into existence. how does he explain. . .]
[. . . ah. he can start with his own experiences, can't he? a short exhale, and Akira's eyes slips shut, head tilted back as he reaches into the recesses of his memory to recall the rush of feeling that consumed him every time his soul had been ripped into existence]
. . . the mask I wear is where I store my Personas, but. . . it's not really a catalyst. [if that makes sense. . .? at least, it isn't one in the same sense as Minato's gun seems to be] I can always feel them in the back of my mind, hovering on the edges of my consciousness. When I need them, I reach for my mask physically while drawing them out mentally.
[. . .]
[he shifts the coconuts underneath one arm so he can rest a hand against his chest, right above his heart]
And my power. . . first manifested within me when I made the active choice to fight. [against injustice. against those who would take advantage of others] The mask, the outfit. . . it's all a symbol of my "will of rebellion." And when I summon, that's the emotion I focus on. My resolve to rebel against the distortions of the world around me.
[ His lips part ever so slightly, a puzzled look surfacing from the sea of gray-blue. Akira wasn't asking him how it worked physically?
Minato falls quiet. While this "will of rebellion" sounded entirely different from the nature of SEES' own awakenings, he realizes... perhaps they're not actually that dissimilar. The physical manifestation of one's choice to fight: hadn't that been the same decision he'd made on the rooftop of Iwatodai's dorm? A decision sealed with the pull of that trigger?
Akira's eyes open again; Minato meets his gaze. Each time he pulled the Evoker's trigger, he felt: ]
...peace.
[ He felt no anger, no flames of rebellion to dance around his heart. ]
I felt peace.
[ Tranquility. Acceptance. Finality. The reassurance of that definite end, the placation of one's soul in knowing that the unknown would become the known. Minato mirrors Akira's gesture, raising a hand to rest over a newly-beating heart. ]
...my mind is quiet. Nothing else matters in that moment.
[ Perhaps Akira would never understand, based on the explanation of his own power. Perhaps he would never understand the reassurance, the knowledge that all things must come to an end. And because all things must end, wasn't that what made them worth fighting for while they lasted?
Perhaps Akira would never understand. He doesn't have to.
His gaze strays from Akira's as it fixes itself heavenward. ]
It's my resolve to never take anything for granted. Something may be here today, but gone tomorrow.
[ It's the only way to take one's final breath without having any regrets. ]
Edited (too many damn ellipses get outta here) 2025-03-21 01:49 (UTC)
[. . . it's not quite right to say that he would never understand. most living things eventually reach that point of acceptance, don't they? for the majority, it doesn't come until later. until lives have been lived and their hair is gray and old with minds full of memories of the years they left behind. others tragically never reach that realization at all, with their time cut unexpectedly short]
[Minato. . .]
[. . .he's so young. he has to be around Akira's age, right. . .? for him to say that he feels peace and acceptance when facing down the barrel of a gun is so. . .]
[it speaks of something so much more. it speaks of trials and tribulations that Akira cannot even begin to comprehend. it speaks of a life hard-lived, one that helped him coexist peacefully with death in a way that most would find unsettling. perhaps it's false to say that Akira would never understand, but. . . he certainly doesn't understand now]
[. . .]
[he speaks quietly, with a touch of sorrow in his voice. his heart goes out to his new companion, and he finds himself wanting so desperately to do something for him. something, literally anything, to make his day just a little bit brighter]
You sound so. . . worldly. [. . .] I don't know what kind of Journey you had, but. . . even I never reached that level of. . . poetic wisdom.
[truly, their Journeys had been so, so different. and although he had associated Minato with the Fool upon their first meeting, that second arcana is suddenly standing out all the more stark for him. it's not the World. . . it's something so much bigger.]
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...and Akira volunteering to do said climbing means Minato gets a free pass. ]
Keep going, you're almost there.
[ Words of encouragement! Words of affirmation! But alas, all spoken in an unenthused tone.
Minato moves to stand beneath the tree, one hand lifted at his brow to block out the blinding sun. He looks up where the coconuts are nestled against the tree's thick branches. If Akira can shake them free one at a time, he can probably catch each in his arms.
Or... maybe they should harness gravity to crack them open? The meat of the fruit is probably more useful than the actual liquid, considering they'd already located a source of water. ]
Hey, Akira. Should I catch them? Or let them hit the ground?
[ You're the leader now, buddy. ]
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[it's true, though-- it takes time, and Akira looks stupid the entire way up, but eventually. . .! he does reach that lovely bunch of bright green fruit, securing himself by grabbing the base of a branch and digging his heels into the (admittedly kind of sharp and uncomfortable. . .) tree trunk. whew. what a workout, made even worse by the sun baking him like a fried egg. even his heavy vest feels awful in this weather. . .]
[a deep breath in. a slow breath out. and then Akira calls back down to his companion]
Just let them hit the ground. . .!
[don't get knocked on the HEAD while trying to catch them, Minato]
Ready?
[which is all the warning Minato has before Akira begins to vigorously shake the coconut branch. the fruits are pretty solidly stuck to the tree. . . but after a whole lot of elbow grease, one loosens itself and begins its short descent to the ground below]
[HEADS UP!]
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He flashes a thumbs-up at his partner though. Just let them hit the ground? Sounds like a plan. And then they can pluck them off the floor, just like a video game he'd once played with little anthropomorphic animals wandering around a quaint neighborhood.
Minato watches as Akira starts shaking the branch. Nothing happens. The fruit remains stubbornly attached to branch. It's probably a little rude to yell up at Akira to tell him to try harder, huh.
Fortunately, one does come loose! It tumbles through the air and lands with a definitive thud. Minato knows better than to step forward to retrieve it immediately. Better wait and see if more will follow.
He looks back up at Akira, cupping his hands around his mouth to let his voice travel further. ]
Nice work, keep going!
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[anyway, yes. it was smart to wait, because a few seconds after the first one drops. . . a second follows! then a third. and a fourth! WOW IT'S COCONUT CITY HERE!!]
[. . .]
[the final thing that falls is neither coconut nor plant. it's. . . a Joker. because someone lost his grip and footing on the tree amidst all of the shaking. don't worry; it's preceded by a startled, strangled yelp, before Akira plummets to the ground, landing on his back with a hard whump]
Ow--
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Minato steps forward as Akira lands on the ground. Oh... That looked like it hurt. Maybe he should have tried to break the fall?
Too late now. He crouches next to Akira with a concerned frown. ]
Are you okay? You fell pretty far.
[ It wasn't a towering tree by any means, but Minato thinks he would Also be saying ow if he'd been the one to fall from it. ]
Looks like you got all four though.
[ The concern eases when he sees Akira's probably doing all right, frown shifting into a small smile. ]
Good job.
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Nnngh. . . [honestly, despite the groaning he seems more put out than actually hurt] . . . If this weren't VR, I'd be worried about this hurting tomorrow.
[but. . . naw. he'll be fine. look how confident he is about getting out of here by tomorrow, too. anyway, he holds out one hand, clearly expecting Minato help hoist him back to his feet]
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Getting off this island and out of the terrible heat ASAP sounds like a good idea though. He'll give Akira that much.
Minato sighs a bit, faux exasperation as he takes Akira's hand in his own. Fingers wrap around it as he stands -- wait, actually, he needs a second hand... It encloses over the other side of Akira's hand as Minato pulls Akira back to his feet. ]
Looks like we're just missing shelter now.
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[FOR NOW, Akira grasps his companion's hand-- correction, hands-- as tightly as he can as he pushes himself backt to his feet, a lopsided grin playing on his features]
Good thing we don't have to figure that one out for ourselves. [dusting himself off now; there's dirt smeared all over his face from the fall, too] I saw some huts back on the shoreline.
[scooping up their hard-earned coconuts, ready to carry them back]
Personally, I'm ready to get out of this heat.
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Perhaps Akira actually did have some survivalist knowledge. But for the time being Minato thinks it's safe to assume the two are in good company as fellow city mice. ]
Looks like you'll be leading the way again.
[ Before he can crouch back down to help grab some of the coconuts, Akira proves to be quicker on the uptake and has already scooped them into his arms. This guy -- he's pretty on the ball, huh. If that's the case, Minato's content to let him take the lead on that too. ]
...wait, come here. Close your eyes.
[ He reaches out as his fingers grasp onto Akira's vest to stop him from heading off. Minato lifts a hand to Akira's face, carefully wiping some of the dirt off his cheek with a thumb. There's some on his nose too, which Minato gently removes as well.
He steps back once it's done and nods with satisfaction. Okay. Now they can go looking for one of those huts Akira saw earlier. ]
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[whispers what the fuck]
2/3 actually so sorry jin so so sorry
[his eyes fly open then, brows raised, openly bewildered. and yet, despite his surprise. . . he doesn't move, his entire body completely and utterly still as he holds his breath in his lungs. as if breathing out would betray the way he suddenly feels his heart thrumming like a hummingbird in his chest]
[. . . what is this?? is this part of the bonding exercise they're supposed to be doing. . .? is Minato just being kind because Akira shook down a few coconuts from the tree for them? his mind is racing, because he genuinely has no idea what to make of this]
[. . .]
[it's not. . . bad, though. Akira is usually pretty twitchy when people step into his personal space-- it comes with being as guarded as he tends to be with strangers. but two months is more than enough time for those walls to have crumbled a bit. and. . . he has learned that physical affection like this is. . . kind of nice, actually]
[. . .]
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Oh. Uh.
. . . thanks.
[and then he hastily brushes his way past his fellow wild card before the heat he can feel slowly creeping onto his features turns into a deeply notable blush]
[what the fuck!! is happening!!!]
amazing
It's fine.
[ The response is nonchalant, casual, but Minato finds himself nevertheless relieved to receive that gratitude. It's not as he'd feared then, that a gesture done without much thought hadn't unintentionally crossed any boundaries.
Luckily for Akira, he doesn't think much of the way Akira hurriedly strides past him. After all, they do have places to be. He trails after him, footsteps muffled by the foliage underfoot.
He's content to walk in silence if Akira so chooses. Minato's never had the need to engage in idle small talk; he's always been more of a listener.
Still, the way Akira had gone tense earlier -- perhaps he didn't like being touched? Maybe he disliked physical contact?
And all the while, Minato's pace remains slightly slower than his company's, maintaining that slight distance behind him to follow Akira's lead. ]
sometimes a guy has too many emotions. . .
[at any rate, he shoves the strange mess of feelings fluttering in his chest aside as they walk. considering the amount of things they have in common-- and the multitude of questions Akira has brimming on the edge of his mind-- he does not choose to walk in silence! now that they have food, water, and upcoming shelter, perhaps now is a good time for him to breach the subject of the Wild Card. . .?]
So, ah. . . [a thoughtful hum] You were asking about my mask earlier.
[and then a tilt of his head]
Do you not summon your Personas with one?
skill issue
Summoning Personas with a mask? It feels a little on the nose. ]
No.
[ He hadn't logged into the game with his Evoker at his side. After all, there'd been no need for the device to leave his room after that night beneath a massive full moon.
Minato raises a hand and curls three fingers, leaving the index and thumb extended in the shape of a gun. ]
It looked a little more like this.
[ Just casually explaining he may or may not have been running around with a firearm, not knowing he's technically in good company. Summoning Personas with a mask though... That sure sounds a lot easier than an Evoker. ]
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[a curious noise, head tilted slightly]
You used a firearm?
[interesting. . . and then, mostly as a joke--]
Were your Personas the bullets?
[u know. take aim and shoot a Jack Frost at the enemy? that seems funny]
cw suicidal imagery with guns. hashtag just p3 things ...
Not quite.
[ His hand moves to rest the tip of his index finger against a temple. ]
Like this.
[ The thumb moves downwards in a universal gesture for something more macabre than what Akira likely anticipated.
Was it terrifying the first time, resting the cold metal barrel against his head? He can still recall his body shaking on that rooftop, heart hammering against his ribs as the fingers holding the Evoker trembled as well. Either way, he imagined he'd meet his demise that night while facing that giant Shadow, and wasn't it better to take matters into his own hands even if it meant throwing himself into the unknown?
He remembers, later, the others asking how he'd known pulling the trigger was the key to manifesting one's Persona. And when he'd simply remarked with a shrug that he hadn't, their looks of utter disbelief seared themselves into his memory.
It got easier though the more he handled the device. It got easier for all of them. But perhaps out of all of them, he'd possessed a more natural affinity for it.
He doesn't dwell on the reason behind it. ]
just a game about death (being alive)
[Akira immediately halts in his tracks, one of the coconuts nearly tumbling from his grasp at the suddenness of the stop. whatever humor had been dancing on his features immediately evaporates, replaced with slightly parted lips and raised brows]
Wh--
[with barrel to his head and trigger pulled. . . that's how Minato summoned forth his Personas? it's impossible for Akira, who has only ever used guns with real bullets, to comprehend. clearly there was some piece to the puzzle he was missing, because if Minato had been using a real gun, then wouldn't he be. . . ?]
But. . . how? Why?
[he can't say that his own awakening had been perfectly clean. the pain of ripping away his mask, skin tearing away from muscle, blood dripping down his cheeks, is seared into his mind forever. but every summoning after that had been. . . easy]
[so why. . . is it different for Minato?]
One cannot exist without the other & to truly appreciate life one must accept its limited nature --
Oh.
[ ...honestly, even he didn't understand much about Evokers. ]
No, no bullets. It just channels your Persona and draws it out.
[ Still, every summon, every manifestation of his Persona was a perpetual reminder that someday the thread spun for one's life would be snipped short. Yet it had been simple fact once one properly confronted that undeniable truth and made peace with it. As for the "why" of it...
There's a small but easy smile on his face, juxtaposed next to the shock etched on Akira's face. ]
Don't know. ...I never found out.
[ Hindsight is hindsight, but even Minato realizes he probably should have asked more questions when he's joined SEES. But Kirijo-senpai and Ikkutsuki had asked, and he couldn't think of any reasons to decline.
Leaves that land on slow-moving streams do not ask the waters where they are being carried. ]
lies down gently. p3 is the best persona game
[nnngh. it doesn't sit right with him. but. . . he supposes he has known no other way of summoning beyond his mask. he never asked Yu how he channeled, after all]
[. . .]
It seems a little. . . [hm. he doesn't finish that sentence, and instead changes course as he starts walking again] . . . how does it work?
cw gun/suicidal imagery we are never beating the allegations
I showed you.
[ Place barrel against your head and pull trigger. Continue, repeat, until the gesture and process becomes second nature. To falter in that action would spell one's immediate demise in a fight.
It's as they say: practice makes perfect. ]
...it doesn't hurt, if that's what you were wondering.
[ The first time leaves your head swimming, but it's never been clear whether that's the effect of manifesting one's Persona, the body not quite used to having their soul take physical shape, or whether it's the terror of grappling with that near-death experience. But afterwards... it's not so bad. It's easy to get used to the way your heart races faster, hands clammy with cold sweat.
Those sensations: they're merely a reminder that a person yet lives, even while staring death right in the eye. ]
...I guess it can be a little scary the first time. But afterwards, not so much.
[ All things, including the unknown, were like that... weren't they? ]
they will continue for a while yet 1/2
Mm, no. . . that's not quite what I meant.
[physically, he understands how it works. Minato's demonstration had been clear as the daylight. but. . . what he really wants to know is how such an overtly macabre action actually catalyzes the Persona into existence. how does he explain. . .]
[. . . ah. he can start with his own experiences, can't he? a short exhale, and Akira's eyes slips shut, head tilted back as he reaches into the recesses of his memory to recall the rush of feeling that consumed him every time his soul had been ripped into existence]
. . . the mask I wear is where I store my Personas, but. . . it's not really a catalyst. [if that makes sense. . .? at least, it isn't one in the same sense as Minato's gun seems to be] I can always feel them in the back of my mind, hovering on the edges of my consciousness. When I need them, I reach for my mask physically while drawing them out mentally.
[. . .]
[he shifts the coconuts underneath one arm so he can rest a hand against his chest, right above his heart]
And my power. . . first manifested within me when I made the active choice to fight. [against injustice. against those who would take advantage of others] The mask, the outfit. . . it's all a symbol of my "will of rebellion." And when I summon, that's the emotion I focus on. My resolve to rebel against the distortions of the world around me.
[. . .]
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Maybe a better question is. . . when you pull that trigger, how do you feel?
[even knowing there are no bullets in that gun. . .?]
cw light suicidal ideation closes my freaking eyes
Minato falls quiet. While this "will of rebellion" sounded entirely different from the nature of SEES' own awakenings, he realizes... perhaps they're not actually that dissimilar. The physical manifestation of one's choice to fight: hadn't that been the same decision he'd made on the rooftop of Iwatodai's dorm? A decision sealed with the pull of that trigger?
Akira's eyes open again; Minato meets his gaze. Each time he pulled the Evoker's trigger, he felt: ]
...peace.
[ He felt no anger, no flames of rebellion to dance around his heart. ]
I felt peace.
[ Tranquility. Acceptance. Finality. The reassurance of that definite end, the placation of one's soul in knowing that the unknown would become the known. Minato mirrors Akira's gesture, raising a hand to rest over a newly-beating heart. ]
...my mind is quiet. Nothing else matters in that moment.
[ Perhaps Akira would never understand, based on the explanation of his own power. Perhaps he would never understand the reassurance, the knowledge that all things must come to an end. And because all things must end, wasn't that what made them worth fighting for while they lasted?
Perhaps Akira would never understand. He doesn't have to.
His gaze strays from Akira's as it fixes itself heavenward. ]
It's my resolve to never take anything for granted. Something may be here today, but gone tomorrow.
[ It's the only way to take one's final breath without having any regrets. ]
whew!
[Minato. . .]
[. . .he's so young. he has to be around Akira's age, right. . .? for him to say that he feels peace and acceptance when facing down the barrel of a gun is so. . .]
[it speaks of something so much more. it speaks of trials and tribulations that Akira cannot even begin to comprehend. it speaks of a life hard-lived, one that helped him coexist peacefully with death in a way that most would find unsettling. perhaps it's false to say that Akira would never understand, but. . . he certainly doesn't understand now]
[. . .]
[he speaks quietly, with a touch of sorrow in his voice. his heart goes out to his new companion, and he finds himself wanting so desperately to do something for him. something, literally anything, to make his day just a little bit brighter]
You sound so. . . worldly. [. . .] I don't know what kind of Journey you had, but. . . even I never reached that level of. . . poetic wisdom.
[truly, their Journeys had been so, so different. and although he had associated Minato with the Fool upon their first meeting, that second arcana is suddenly standing out all the more stark for him. it's not the World. . . it's something so much bigger.]
[the Universe, maybe. . .?]
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1/3. i think. i'm sorry
yeh it's 2/3 spams ur inbox
OKAY I'M DONE
jesus christ
brings my best to the angst games
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wrapped 🙏