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[ Surely he has a witty, snappy retort to this, right? Something cool, something that reflects their journey together no he's pathetic. They're pathetic. He's dragging them both down in the mathematical average IQ in this room. Sorry. ]
Nnn bein' loud... 'n stupid... fffnnn...
[ He is not yet awake. He is simply too big and unburdened by braincells to be concerned that a fellow Sinner might be in fact be slowly suffocating to death underneath him. Zzzzz. ]
it's ok heathcliff will always be hot regardless 🙂↕️
[ wings, he can be so annoying when he wants it to be. she's not surprised if he's doing this out of spite -- but he can just. you know. not do this. like what the fuck? pretty sure he'd rather do this to any other person that isn't her, anyway. he's going to be sooooo disappointed when he wakes up and finds her underneath him.
she takes in a deep breath, and exhales. not gonna lie, their position is a little comforting. there's something about having someone big and imposing lie on top of her unguarded like this. she lifts a hand up and rests it one heathcliff's nape, stroking him there with an uncharacteristically tender touch--
before grabbing the hair behind his head. ]
Hey. Wake up or I'm going to toss you over the brig. [ haha, get it. ]
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good he's useless otherwise... heathcliff in his trophy wife era (???)
[ It is equally nice to snooze and not have to worry about anything but a random bullshite siren going off, or Faust sticking her head in his room uninvited to say There Is A Matter That Requires Full Attendance or some tripe, fully in cursive like everything she says... Also it's warm in his bed right now, which is nice too. Soft. Maybe too soft. If Heathcliff knows anything his fate, the pendulum's about to swing the other way— ]
— agh, AH, OW, BLOODY FUCKING SHITE HELL GET OFF —
[ Having no idea that his assailant is currently underneath him, he thrashes, trying to get an elbow into whoever is yanking his hair, fails, and eventually lands on his side, still on a bed of orange hell, kicking his legs and generally being completely useless. Good morning, British Sinners!!!!!!! ]
he deserves to be a trophy wife after his canto... rest now king
[ okay, first of all it's the other way around?? HE should get off of HER, wtf. once heathcliff is stirred away - and quite annoyingly so - ishmael wastes no time in turning the tables around on him, grabbing his shoulders and flipping him around so that he's now lying down on the bed and she's straddling him.
don't ask. she's wearing nothing but an oversized white t-short and her underwear, and that's that. curiously, her signature headband is nowhere in sight. ]
Calm down. I keep telling you a billion times over to get off me, but you didn't listen. [ huffs, then crosses her arms together. ] When did you get here?
he gets one (1) self-esteem, she gets one (1) purpose. baby steps
[ To his credit, when he hears Ishmael — more importantly, when he hears the extreme lack of urgency in her voice — all he does is peel his eyes open and check for a shock of orange hair before immediately relaxing. He lies back with a sigh, barely registering what she says. ]
The hell do you mean, when did I get here... This is my room, woman. Get out.
[ ... Yeah, he did not get the memo. He's chalking up the weird casino as an insane horny dream and he's treating Ishmael being here as a sign he's back in the bus where he kind of sort of belongs. Not that he feels grateful for that or anything. (He's very grateful for that.) ]
[ yep, that sure is a lot of orange, the color somewhat softened by the morning sun's rays streaming through the window behind her. it would've been an ethereal image to wake up to if it weren't for the fact that it's ishmael of all people. ]
Huh. Funny. I don't see your name on it.
[ tbf this might really be heathcliff's room and she just didn't know, but she's not about to let him have the satisfaction of being right anytime soon. ]
The last thing I want for us is to split up in such unfamiliar territory. We have to figure out what's going on here first. [ still on top of him, she reaches over to the bedside table to grab some toast. ] Hungry?
'Course they haven't got our names on 'em, they're the bus doors...
[ But Heathcliff can't be stupid forever, and as his eyes watch her reach to an unfamiliar bedside table, in an unfamiliar room, with a very unfamiliar piece of toast, he gets the sinking feeling that Ishmael, once again, might be right.
He turns his head, winces — all right, maybe the liquor wasn't a dream — and pushes the toast away grumpily and twists around a little, looking at the room. ]
[ GROANS. ] Took you long enough to realize. Does this look like any of our rooms back on the bus?
[ for one, it's not storming outside, reflecting both of their respective inner turmoils. it's bright and sunny. one might even hear birds outside if they're delulu enough. but no, they're both not delulu enough for any of this. ]
That's what I'm trying to figure out. Unless we're somehow in a District where sex and erotica is what fuels their Singularity, we're all but fucked either way. Like, literally. [ finally, she slides herself off heathcliff and reaches for a mug of coffee with her free hand. ] Here. You really need to wake yourself up for this.
[ Look, it might be a side effect of going through a shitton of character development, but Heathcliff kind of feels bad? Maybe a little? about Ishmael getting all huffy about being right, again. Maybe it's because he still doesn't take her at face value after all this time when he really ought to try and trust her, especially when she's proven time and again that she'll put her all into watching out for th the team. Maybe because he DOES want to think that people change, himself and Ishmael included, and that he doesn't have to be so snippy all the time when the Sinners have proven themselves to at least be safe, even when he's murdered more than one of them in dramatic and messy ways. Maybe it was kind of nice to have her weight on top of him. Maybe!!!
You know what, scratch that last thought. Wings no. Never mind.
He sits up and grabs the coffee out of her hand, sipping and wincing as it hits his tongue too fast. Hot. He swallows anyway. ]
Ugh. Fine. Shit. Oi, honor student, fancy giving the class dunce a recap?
[ she watches him drink the coffee a little too fast, frowning slightly at his casual comment. it's not that heathcliff is stupid, and she knows better than to press his buttons about it now after seeing what he'd gone through at wuthering heights. it's none of their faults why they ended up the way they were before the golden boughs had shown them the way to redemption. but at the same time, they can't force themselves to be all buddy-buddy together just because they'd seen the absolute worst of themselves and how they'd mirrored one another. it's weird.
although, all of this is weird, tbf. so why not do as the romans do? (ignore the fact that she doesn't know what romans are). ]
Honestly, I'm probably as clueless as you are. So don't sell yourself short, Heathcliff. [ munch. ] Let's tackle this one at a time. What's the last thing you remembered before waking up in this world?
[ The kindness gets... Well, it gets a rather cautious look, as though he's waiting for the backhanded portion of the comment to no avail. When he realizes it isn't coming, he shakes himself a little like a dog. Was he tense? Sure, he has no idea what's going on, but this is... decently normal Ishmael behavior, except with maybe a fraction less bickering. No one said there was a bickering quota for the two of them. She can be nice if she wants to. He could too, if he really felt like it. So there.
... Wait, there was a question, wasn't there? He walks back and is silently grateful that it was relatively straightforward. ]
Simple. I was in my room on the bus, sleepin'. Or about to sleep. We just got back from the Railway, I was right knackered.
[ munches impatiently on her piece of toast. no seriously, wtf. she's going to need more than that to determine where they are and how they stand with each other? as much as she doesn't mind bickering with heathcliff until the dawn rises, she's gonna want to get some shit out of the way first before doing just that. ]
Gonna give me more details than that. What was the last significant thing you remember in the City before retiring for the night and waking up here? For example, mine was...
[ hmm. ]
We acquired the most recent Golden Bough. In P Corp. Does that ring a bell? [ me trying to keep it vague until you get to don's chapter 🥺 ]
[ Heathcliff gives Ishmael a funny look. This is all backwards and forwards... ]
You feelin' all right? We ain't been outside T. corp in a minute. We're lucky to be anywhere near leavin' with our bus, what with that debt them loonies tried to saddle us with.
[ Did the stay in their mercifully air-conditioned holding cell make Ishmael snap or what...? Can't be too different from being cooped up on a ship for months, can it? ]
[ t corp?? that felt like ages ago, especially with what happened in the WARP trains and all. it might confuse heathcliff even more if she tries explaining it to him, so -- ]
...Okay, then. T Corp. Fuck, that place was a shithole.
[ even worse than the mystery resort they've now found themselves at. ]
Anyway, I'd inquired around the long-term guest of this resort, and they'd mentioned playing a certain card game by having sex with people. If you win the game by having enough sex with people, it might be our ticket out of here.
[ emphasis on might. ]
That's all I got for now. Anything on your end? Please tell me you didn't steal shit here too. [ wow ]
[ After a few seconds of narrow-eyed glaring wherein Heathcliff tries to figure out what the fuck is going on, he sighs. Okay, maybe this is a mirror version of Ishmael, or some weird time shit happened while they were at T Corp. Whatever. This Ishmael's good enough. Or at least close enough to make him sputter about a crime both of them remember him committing, which he does redfaced and with indignation. ]
For the last time, I needed to look smart when I went back. I ain't about to pinch whatever I can get my hands on for no reason, I ain't that daft...
[ Heathcliff grimaces, then finishes the coffee in one spiteful gulp, then puts it to the side. ]
I wasn't payin' much mind, that's for sure. Figured I was dreaming, got right plastered, and that was about the end of it.
[ Instead of getting anywhere near the sex part of their situation because it's insane, he scowls, reaches out, and swats one of her sidebangs. ]
Ain't all to report for you, though. What's happened to that hairband of yours, eh? Stolen? Gambled away?
Yeah, but I don't get why you had to look smart. Not like there's someone there waiting for you, right?
[ hehe. guess who doesn't remember jack shit about █████████ at all. though to be fair, heathcliff just hasn't gotten to [REDACTED] yet after t corp, but they would've been even in this case if they both knew what they missed out on :)
anyway! she mirrors his grimace when he mentions her headband, and she grabs his wrist with an iron grip. ]
That's also what I wanted to know. But apparently the house has taken it away for further incentive that I play their games. [ she swallows. the hand around his wrist slightly trembles despite her cold expression. ] I have to get it back, no matter what.
[ it's the only thing she has left of her, after all. ]
... Had to make a point to whoever was left. Anyway, it's over now.
[ No amount of arguing was going to make anyone remember anything, Dante excluded, and as rockheaded as Heathcliff can be, he knows how to put down a fight that he's done with.
Heathcliff stares at her for a second, scowling. ]
If it's a choice between finding whatever the hell's keeping this Singularity propped and your headband, I ain't makin' promises. But if we're stuck here anyhow...
[ ... A long suffering sigh. His arm goes limp in Ishmael's grip in surrender. ]
Well? Out with it, then. How do we get it back? Is that a sex thing too?
[ ishmael purses her lips together in thought, before letting go of heathcliff's hand, her own arm returning to the side. she clenches her knuckles, then loosens them as she makes her conclusion. ]
Looks like it. I might need chips to get it back -- it's the currency they use in this world. And every time you have sex with someone, you get paid a small amount.
[ she falls silent, her bangs covering her eyes. then, with another long-suffering sigh: ]
Listen. I know we've got our... differences [ biggest understatement of the fucking century ] so we don't have to fuck if you don't want to. I'll just go find someone else to do it with.
[ should be easy enough... hopefully. the only problem is that she knows nobody here other than heath, but maybe that's a good thing. no need to get any more attached beyond sex, and all.
and maybe, even now, ishmael still thinks he's too tenderhearted for a place like this. this is for her own good, and for his as well. totally. ]
[ It's only now that Heathcliff even registers that Ishmael is not wearing trousers. He looks down, then looks up, like directly at the ceiling, because even if Ishmael doesn't have her mace, he does not want to get smacked, thank you.
(Heathcliff, for his part, has his boxer briefs on, but isn't wearing a shirt. Holy scarred up tits ahoy.) ]
I'll be honest, I was thinkin' about us buggerin' other people...
[ But that's mostly because, until just now, he wasn't living in a world where Ishmael would ever consider fucking him. Why should she? He's just Heathcliff, world-class failure. ]
... You? With me? Why? Ain't you, like...
[ He makes kind of a vague gesture with his arm, still looking stubbornly at the ceiling. Well, he saw Queequeg. A strapping woman about the size of Mephistopheles, sure, but he's Not Queequeg. Not by a mile.
... He risks a look out the corner of his eye at Ishmael. Sunrise, huh. He can see that. Not that he has many sunrises to compare it to — the Heights did indeed Wuther — but it seems. Soft. Like sunrises ought to be. ]
[ to be fair, none of them were living in a world where they'd ever consider fucking each other. then again, ishmael doesn't really see herself fucking around with the other sinners either. she's too much of a hater, and apparently people still think that she's still attached to queequeg and the people who'd left her behind at sea.
which isn't really false. ishmael won't be able to forget queequeg anytime soon, even with the loss of her headband. after all, her own hair is enough to serve as a reminder of what she should be doing right now instead of feeling sorry for herself like heathcliff here. doesn't help the fact that heath is almost as built as queequeg and have half as much scars as she did, but...
she puts her mug of coffee back on the table, and just... nudges his shoulder with hers, like she's helping him snap out of his melancholy somehow. ]
Aren't I what? Out with it. This isn't like you, Heathcliff. It's just me.
[ just ishmael, the woman who he can't help but raise his voice and fists at in every opportunity. he shouldn't let their state of undress stop him from doing just that. ]
Come off it, woman. You ain't. I ain't. Blimey. I ain't your first choice in all of this, is all. 'S obvious, innit?
[ Although if Heathcliff had to ask the same question of himself, which one of my coworkers would I recreationally fuck given a relatively high stakes situation, Heathcliff would be hard pressed to come up with an answer himself. He's attached to his coworkers, sure, but when half of them would kill you as soon as look at you and the others are frankly off, it becomes less of a matter of taste and more of survival. Rodya would be the most pleasant about it, maybe, but even she comes with her risks. ]
Imagine if I, what? Tossed you down right now. Tell me that you wouldn't knock my block clean off my shoulders. I ain't bothered about it, it's just what you do.
I mean, obviously. Especially if you catch me off guard. That's just what we do. [ a shrug. ] But we can't kill each other off now, not without Dante here. And...
[ ugh. how would she put this without coming off as a total softie. she wishes she drank alcohol instead of coffee just now. ]
I did say that we're better off having sex with total strangers if we're to survive here, but honestly? I'm not comfortable with the idea from the get-go. We both came from a world where shit like that is only talked about behind closed doors, and now this place expects us to normalize that? It's insane.
I'll have to commit to it at some point, if I want to get out of here or at least get my headband back. But... I guess what I'm trying to say is that I don't want my first time in this place to be with someone I know jack shit about.
[ her hand hovers over heathcliff's wrists, debating if she should hold it or not. not gonna lie, she did kind of like the idea of heathcliff tossing her onto this soft bed without the expectation of rage-induced murder. she did like the feeling of his weight on her. but while she's always been known as someone who often speaks her mind, she's utterly speechless when it comes to this.
but fuck it, she's going to wrap her hand around heath's wrist for reassurance. ]
If anything, you're the only one around here who knows me best. [ she admits quietly. from this angle, she hopes he doesn't see her face slowly going red with every word. ] And you know it, don't you?
[ sometimes the person who knows you the most is the worst guy ever. which sure says a lot about her, doesn't it? ]
[ The thing is, Heathcliff's come a long way from the man who would sooner break heads than hold hands, as it were. He's learned how to listen to people when he can and ignore them when he can't. He can keep his temper down to a smolder, his fuse harder to fully ignite. He leaves Don alone as long as she leaves him alone, and even when she doesn't, the lass isn't the worst person to be around. Just loud.
So no, Heathcliff doesn't twist his arm out of Ishmael's grip. At some point, it suddenly struck him that these people are his home now, and he doesn't leave family behind. Not usually, anyway. ]
Wish I didn't know half the shite I know about you. Never had much choice, though. Neither of us.
[ He does catch Ishmael's ear growing pink from this angle, briefly wonders if he should point it out, then remembers that Dante isn't here to put his head back on if she rips it off. Heathcliff then wonders who should make the first move. He is... embarrassed. Mortified. He stands outside the metaphorical chamber door.
Daft animal. You didn't make the first move last time, and neither did she. Look at where that landed the both of you. Nothing to show for it. Not even her memory. ]
Well. Time's awastin'.
[ He takes another slice of toast from the plate, folds it, and shoves half of it into his mouth. He isn't all that hung over, but at the very least, he needs his stomach stable for this. While still chewing, he readjusts, slipping around until they're facing each other more than they are sitting side by side. He doesn't move away, though. They're going to have to be close for this anyway, right?
Heathcliff grabs the now slightly less scalding cup of coffee and washes the toast down. ]
Lemme finish this and we'll get started.
[ And he shoves the rest of his toast into his mouth like the goddamn creature he is. His cheek is bulging out a bit, he's got crumbs on his face. Once again: the worst guy Ishmael knows. Once again: Sorry. ]
[ why did he have to put it so clinically? like he's being forced to do this at gunpoint. although when you think about it, it does feel like the both of them have guns trained on their heads at this very moment. the City may be a special kind of hellscape, but they've never been coerced into doing something this intimate -- mostly because that place all but tries to discourage emotional attachment in order to continue surviving in it.
but they're human, so they can't help but get attached to people anyway whether they like it or not. ishmael may acknowledge that she and heathcliff have had some differences, but she cannot deny the fact that he's her only friend left in this unfamiliar sea of strangers. and she'll hold on to that familiarity while everything else continues out to spiral out of their control.
she watches him continue to chow down, wondering if he's stalling for time. she gets it, though. she can't imagine herself to be the most exciting partner to have in bed either. heathcliff would've wanted to choose someone else in the bus if the others were here, and vice versa. yet she pulls herself up to her knees on the bed and reaches an uncharacteristically gentle hand out to wipe the crumbs from the corners of heathcliff's mouth anyway. ]
I may as well get this out of the way now before we embarrass ourselves. Have you ever had sex before?
[ damn
but before he smacks her for asking that, she presses onward. ]
'cause don't expect me to know all these things either.
[ It's the emotional stuntedness. He's working on it!
At some level, though, Heathcliff's already caught that he picks on Ishmael because they're the same person in different circumstances. Identities in the same mirror world. He hopes she can change for the bat's chance in hell that people do change, that he does change, that it doesn't always take a clock ticking to help him find his way. Sometimes it's a revised message on a bat. Sometimes it's a hand on the snout of an abandoned hound. Sometimes it's ripping a hole into gross white whale gristle to pull out the pisshead wanker inside. ]
Tosser. No, I don't know what to do either. I just know what I like, and so on.
[ Heathcliff gives her kind of a flat look when she wipes his face — he isn't a child, she isn't Nelly — but holds still until she's done, sipping the rest of the coffee down and brushing off his hands over the tray. Good, full stomach. Head's not too bad. Could be better, but could be much, much worse. ]
Lay down.
[ He nudges her back with a hand to reinforce the command, and he'll move back to make room for her if she does. Regardless of whether she does or not, he'll reach out for the bottom of her shirt and begin unbuttoning it, aiming to see stomach skin. He has to confirm a few things, and he's a hands on sort of guy. The only way to find out is through direct confirmation.
(The panties are good, though. Are those freckles on her thighs? He's looking. He's very focused.) ]
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Nnn bein' loud... 'n stupid... fffnnn...
[ He is not yet awake. He is simply too big and unburdened by braincells to be concerned that a fellow Sinner might be in fact be slowly suffocating to death underneath him. Zzzzz. ]
it's ok heathcliff will always be hot regardless 🙂↕️
she takes in a deep breath, and exhales. not gonna lie, their position is a little comforting. there's something about having someone big and imposing lie on top of her unguarded like this. she lifts a hand up and rests it one heathcliff's nape, stroking him there with an uncharacteristically tender touch--
before grabbing the hair behind his head. ]
Hey. Wake up or I'm going to toss you over the brig. [ haha, get it. ]
good he's useless otherwise... heathcliff in his trophy wife era (???)
— agh, AH, OW, BLOODY FUCKING SHITE HELL GET OFF —
[ Having no idea that his assailant is currently underneath him, he thrashes, trying to get an elbow into whoever is yanking his hair, fails, and eventually lands on his side, still on a bed of orange hell, kicking his legs and generally being completely useless. Good morning, British Sinners!!!!!!! ]
he deserves to be a trophy wife after his canto... rest now king
don't ask. she's wearing nothing but an oversized white t-short and her underwear, and that's that. curiously, her signature headband is nowhere in sight. ]
Calm down. I keep telling you a billion times over to get off me, but you didn't listen. [ huffs, then crosses her arms together. ] When did you get here?
he gets one (1) self-esteem, she gets one (1) purpose. baby steps
The hell do you mean, when did I get here... This is my room, woman. Get out.
[ ... Yeah, he did not get the memo. He's chalking up the weird casino as an insane horny dream and he's treating Ishmael being here as a sign he's back in the bus where he kind of sort of belongs. Not that he feels grateful for that or anything. (He's very grateful for that.) ]
for now...
Huh. Funny. I don't see your name on it.
[ tbf this might really be heathcliff's room and she just didn't know, but she's not about to let him have the satisfaction of being right anytime soon. ]
The last thing I want for us is to split up in such unfamiliar territory. We have to figure out what's going on here first. [ still on top of him, she reaches over to the bedside table to grab some toast. ] Hungry?
🫢
[ But Heathcliff can't be stupid forever, and as his eyes watch her reach to an unfamiliar bedside table, in an unfamiliar room, with a very unfamiliar piece of toast, he gets the sinking feeling that Ishmael, once again, might be right.
He turns his head, winces — all right, maybe the liquor wasn't a dream — and pushes the toast away grumpily and twists around a little, looking at the room. ]
... We ain't on the bus. Where are we?
[ ... Wait. Was the horny casino not a dream? ]
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[ for one, it's not storming outside, reflecting both of their respective inner turmoils. it's bright and sunny. one might even hear birds outside if they're delulu enough. but no, they're both not delulu enough for any of this. ]
That's what I'm trying to figure out. Unless we're somehow in a District where sex and erotica is what fuels their Singularity, we're all but fucked either way. Like, literally. [ finally, she slides herself off heathcliff and reaches for a mug of coffee with her free hand. ] Here. You really need to wake yourself up for this.
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You know what, scratch that last thought. Wings no. Never mind.
He sits up and grabs the coffee out of her hand, sipping and wincing as it hits his tongue too fast. Hot. He swallows anyway. ]
Ugh. Fine. Shit. Oi, honor student, fancy giving the class dunce a recap?
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although, all of this is weird, tbf. so why not do as the romans do? (ignore the fact that she doesn't know what romans are). ]
Honestly, I'm probably as clueless as you are. So don't sell yourself short, Heathcliff. [ munch. ] Let's tackle this one at a time. What's the last thing you remembered before waking up in this world?
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... Wait, there was a question, wasn't there? He walks back and is silently grateful that it was relatively straightforward. ]
Simple. I was in my room on the bus, sleepin'. Or about to sleep. We just got back from the Railway, I was right knackered.
[ ... A deeper frown. ]
What? You remember something different?
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[ munches impatiently on her piece of toast. no seriously, wtf. she's going to need more than that to determine where they are and how they stand with each other? as much as she doesn't mind bickering with heathcliff until the dawn rises, she's gonna want to get some shit out of the way first before doing just that. ]
Gonna give me more details than that. What was the last significant thing you remember in the City before retiring for the night and waking up here? For example, mine was...
[ hmm. ]
We acquired the most recent Golden Bough. In P Corp. Does that ring a bell? [ me trying to keep it vague until you get to don's chapter 🥺 ]
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[ Heathcliff gives Ishmael a funny look. This is all backwards and forwards... ]
You feelin' all right? We ain't been outside T. corp in a minute. We're lucky to be anywhere near leavin' with our bus, what with that debt them loonies tried to saddle us with.
[ Did the stay in their mercifully air-conditioned holding cell make Ishmael snap or what...? Can't be too different from being cooped up on a ship for months, can it? ]
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...Okay, then. T Corp. Fuck, that place was a shithole.
[ even worse than the mystery resort they've now found themselves at. ]
Anyway, I'd inquired around the long-term guest of this resort, and they'd mentioned playing a certain card game by having sex with people. If you win the game by having enough sex with people, it might be our ticket out of here.
[ emphasis on might. ]
That's all I got for now. Anything on your end? Please tell me you didn't steal shit here too. [ wow ]
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For the last time, I needed to look smart when I went back. I ain't about to pinch whatever I can get my hands on for no reason, I ain't that daft...
[ Heathcliff grimaces, then finishes the coffee in one spiteful gulp, then puts it to the side. ]
I wasn't payin' much mind, that's for sure. Figured I was dreaming, got right plastered, and that was about the end of it.
[ Instead of getting anywhere near the sex part of their situation because it's insane, he scowls, reaches out, and swats one of her sidebangs. ]
Ain't all to report for you, though. What's happened to that hairband of yours, eh? Stolen? Gambled away?
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[ hehe. guess who doesn't remember jack shit about █████████ at all. though to be fair, heathcliff just hasn't gotten to [REDACTED] yet after t corp, but they would've been even in this case if they both knew what they missed out on :)
anyway! she mirrors his grimace when he mentions her headband, and she grabs his wrist with an iron grip. ]
That's also what I wanted to know. But apparently the house has taken it away for further incentive that I play their games. [ she swallows. the hand around his wrist slightly trembles despite her cold expression. ] I have to get it back, no matter what.
[ it's the only thing she has left of her, after all. ]
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[ No amount of arguing was going to make anyone remember anything, Dante excluded, and as rockheaded as Heathcliff can be, he knows how to put down a fight that he's done with.
Heathcliff stares at her for a second, scowling. ]
If it's a choice between finding whatever the hell's keeping this Singularity propped and your headband, I ain't makin' promises. But if we're stuck here anyhow...
[ ... A long suffering sigh. His arm goes limp in Ishmael's grip in surrender. ]
Well? Out with it, then. How do we get it back? Is that a sex thing too?
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Looks like it. I might need chips to get it back -- it's the currency they use in this world. And every time you have sex with someone, you get paid a small amount.
[ she falls silent, her bangs covering her eyes. then, with another long-suffering sigh: ]
Listen. I know we've got our... differences [ biggest understatement of the fucking century ] so we don't have to fuck if you don't want to. I'll just go find someone else to do it with.
[ should be easy enough... hopefully. the only problem is that she knows nobody here other than heath, but maybe that's a good thing. no need to get any more attached beyond sex, and all.
and maybe, even now, ishmael still thinks he's too tenderhearted for a place like this. this is for her own good, and for his as well. totally. ]
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(Heathcliff, for his part, has his boxer briefs on, but isn't wearing a shirt. Holy scarred up tits ahoy.) ]
I'll be honest, I was thinkin' about us buggerin' other people...
[ But that's mostly because, until just now, he wasn't living in a world where Ishmael would ever consider fucking him. Why should she? He's just Heathcliff, world-class failure. ]
... You? With me? Why? Ain't you, like...
[ He makes kind of a vague gesture with his arm, still looking stubbornly at the ceiling. Well, he saw Queequeg. A strapping woman about the size of Mephistopheles, sure, but he's Not Queequeg. Not by a mile.
... He risks a look out the corner of his eye at Ishmael. Sunrise, huh. He can see that. Not that he has many sunrises to compare it to — the Heights did indeed Wuther — but it seems. Soft. Like sunrises ought to be. ]
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which isn't really false. ishmael won't be able to forget queequeg anytime soon, even with the loss of her headband. after all, her own hair is enough to serve as a reminder of what she should be doing right now instead of feeling sorry for herself like heathcliff here. doesn't help the fact that heath is almost as built as queequeg and have half as much scars as she did, but...
she puts her mug of coffee back on the table, and just... nudges his shoulder with hers, like she's helping him snap out of his melancholy somehow. ]
Aren't I what? Out with it. This isn't like you, Heathcliff. It's just me.
[ just ishmael, the woman who he can't help but raise his voice and fists at in every opportunity. he shouldn't let their state of undress stop him from doing just that. ]
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Come off it, woman. You ain't. I ain't. Blimey. I ain't your first choice in all of this, is all. 'S obvious, innit?
[ Although if Heathcliff had to ask the same question of himself, which one of my coworkers would I recreationally fuck given a relatively high stakes situation, Heathcliff would be hard pressed to come up with an answer himself. He's attached to his coworkers, sure, but when half of them would kill you as soon as look at you and the others are frankly off, it becomes less of a matter of taste and more of survival. Rodya would be the most pleasant about it, maybe, but even she comes with her risks. ]
Imagine if I, what? Tossed you down right now. Tell me that you wouldn't knock my block clean off my shoulders. I ain't bothered about it, it's just what you do.
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[ ugh. how would she put this without coming off as a total softie. she wishes she drank alcohol instead of coffee just now. ]
I did say that we're better off having sex with total strangers if we're to survive here, but honestly? I'm not comfortable with the idea from the get-go. We both came from a world where shit like that is only talked about behind closed doors, and now this place expects us to normalize that? It's insane.
I'll have to commit to it at some point, if I want to get out of here or at least get my headband back. But... I guess what I'm trying to say is that I don't want my first time in this place to be with someone I know jack shit about.
[ her hand hovers over heathcliff's wrists, debating if she should hold it or not. not gonna lie, she did kind of like the idea of heathcliff tossing her onto this soft bed without the expectation of rage-induced murder. she did like the feeling of his weight on her. but while she's always been known as someone who often speaks her mind, she's utterly speechless when it comes to this.
but fuck it, she's going to wrap her hand around heath's wrist for reassurance. ]
If anything, you're the only one around here who knows me best. [ she admits quietly. from this angle, she hopes he doesn't see her face slowly going red with every word. ] And you know it, don't you?
[ sometimes the person who knows you the most is the worst guy ever. which sure says a lot about her, doesn't it? ]
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So no, Heathcliff doesn't twist his arm out of Ishmael's grip. At some point, it suddenly struck him that these people are his home now, and he doesn't leave family behind. Not usually, anyway. ]
Wish I didn't know half the shite I know about you. Never had much choice, though. Neither of us.
[ He does catch Ishmael's ear growing pink from this angle, briefly wonders if he should point it out, then remembers that Dante isn't here to put his head back on if she rips it off. Heathcliff then wonders who should make the first move. He is... embarrassed. Mortified. He stands outside the metaphorical chamber door.
Daft animal. You didn't make the first move last time, and neither did she. Look at where that landed the both of you. Nothing to show for it. Not even her memory. ]
Well. Time's awastin'.
[ He takes another slice of toast from the plate, folds it, and shoves half of it into his mouth. He isn't all that hung over, but at the very least, he needs his stomach stable for this. While still chewing, he readjusts, slipping around until they're facing each other more than they are sitting side by side. He doesn't move away, though. They're going to have to be close for this anyway, right?
Heathcliff grabs the now slightly less scalding cup of coffee and washes the toast down. ]
Lemme finish this and we'll get started.
[ And he shoves the rest of his toast into his mouth like the goddamn creature he is. His cheek is bulging out a bit, he's got crumbs on his face. Once again: the worst guy Ishmael knows. Once again: Sorry. ]
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but they're human, so they can't help but get attached to people anyway whether they like it or not. ishmael may acknowledge that she and heathcliff have had some differences, but she cannot deny the fact that he's her only friend left in this unfamiliar sea of strangers. and she'll hold on to that familiarity while everything else continues out to spiral out of their control.
she watches him continue to chow down, wondering if he's stalling for time. she gets it, though. she can't imagine herself to be the most exciting partner to have in bed either. heathcliff would've wanted to choose someone else in the bus if the others were here, and vice versa. yet she pulls herself up to her knees on the bed and reaches an uncharacteristically gentle hand out to wipe the crumbs from the corners of heathcliff's mouth anyway. ]
I may as well get this out of the way now before we embarrass ourselves. Have you ever had sex before?
[ damn
but before he smacks her for asking that, she presses onward. ]
'cause don't expect me to know all these things either.
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At some level, though, Heathcliff's already caught that he picks on Ishmael because they're the same person in different circumstances. Identities in the same mirror world. He hopes she can change for the bat's chance in hell that people do change, that he does change, that it doesn't always take a clock ticking to help him find his way. Sometimes it's a revised message on a bat. Sometimes it's a hand on the snout of an abandoned hound. Sometimes it's ripping a hole into gross white whale gristle to pull out the pisshead wanker inside. ]
Tosser. No, I don't know what to do either. I just know what I like, and so on.
[ Heathcliff gives her kind of a flat look when she wipes his face — he isn't a child, she isn't Nelly — but holds still until she's done, sipping the rest of the coffee down and brushing off his hands over the tray. Good, full stomach. Head's not too bad. Could be better, but could be much, much worse. ]
Lay down.
[ He nudges her back with a hand to reinforce the command, and he'll move back to make room for her if she does. Regardless of whether she does or not, he'll reach out for the bottom of her shirt and begin unbuttoning it, aiming to see stomach skin. He has to confirm a few things, and he's a hands on sort of guy. The only way to find out is through direct confirmation.
(The panties are good, though. Are those freckles on her thighs? He's looking. He's very focused.) ]
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