[ the windows are tinted and even curtained from the inside; a curtain divides the car from the driver's seat. she clambers to the back alongside texas. well, wearing nothing but a nightgown was a little amusing at first, even if of course it's definitely less layers than is prudent for an assassin like her. still...
she can practically feel her hackles raise a little at the offer. not exactly out of aggression, but, ] You're being so obliging or, uh... [ she practically struggles a little over what she's trying to say or articulate. it's just so surreal she still barely know how the fuck to handle this because she's used to a lifetime of texas basically stonewalling her. she's comfortable with that and with bothering texas. whatever this is is just taking her aback. ]
Or are you pitying me? I don't really care that much about rank, you know.
[ she may as well already be the lowest of the low, infected lone wolf. she really knows she can't rely on anyone but herself. constantly willing to help texas or even help others, she knows nobody would extend a hand to her... maybe amiya. and maybe texas only had once, twice, when she was already ready to die.
anyway, texas willingly saying something crazy like 'stay with me' is just so completely unrealistic to her she can't really believe the offer at all. ]
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she can practically feel her hackles raise a little at the offer. not exactly out of aggression, but, ] You're being so obliging or, uh... [ she practically struggles a little over what she's trying to say or articulate. it's just so surreal she still barely know how the fuck to handle this because she's used to a lifetime of texas basically stonewalling her. she's comfortable with that and with bothering texas. whatever this is is just taking her aback. ]
Or are you pitying me? I don't really care that much about rank, you know.
[ she may as well already be the lowest of the low, infected lone wolf. she really knows she can't rely on anyone but herself. constantly willing to help texas or even help others, she knows nobody would extend a hand to her... maybe amiya. and maybe texas only had once, twice, when she was already ready to die.
anyway, texas willingly saying something crazy like 'stay with me' is just so completely unrealistic to her she can't really believe the offer at all. ]