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Lᴀɴ Xɪᴄʜᴇɴ —(Lᴀɴ Hᴜᴀɴ) ☁︎ 𝑍𝑒𝑤𝑢-𝐽𝑢𝑛 ([personal profile] lanclan) wrote in [community profile] peacockstop 2023-12-20 07:10 am (UTC)

I only meant ...

[ Jin Guangyao's apologeticness has Xichen smiling in self-derision, giving that long hair on the pillow another light tug. If he wanted to move, he would have by now. ]

I thought I would be married and have someone who belonged to me, they way I would belong to them, before anything happened.

[ Seclusion is more of an indulgence by his uncle and the sect. Wangji gets a pass, given his behaviour over a certain wayward cultivator after their death, but Xichen is the First Jade. He is supposed to do everything without flaw, including intimacy, marriage, partnership, then children. Up until this point, he has been untouched in this regard. ]

You are not abrasive, a-Yao.

[ Ironically, Jin Guangyao is doing everything he can to make Xichen comfortable all over again, as he did in life. The latter is simply more aware of it happening, now. ]

And we can cut up something other than your dress, if you want to keep it.

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