[ Mentions of Nie Mingjue have a sobering effect and not for the better, a mutilated corpse still his own freshest memory even if there is some kind of puppet cavorting around in Jin Guangyao's words. It's so far from believable that it just sounds like sour hope. With a far longer face as his smile fades, he gives a shake of his head before pausing, then shakes it slower. ]

I'm in bed with a man who just kissed me. I feel a little insane, truth be told. This is not the way I wanted that to happen, if you want my full honesty on the subject.