Back in the Jianghu, if people didn’t like me they hurt me. An early lesson learned in the brothel.
But since I’ve left, I’m trying to, learn to be more authentic to myself and others. In the prison I made friends with people I didn’t have to hide around. They saw the worst parts of me and were kind and lovely. Two of them were sweet women who helped me be at ease with myself.
[Jin Guangyao sat down next to Xichen into his side now. Aerith, Julieta and Mingjue all helped him on that journey.]
Some of the sex acts we had to perform required a great degree of trust and giving up control. To be vulnerable in front of others. To be honest and able to communicate your desires to your partners.
Also I told people I lost all my fucks. So I suppose you could expect a bit more cursing sine I don’t have to please gentry sensibilities.
[ He gave him a mischievous smile, looking very much like a fox.
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Back in the Jianghu, if people didn’t like me they hurt me. An early lesson learned in the brothel.
But since I’ve left, I’m trying to, learn to be more authentic to myself and others. In the prison I made friends with people I didn’t have to hide around. They saw the worst parts of me and were kind and lovely. Two of them were sweet women who helped me be at ease with myself.
[Jin Guangyao sat down next to Xichen into his side now. Aerith, Julieta and Mingjue all helped him on that journey.]
Some of the sex acts we had to perform required a great degree of trust and giving up control. To be vulnerable in front of others. To be honest and able to communicate your desires to your partners.
Also I told people I lost all my fucks. So I suppose you could expect a bit more cursing sine I don’t have to please gentry sensibilities.
[ He gave him a mischievous smile, looking very much like a fox.