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【 Thank you for choosing the Golden Peacock, 5-star resort and casino. You are currently registered as a WILDCARD in our system.

We are pleased to announce that several films have begun production in the resort! All guests are encouraged to participate as actors and crew during this time. Two highly anticipated blockbusters are part of the filming block and will have an opening night premiere at the newly renovated Hatchbox Theater.

We would also like to extend a gentle warning to all actors. New tabloids and journalists have snuck into the Peacock alongside production, so please be cautious of aggressive reporters. We would hate to see our beloved guests embroiled in public scandal.

Please look forward to your debut on the silver screen and all of the new artistic content soon available for your viewing pleasure! 】

HONEYWAGONS

A STAR'S WELCOME

WELCOME TO THE LOT

► All of these new stars are being welcomed to the Peacock in style. The Nest, the resort's premier massive shopping complex, is now lined with dozens upon dozens of trailers, each with a glittering gold star on the door. While unassuming on the outside, the inside of these honeywagons are pockets of luxury in tiny square footage. The catch? Why, characters are stuffed up to 4 in a trailer, of course. We're sure you'll figure something out.

► Characters still wake up naked save for a robe, as is standard for the Golden Peacock. This round’s robes are a mixed bag of gaudy glitz and old money velvet, reflecting the dual faces of Hollywood. Whether you're sporting some classic luxury with a pipe or draped in cheetah faux fur, these robes are skimpy, potentially giving a raunchy photoshoot to those pesky paparazzi!

► Existing characters are welcome to take up residence in any empty slots in these honeywagons. Just because you're not the newest ingenue on the block doesn't mean you're forgotten. Besides, we need you experienced actors close to set for quick costume changes and touch-ups. No need to ask to be moved! It’s all taken care of already.

HIRED HENS

► Several security guards have been newly hired to protect the actors from paparazzi and potential threats. These burly cocos and hens all have three things in common: tight black suits, rippling muscles, and owl heads. These heads aren't just for show; this elite group of guards can swivel their heads 360 degrees to provide the utmost level of surveillance.

► Unfortunately for actors, these owls are both nocturnal and way too into their jobs. They particularly like doing rounds during night hours and staring into the windows of the honeywagons to watch the actors sleep. Some owls will creep into the trailers to watch over their charges by sitting at their bedsides. An owl may be there, staring, where you least expect it. However, their diligence may not necessarily be a bad thing!

► Alongside owl security, actors may find themselves bombarded by paparazzi. These photo-hungry tabloid journalists are all after shots that will fetch a high price, willing to do anything for a scoop. The majority of these new paparazzi, in contrast to owl security, have hummingbird heads. They're just as quick too, zooming in and out of both backstage and the sets in search of a scandal.

► Be careful, because hummingbirds aren't the only paparazzi. That's right — guests, new or existing, may find themselves scouted to play ball with the tabloids. They may not be as obvious as those aggressive hummingbird reporters; some may even be working undercover in search of a scandal to sell to the highest bidder. All actors are at risk of embarrassing or defamatory photos being published in resort magazines or posted to the bulletin boards.

ACTOR RESUME

WELLA WARBLER

Height: 4 inches
Weight: 5 oz
Age: 3 years (24 in bird years!)
Eye color: black
Hair color: yellow

TYPECAST & SUITABLE ROLES

• animal sidekick
• emotional guide
• damsel in distress

KINKS & FETISHES

• berry licking
• mating dances
• hardcore bdsm

SPECIAL SKILLS

• singing
• flying fast
• speed sudoku

ROLE REGISTER

► What better way to get to know your colleagues than to check out their resume? All guests will have access to the actor registry, which provides an overview of actors and basic information about them.

► The registry, with the help of the Golden Peacock's AI, can also flag complementary resumes. An actor that may have good chemistry, match the requirements for a particular scene, or has unique experience relevant to an upcoming job may reappear at the top of the search several times.

► Actors can communicate through the registry. There is a general messaging board where everyone can see what is posted and personal inboxes for private correspondence with an actor. Actors are encouraged to collaberate because many of the scenes in the available movie projects involve intimacy.

COPYABLE CODE

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COSTUME DEPARTMENT

GET INTO CHARACTER

PICK OUT YOUR DUDS

► The trendy clothing boutiques of The Nest have been transformed. The walls between these small stores have vanished to create a vast costume warehouse divided by department, seemingly overnight. Actors may freely browse the racks to select suitable costumes for the roles they've been cast. The directors aren't picky about how their actors dress as long as it suits the part, allowing guests creative freedom as part of the process.

► Actors that choose costumes that are extremely unsuitable for their roles will be forced to change into something chosen by costuming staff. These mandated costumes will be on theme but will always be slutty, sexy, and enhance an actor's unique "assets". An actor blessed with a bountiful bosom may find themselves wearing a tight little lace bra while an actor with a thick ass may end up in assless chaps. It's all about giving the people what they want, you know?

► All articles in the warehouse run the risk of being possessed. There are no clear-cut signs as to which pieces are cursed and which are not before putting something on. Possessed costumes come in two flavors: Type A and Type B.

Type A possessions are straightforward. The actor wearing a Type A costume cannot remove it alone — they will find that no matter how many times they grab a button or tug on that zipper tab, nothing will unfasten. Someone else must remove the costume for them. Good thing there are a bunch of changing rooms just big enough to fit two people inside around, huh?

Type B possessions are unique. The actor wearing the costume will begin to feel influenced by it. They may feel inspired or compelled to act out the role it embodies. This possession will not be satisfied until some level of resonance between actor and role is achieved. While the possession isn't satisfied the costume cannot be removed. But hey, you're an actor headed to set, so surely this is only gravy for your performance!

DOLLED UP

► Done getting into costume? Head over to hair and makeup! After all, clothes are only half the battle. Whether you need to get glammed up or slapped into some monster makeup, the makeup artists are here to help. Mostly. Actually, they're super understaffed, and there aren't enough makeup artists to meet demand. Though they hate to ask, could you guys potentially help each other get ready?

► Actors confident in their makeup and hair styling skills (or just confident) will be allowed to use any tools to help get their fellow actors ready. However, any actors kind enough to jump in and assist will be warned that many of these products are made at home in the Golden Peacock. If not used with discretion, they can potentially make the actor being worked on ... extremely horny! Like a game of Russian roulette, one in five of all beauty products are created with aphrodisiacs. Ironically, this isn't even for the sake of getting guests into the Game 52 spirit — their supplies are just like that.

► Fill-in artists shouldn't fret too much. The majority of those products only have aphrodisiacs in minuscule amounts. When applied carefully they typically cause minor arousal or sensitivity. Artists that spray and paint with reckless abandon, however, may find a new problem on their hands!

GRAB A GIG

FIND YOUR BIG BREAK

GETTING TO SET

► The Golden Peacock is buzzing with excitement for two big blockbusters that are currently in production: LORD OF THE WINGS and STAR WARBLERS. Both of these films come from movie franchises that are adored resort-wide for their iconic blend of story, romance, porn, and action.

► Directors will be filming dozens of scenes with different actors in lead and supporting roles. Actors are given creative freedom on how to approach their roles, with barebones scripts that offer a general idea of where the scene should go and some spicy lines here and there. One actor’s take on a role may be different than another’s.

For example, three different actors portraying the Dragon Lord in Lord of the Wings may take their portrayals three different ways. A lonely Dragon Lord, a villainous Dragon Lord, and a misunderstood Dragon Lord are all fair game. Supporting characters such as the elves and faeries the warriors meet during their travels are completely free game within the bounds of “elf” and “fairy” in classic movie tropes.

► Two new floors have appeared in the ever-changing Peacock, each dedicated to one of the films, due to their massive and comprehensive sets. Guests will discover two new buttons on every elevator’s operating panel. Actors and fans are invited to enjoy these sets even when the camera isn’t rolling — this blend of high-tech VR and real world elements comes at a very high budget, so guests are encouraged get their fill while they’re available!

INDIE HITS

► In addition to the two massive blockbusters, several spin-off series and porn shorts currently casting and underway. The directors of these major motion pictures have kindly permitted the filming of smaller projects using these unique movie sets when they aren’t already in use. Smalltime directors and film enthusiasts are eagerly pitching their porn scripts in hopes that they’ll get made!

► Several smaller sets can be found around the Peacock for these homegrown productions. While some scripts utilize locations that can already be found in the Peacock, other long-standing guests have pooled their money together to establish a handful of sets not already available in the resort. These sets are open for use at any time.

► Unlike the large production crews of Lord of the Wings and Star Warblers, these smaller porn projects do not have a big budget for staff. Some projects utilize AI and drones to film, so actors that are shy about getting down and dirty around a physical cameraman need not worry! Both the producers and the Golden Peacock staff want their stars to be as comfortable as possible to fully enjoy the experience.

SPIN THE WHEEL

► It wouldn’t be the Golden Peacock if there weren’t some kind of game-like twist! While actors are encouraged to go out for any roles or films they find interesting, those looking to win large and extra-large chip payments can spin the fetish wheel to up the ante. Actors that spin the fetish wheel must incorporate what the ticker lands on into their next role.

► Can’t manage to work it into your scene? Those that fail their fetish task will find a huge chip deduction from their bank account and a punishment waiting for them. Any actors that fail the game must dress up in sexy costumes and go around the Golden Peacock handing out fliers for the premiere of Lord of the Wings and Star Warblers, with strict instructions to dance sexily for anyone that accepts a flier. Hey, the directors have spent tons of money on these movies, they’ll take free advertising however they can get it.

► SPIN THE WHEEL HERE!

LORD OF THE WINGS

AN EPIC (AND SEXY) JOURNEY

【 Once upon a time, in a magical land far, far away...

The Lord of the Wings, a massive dragon with no equal, demanded a bride tribute from all of the kingdoms across the continent. Every month each province was required to send their most beautiful men and women to become the dragon's next bride(s). Ever greedy, the dragon was not satisfied with having one bride. Not with twelve brides, nor two hundred brides. The dragon always demanded more. The number of hot people around to bang dwindled. Things were looking grim.

Soon, a group of brave warriors gathered to travel the lands and slay this dragon. They enjoyed adventures of fucking their way through sirens, fucking their way though the faeries, and fucking their way through the mage school and beastmen tribes. They reached the dragon's crystal lair where the dragon, who took beautiful humanoid form, approached them.

The dragon promised that if any warrior could satisfy them sexually, they would return all of the brides to their homes. Each warrior took a turn trying to satisfy the dragon — but only with their efforts combined in one massive orgy was the dragon finally satisfied.

All of the brides were released and the warriors moved into the crystal lair to live a loving polyamorous relationship with the dragon. All was well. The end. 】

A FANTASTICAL SET

► Guests taking the elevator to the new floor labeled 'LORD OF THE WINGS SET' will are greeted with a cool, damp breeze as soon as the doors open. Unlike any other area of the resort, this set evokes a very real sensation of stepping out onto the earth to embrace snowcapped mountains, lush forests, and wide-open sky. The size of this set is massive with different climates depending upon where filming is happening. Towns, villages, and tribes can also be found.

► The set is teeming with background actors that have been instructed to stay in character at all times. Actors may encounter both friend and foe while exploring the set, regardless of whether or not the cameras are rolling. Lord of the Wings features a wide range of character types ranging from humans and elves to monsters and beasts.

► Key locations in The Lord of the Wings are: human villages; siren's cove; fairy's forest; Beastmen wilds; Elven mountains; and the dragon's crystal lair. But these are not the only locations in the set! Actors will find a fantastical range of areas to explore and enjoy.

MAGICAL DANGERS

When it comes to movie magic, the Golden Peacock is more magic than movie! While sets are generally safe and violence is simulated, there are elements of the film that can affect actors for real. If guests aren't careful, they may really find themselves in a sticky situation and need a clever Hollywood way to get out of it. Or maybe they'll need to live out a classic trope for real.

► LIEBERRIES: Found in the Elven mountains. Delicious but cursed: you can only lie for 20 minutes after consumption. Beware misunderstandings!

► SNUGGLEBLOSSOMS: Found in the Fairy forest. These charming blossoms produce an immense amount of pollen. Breathing in snuggleblossom pollen is lethal. The only cure is to fuck within two hours of inhaling.

► THERAPANGO: Found in the Siren's cove. Anyone eating it will spill their emotional baggage to the nearest object (tree, statue, enemy soldier). It's cathartic, if not dignified.

► RAINBOW CRYSTALS: Found in the dragon's crystal lair. Contact with a rainbow crystal will increase endurance but delay/deny orgasms. No wonder the dragon was so hard up!

STAR WARBLERS

A THRILLING (AND SEXY) SPACE OPERA

【 Once upon a time, in a galaxy, far away...

The Palm Warblers and the Pine Warblers, two different legions of the massive Warbler fleet, began to battle. Whenever their ships would meet in space they would fight with the winner taking prisoners of war. After one such battle, a captured Captain of the Palm Warbler legion held in prison met a Lieutenant of the Pine Warbler tribe. After some rivalry, the two fell deeply in love.

They had a ton of kinky prison sex. However, the two were not satisfied with fucking between prison bars. They wanted to properly marry. But how could they with their two legions at war?

They each gathered friends and more sex was had between all. More matches between the Palms and the Pines happened, leading to even more kinky space sex. Bolstered by friendship and newfound fetishes, they gripped their laser guns and seized the science lab where some important keystone gemstone was being examined and researched by space scientists. This stone was very important for the future breeding of the Warbler race.

By holding the lab hostage, the ship's Commander put down their weapons and handed over the keys. The Palm Captain and the Pine Lieutenant held hands as they steered the ship off to find a new planet where they could live in peace together. The war between the two tribes ended because of good sex. All was well. The end. 】

A TASTE OF OUTER SPACE

► Guests taking the elevator to the new floor labeled 'STAR WARBLERS' will greeted with the ethereal hue of stars and planets outside of crystal-clear windows. While the set of Star Warblers is smaller than Lord of the Wings, it's far more detailed, completely imitating a starship traveling through the vastness of space. All of the elements of the spaceship are dripping in high-tech science fiction.

► The set includes background actors that have been instructed to stay in character at all times. Actors may encounter both friend and foe while exploring the set, regardless of whether or not the cameras are rolling. The background actors of Star Warblers are primarily Warbler Troops wearing helmets, highly ranked Warblers in sharp military uniforms, and white-coat clad scientists.

► Key locations in Star Warblers are: the prison hold, the ship's bridge, the command deck, and the ship's research laboratory. But these are not the only locations in the set! Actors will find a range of futuristic areas to explore on the ship.

ALIEN THREATS

Why keep the science fiction fictional when the Peacock can provide the real thing? While sets are generally safe and violence is simulated, there are elements of the film that can affect actors for real. If guests aren't careful, they may really find themselves in a sticky situation and need a clever Hollywood way to get out of it. Or maybe they'll need to live out a classic trope for real.

► 'TORTURE' BOTS: Found in the prison hold. Robots programmed to 'torture' prisoners into revealing information. These bots are equipped with dildos, vibrators, pussy pocket hands, lube jets, feather ticklers, etc. These bots can be controlled by the wardens for more intimate 'torture' sessions.

► SPACE RATS: Found in various locations. Small, neon rats that run around the hallways and in cargo areas of the ship. If bitten by a space rat, their bite will continue to swell until the bitten person has sex.

► GREEN GOOP: Found in the research labs. In syringes and in massive bubbling pods. When not watched, the goop will move on its own and try to absorb anyone around into it.

► GEMSTONE EGG: Found in the research lab. The gemstone egg that the scientists are evaluating, important for the future of the Warbler race. Any physical contact with the gemstone egg will inspire the sudden urge to mate and breed.

SHORT FILMS

THE GOLDEN PEACOCK SUPPORTS THE ARTS

【 Ladies and Gentlemen!

Peacock Productions is pleased to announce the following short erotic films. Actors interested in participating in filming are welcome to arrive on set to shoot at any time. Various accommodations are available depending upon actor comfort.

FILMS
• ALIENS PROBED ME!
• ARRANGED MARRIAGE WEDDING NIGHT
• BIG TIDDY NUN NEEDS PUNISHING
• BIRD IN THE BUSH
• EXORCIST KIDNAPPED BY DEMON LOVER
• FELINE ATTRACTION
• GUARD TOPS MASTER IN BED
• HORNY NERD CREAMPIE
• HOT FOR TEACHER
• INCUBUS SEDUCES SLUTTY PRIEST

FILMS
• JEALOUS SPOUSE DISCIPLINES LOVER
• LONELY TENTACLES WANT LOVE
• MAGES GONE WILD
• PIZZA DELIVERY BOY IS HOT
• PLANTS HUNGER FOR SEX
• SAMURAI PLEDGES AND SERVES
• THEY WERE BOTH BOTTOMS
• TOP ON TOP ACTION
• VAMPIRE’S AROUSING BITE
• VIRGIN’S FIRST TIME
• WHOLESOME COUPLE MAKING LOVE
• WOLFMAN TAKES A MATE

… and many, many, many more! We look forward to working with you. 】

BOX OFFICE BOOM

► "And many, many, many more!" is no exaggeration. Smalltime directors and long-standing guests are producing dozens of pornos and these pornos are in need of actors. The above is not the extent of possibility. Players are encouraged to make up any kind of porno scene they want! Characters may take advantage of open sets to make videos or take photoshoots for their personal use, general public release not required.

► These pornos typically lack story and focus more on fetish and kink. The plots are loose, the lines are ad-libbed, and if there are any crew around it's one guy in a hoodie eating a donut. However, the cameras available for rent are just as high quality as the ones used on Lord of the Wings and Star Warblers. If that's not your style, all Watches have the capability to connect via bluetooth to film through standing cameras.

► Actors that participate in filming will receive a large payout per role. The more jobs you take, the more money you'll make! Alternatively, actors that don't fill any roles may find their bank accounts suddenly plunged deep into the red, no matter how rich they may have been before.

EXTRA SETS

Current Peacock locations and all of the Lord of the Wings and Star Warblers sets may be used for pornos. However, the world of kink is vast and variety is the spice of life. Several smaller open sets not usually available have appeared around the resort for actor use.

► CASTLE(S): Sets featuring the aesthetics of historical castles. Numerous versions are available, each influenced by a different culture (eg, English; French; Italian, Spanish; Russian; Chinese; Japanese; Korean; etc).

► CHURCH: A church stylized after Catholic/Christian aesthetics. Includes a confessional, pews, altar, and worship room.

► MANSION: A luxurious mansion designed to evoke high-class old money. Includes a servants' quarters for clandestine cross-class affairs.

► BEACH: An enclosed set with powdery sand and an artificial ocean. Includes grottos, a lifeguard station, and a large rubber shark.

► OFFICE: A plain work office lacking any particular unique qualities. Includes cubicles, copy machine, manager's office, and conference rooms. Smells like soul-sucking capitalism.

PREMIERE

YOUR BIG DEBUT

WALK THE RED CARPET

► We’re rolling out the red carpet! Lord of the Wings and Star Warblers open the same night. All actors that participated in any film, be it one of the blockbusters or a smaller project, are invited to dress to the nines and blow kisses to their adoring fans while strutting their stuff. Actors will have the chance to take fabulous glam photoshoots and share their thoughts about filming with reporters. Be careful, anything that happens on the red carpet can become tomorrow’s hot new gossip. Some of those pesky hummingbird journalists are so eager for a scandal that they’ll make something happen, sneakily!

► The Golden Peacock has upgraded its formerly dinky little theater into a grand multiplex for the occasion, so actors and audience can enjoy these films in delicious IMAX. The multiplex is lush in red velvet and fabulous “bed” seats — each seat is designed to couple two guests together. You won’t be lonely during the screening since cuddling up with someone else is mandatory to enjoy the movie(s).

► All premiere attendees will be gifted expensive swag bags upon entrance to the theater. Inside each bag guests will find a bottle of champagne, chocolate truffles, gourmet popcorn, trendy sodas, gummy candies … and one random sex toy. No harm in spicing up a special premiere, right?

The note included with the sex toy explains: 【 Get your seat partner off with this toy before the film ends for a special prize! 】 What’s the prize? Those that get their seat-partner off during the film will be given a Golden Globe. This exclusive gold statue comes in two styles: penis with balls or vagina with breasts. Congratulations!

OOC NOTES

INVITES | RESERVES | APPLICATIONS

▶ BLANKET CW: cameras; compulsion; costumes; dubcon; nudes; pornography; roleplaying; recording; sex tropes; stalking; video

▶ All characters on the TDM are WILDCARDS, which means they have not yet been assigned a card value. Suits will not manifest until characters are accepted into the game.

▶ All TDMs are game canon. This TDM acts as the game's May event. Since April's event was a bit serious, we're leaning in the opposite direction and going full camp for this meme.

▶ Current characters may top level on the TDM. Any current characters posting to the TDM should note they are current in their subject header.

▶ The top level directory is for new characters only. We want to make sure new characters are prioritized and receive attention!

▶ If you aren't satisfied with these prompts, please feel free to check out our LOCATIONS to explore more of the resort!

▶ Smut threads that take place on this TDM can be used for rewards. If both parties in the smut thread join the game, you may retroactively apply the character's initial card values to your 52 bank. If one character does not join the game the thread will not be applicable toward rewards (as that character would not have a card value). The character that does join would still receive a small payout for the encounter. Hopefully it was a fun thread regardless!

▶ We ask you to kindly add content warnings to your threads as appropriate.

▶ If you do not currently have permissions and kinks listed in your character’s journal we suggest leaving a note in your top level of any limits or boundaries for other players to reference.

NAVIGATION • LOG • NETWORK • OOC • MEME

Comments

[myblacksorrow]

I assume I did die, yes, but the pain these high heels are giving me is also very real.

[ He supposes that answers one question hanging in his mind. Till remembered it vividly enough to hold it against him. Ivan had wondered what his reaction to the whole thing was. Although he was here, it was hard to tell what Till truly felt about the whole ordeal. Given the situation they were in, Ivan didn't want to ask those questions. It was a situation far away from the one they found themselves in at the moment.

Besides, he had started to realize that other 'humans' were not 'pets' in the same capacity they were. While Ivan wasn't the type to talk about himself, even innocuous mentions were alerting him that his understanding was not the same as what people here held.

As Till held onto him, Ivan's brows furrowed together, looking down at the way his nails drug at the fabric. ]

Are you planning to undress me, too? You must have learned some bad habits here.

[ Ivan's head turned, his arms dropping to the sides. Ever since he grew bigger and stronger than Till, he had given up fighting him, but the other pet never threatened to remove his clothes before. What an interesting first for their relationship. The dumb smile he gives Till spoke volumes about his contentment with this. The artist didn't come not immediately swinging. Ivan will take what wins he can get. ]

If I could stop looking like this, I would have changed it when we were kids. Unfortunately for the both of us, this continues to just be my face.

[uptill]

You did die.

[ Seriously? Assume? That's what he is going to say? There is no doubt about it. This man died during the last round. That much blood loss could only spell death. Not including the fact that Till was declared the winner. He saw it reflected in that bloodied pool. He was to move on to the next round, and preparations were made. Before he could continue onward, he was whisked away. He is here now. Yet he is forever caught in that moment. Finding himself searching in that darkness, always thinking of that red sky.

He thought he would never get answers, yet here is an illusion that can give him something—anything. He could work with anything. He could fool himself and soothe his own nerves. ] The—what—take them off you moron! [ That's the main concern here? High heels? Why is he even wearing this getup? He still cannot wrap his head around the idea of Ivan's apparition coming to him like this. Is it mocking him? Is it trying to piss him off. It's very Ivan.

His grip tightens on the fabric, and with one swift movement, he pulls on it!

He intends to tear it away, to rip the garment off of this Ivan, because he knows deep down that he will find his proof somehow. There must be evidence that this is not the real deal. He doesn't want it to be him, and yet he does. He cannot face his guilt. He doesn't want to be alone. He doesn't want to be forever haunted by his image. He wants to recall all the details of his expression. Frustrating, calming, antagonizing, comforting. Yet his heart is racing. His nerves are frayed. ]

Uh.

[ The question causes him to pause.

His hands are holding torn white fabric. It's already partially done. Did he say too? Who else has been undressing this guy? Slowly, he presses the bits of the torn dress against Ivan as if he could magically cause them to mend together and reform the dress. ] I haven't learned anything! None of that fucking gross stuff!

[ Don't go accusing him of things!

And that's not what he meant! Of course, Ivan's face cannot be changed. That face. It's not wearing the expression he had hoped to scribe to paper. Maybe he will never see anything like that again. ] Shut up! Wear something else. Clothes. Some other clothes!

[myblacksorrow]

I did die. [ He can't really disagree with that, and yet... ] It's also true that I'm standing here in front of you, so I 'suppose' it didn't actually happen. Both can't be true at the same time--

[ Usually, this sort of quantum physics and observable statistics was way out of Till's comprehension. It took him effort to explain normal subjects to the other man, there was no way telling him how the status of his life is essentially Schrödinger cat wasn't going to earn the understanding he wanted.

What he didn't expect was for the attempt to explain the happenstance to be interrupted by what Ivan can only imagine was the sound of the dress ripping, somewhere from the way Till was trying to tear it off him. He was joking earlier, but now he really was starting to sound like he was going to lose it to Tills angry denial.

Luckily, the question made Till pause, Ivan reaching down to try and save the dress from Till clutches, grabbing his wrists and holding them while trying to push the smaller man away from his desperate attempts to . . .what? Undress him for some reason? Why WAS Till trying so desperately to get him out of this dress. He claims he didn't learn any bad habits, but he distinctly remembers a Till whom was not this interested in his clothes.

Or him whatsoever. Honestly. ]

They gave me the dress for the part of the bride being offered up to the dragon. We're professionals. You should understand how costuming is by now.

Also, I didn't come into this wearing clothes.

[uptill]

[ His irritation is mounting, accompanied by confusion and denial. It's not easy to dispel doubt when all his senses told him that the man before him had died. He had seen it happen in a place where reality could not be warped, as opposed to here at the resort. That may explain why Till is touching Ivan once more as if confirming his solid form despite previously pulling his hand back due to that scandalous comment. ]

Both can't be true!

[ Don't add anymore to that!

There is no more. There is no at the same time!

The person he knows, Ivan, is dead. Yet. Here before him is Ivan. The whole thing causes him to roughly rub his face as if that can alleviate building pressure. He can only turn his anger and frustration toward the one person who has not left him once. He may have been dead and gone, but he was always there. When Till closes his eyes, there is Ivan. When things grow too quiet, when he is alone. When on the verge of sleep, he hears his voice. Why must he always see him drenched in red, only for him to show up like this? His gaze darts away, he takes in their surroundings as if looking for an explanation from anything but the person in front of him.

Yet when his attention returns to Ivan, he is still here. He has not vanished into nothing.

Forget it! He has to know. Who cares about what weird, wild ideas are assumed! Returning to his destruction of the garment, he is stopped by Ivan holding his wrists. He struggles against him, he tries to continue tearing at the fabric, but the difference in strength makes it impossible for him to continue. Yet he still fights. He needs to know. ]

Shut up! I don't fucking care about what they want!

[ Otherwise, he wouldn't be halfway out of his own costume. Don't try to lecture him now! This is ridiculous! Why was any of this happening? Wait. What did He say? ]

And don't tell me you were—

[ Walking around naked until they slapped the dress on him. ]

How is this even possible? There was so much blood. Too much. No one lives after that.

Does it hurt?

[myblacksorrow]

If I pressed my lips to yours again, would that convince you it's me?

[ He couldn't help the tease, grinning like an idiot as he took in Till and how much it was melting his brain to decipher why he was standing before him. If Till thought Ivan could provide him with an answer that made sense, he couldn't. He could hardly find an answer for himself that made sense.

The only thing he could tell from the way Till was acting was that he hadn't gone up against Luka yet, and if he did, then he somehow miraculously won. ]

The wounds I had? I didn't even think about them until you reminded me. I didn't really think about them when I was getting shot either.

[ He did notice he didn't feel cold or feel the pouring blood anymore. No one else freaked out during costuming and all of the other activities he's gone through to progress to this moment, so he assumed either it wasn't anything to worry about, or everyone was far more acustomed to wounds than he thought. ]

Is that why you're trying to strip me? It was the left side if you really need to see for yourself.

[ With that he, somewhat reluctantly, let go of Till. If he needed to strip him for his own peace of mind, Ivan can handle it. ]

[uptill]

No! Stop talking about that!

[ Falling silent and within that pause, he lifts his gaze to meet Ivan's eyes. Till scans for something, as if Ivan's words sparked a memory. His search ends with nothing. The expression he can't replicate in drawings has long vanished, nor any does he find ,a clue about Ivan's thoughts but the little knowledge he has gleaned in his time within the resort is something that leaves him thinking. It makes him absolutely unhappy, as evidenced by the corners of his lips turning ever downward and the groan escaping his lips. Annoying!

That better serves to convince him.

Ivan, a specter who would haunt him. Dead or alive. More alive now. It's disconcerting, and yet he hasn't pulled his hands back again, still holding on to the fabric. The easily torn fabric. ]

You don't even know what that is!

[ Mr. Outstanding Student acting out on that stage! And who hasn't considered assessing his physical state. Instead, his mind is on that other thing! It gives him pause to wonder what was going on in Ivan's head. Is doing what these people tell him more important? Is touching lips—kissing— more important? ]

You know what you just said is crazy, right? Who wouldn't check? I'll check!

[ Now which left is that? Give him a moment here. Wait. It doesn't matter! There is barely any (made out of the weakest fabric in the universe) wedding dress left. If someone like Till could so easily shred it, and by now it's virtually just falling off of Ivan. Just a few more bits of fabric. And— ]

Why aren't you wearing anything underneath!!! [ Which is to say: Why are you like this? ]

[myblacksorrow]

Because before I received the dress, I came into this place in just a robe?

[ He tried not to frown as he stood there before Till. It wasn't the first time they've had to be undressed in each other's company. The only difference in situation was that Till was undressing him for him weird personal satisfaction and not for some medical procedure. Now he stood before him, exposed and without a way to get anything that wasn't a poor excuse for covering.

Stepping out of the shoes, Ivan decides to forgo the whole thing, standing before Till with an ambivalent look on his face. He wouldn't bring up the kiss or anything. In fact, he wouldn't say anything else after the answer he gave, looking away from Till to look at the area here they were. There was reason to be grateful that no one else was around. Then again, wasn't this what this place wanted them to do?

In the middle of his consuming thoughts, he looked down at Till, waiting for him to be satisfied. ]

[uptill]

[ That sounds absolutely wretched.

He had received a complete set of clothes upon arrival. Not an outfit he was accustomed to, or anything he would typically wear, but it covered him well. Undergarments were included! Yet, if he had found himself in Ivan's position (which thankfully was not the case), he would have made sure to acquire the necessary clothes that would not leave him naked if he were to lose layers of clothing just like Ivan stands now (ignoring that he is at fault for destroying the dress).

Silence follows Ivan's words. Till, too focused on inspecting his former classmate for any injuries, lingering wounds, or any effect that death could have left, does not utter a phrase. Yet to figure out which left side Ivan meant, he opts to search him all over. Mostly all over. He won't lay a hand on him, that's the single point he would not cross now that the dress is gone. He already confirmed that Ivan is no mere apparition. He is solid. He is truly here. Yet he cannot find a single mark upon his skin. It's almost as if they were never sent to compete on stage, as if that did not happen. But it did. He knows it did. Even if sometimes it feels like a blur. It's the longest moment of his life. Too surreal the sensation of suffocating in loss.

It's impossible to be entirely satisfied when something unthinkable is happening before his eyes. He would have to accept this. Warily, he would. Almost expecting that at any moment, Ivan would vanish.

With nothing more to do, he realizes that despite not thinking much about Ivan's lack of clothing, he has some sense of what the resort is like. It would not do to leave Ivan as he is to fend for himself. He ends up finally getting out of his costume (and unlike Ivan, he is wearing something underneath: A shirt and shorts). The costume is promptly shoved against Ivan's chest. ] Here. Put this thing on.

[myblacksorrow]

[ This wasn't the first time he's been naked in front of Till. Privacy was not common in Anakt Garden. There was always a lesson or something medical they were participating in. The flowers in that small, bright box watched them. The Segyein poked, prodded, and shuffled them here and there. He wasn't nervous about his state. Till wasn't even paying attention to his body. It was like any other time he had to be photographed for jobs.

He couldn't tell what was going through Till's mind. Ivan knew he was looking for the bullets or some proof that the horror on stage happened, but what he didn't know was what Till would do if he found it? What truly could be done if he came face to face with the holes that only so long ago Ivan could feel pouring blood while his hands were wrapped around Till? Till stepped back, and Ivan couldn't tell if he was satisfied with what he found or not, but Ivan put his arms down all the same.

Ivan's brows furrowed when he was met with the dragon costume that Till was previously trying to get out of. Holding the costume where it was shoved, Ivan blinked down at it, tilting his head and then looking at Till as he threw it aside.]

I will just go back to costuming and see if they have anything else for me to put on. If it fit you, then it's going to be way too small for me.

[uptill]

[ His examination is clinical. Thorough. And nothing more. He doesn't linger on the unnecessary. His hands won't roam over Ivan's skin. That remains a barrier he would not cross. This is all a means to an end. The end is relief. To alleviate his worries, his concerns. To bandage over guilt. To forget that happened. To find his foothold, he doesn't want to be lost. He doesn't want to feel like time has stopped. With no blemishes or marks anywhere on Ivan's body, perhaps it's possible. The only trace that they left the garden is the brand close to Ivan's wrist, like the one on his neck. Subconsciously, he reaches out to touch the raised marking spelling out his name. A finger traces the first letter. How surprising that the branding wasn't skewed after all his struggling.

Ivan thought it pointless. He saw it useless to fight. He would be collared and leashed, bindings only growing tighter after every fight. Maybe he shouldn't fight it. He should perhaps accept this. Maybe he can welcome this. It can erase the ugliness, and he can embrace what's in front of him. He can find something. Something close to healing.

His offer is there in the form of the costume. They don't have to be alone.

So, of course, Ivan has to reject it.

Because Till is a loser, a friendless moron. His grip on the garment tightens, nails dig into the fabric before he throws it to the ground at their feet. At the space between them. The costume separates them in a way that a lack of understanding keeps them apart. A hurdle that communication could easily smooth, just as it would be easy to step over a costume. ]

You're going back?

[ He can't help but gape at the idiot like an idiot. ]

Why would you go back?

[ That's putting himself at the mercy of these crazy people. Who knows what they would dress Ivan in next? He doesn't understand it, but instinctively, it feels like it's something for entertainment. Disgusting entertainment. ]