Are you trying to prevent yourself becoming desensitized to nudity? I worry that may cause undue stress for you...
[ Once he's sure that Vanitas has turned around, Keita does the same, facing his back in turn. This, of course, presents its own new challenge: he hadn't thought to undo the button and zipper of Vanitas' trousers before allowing Vanitas to undress him fully.
There's a brief moment of hesitation while Keita deliberates, and then he says, ] I'm going to have to—be in your space for a moment, now.
[ He doesn't quite press himself fully against Vanitas' back, but it's a close thing as his arms move to wrap around Vanitas' waist. Like this, Keita can carefully undo the button and zip of the slacks before withdrawing, then kneeling much as Vanitas had before to undo his shoes and help him out of them, then remove his socks as well.
Then, finally, Keita is able to reach up and curl his fingers into the waistbands of both trousers and underwear, easing them gently down over Vanitas' hips and thighs. ...Somehow, like this, he more clearly understands the impulse that had driven Vanitas to bite his ass just now. ]
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[ Once he's sure that Vanitas has turned around, Keita does the same, facing his back in turn. This, of course, presents its own new challenge: he hadn't thought to undo the button and zipper of Vanitas' trousers before allowing Vanitas to undress him fully.
There's a brief moment of hesitation while Keita deliberates, and then he says, ] I'm going to have to—be in your space for a moment, now.
[ He doesn't quite press himself fully against Vanitas' back, but it's a close thing as his arms move to wrap around Vanitas' waist. Like this, Keita can carefully undo the button and zip of the slacks before withdrawing, then kneeling much as Vanitas had before to undo his shoes and help him out of them, then remove his socks as well.
Then, finally, Keita is able to reach up and curl his fingers into the waistbands of both trousers and underwear, easing them gently down over Vanitas' hips and thighs. ...Somehow, like this, he more clearly understands the impulse that had driven Vanitas to bite his ass just now. ]