(a lingering kiss, the sound of the director speaking is like white noise in comparison. it didn't matter he said that, for the scene to end and for them to take a break. they seem to have liked it, that cellinia had a change of script and improvised. little did they know, it was because she did want to kiss her. not just for some kind of on screen bullshit that she felt annoyed to think about. who would want to be on the big screen and seen in adult films? she surely wouldn't, not with something like this when cellinia would prefer it to be more of a private affair.

recording was fine, but not genuinely publishing it for the others to see. she doesn't think about it, though. not for now. what she does is think instead about something else. wouldn't it do them both some good to sneak back to her trailer instead? her spade mark seems to be in agreement on that point.

which was odd, even while they're forehead to forehead. it rarely does this with being receptive to something that wasn't vicious mockery and insulting her for what things she does do. it's not a feeling she likes from that, but she won't be saying a word else. not about how odd she's felt ever since the previous month. not even about how she wonders what she could even say to her. too many things, all of it isn't that easy to sort out from how precarious things are in this wonderful (no, it isn't) resort they're within.

so maybe, she thinks that they ought to be a little more defiant.)

You know, they did say that we're on break.

(who said they had to play along entirely?)

Depending on if you want to stay or if you want to go back before they start pushing us along.