(they almost seem to like this, the sight of her running. how she seems conflicted. the sex wasn't meant to happen so soon, but they'd also be pleased if something happens. something that suits the idea of her role allowing herself to follow the hero against the dragon. she isn't much of an actress, she didn't like the spotlight in the same vain as others might have alone. but that's only how things goes, she's to be out of it no matter that way she carries in her such an obvious star. like she shines brighter than most would have thought.
that some part of her would always stick out, as ridiculous as this is, whenever she notices how red is looking at her. cellinia can only be somewhat relieved, she's back. but she also finds the feeling of her absence in that time like being a void. a void which the wolf would hope to never speak about for her own good, despite feeling compelled to speak more honestly against her nature. like something is. wrong, because she's never done that.
she never has when she makes her dodges convincing, they were telling her to be ready. she's supposed to allow herself to be caught and have a moment with the hero, this hero who she would lock eyes with and eventually give her everything to. except, she doesn't follow the script. not this time in the way that the wolf moves instead to throw them both to the ground. for her, in her smaller size, to sit on top of her. they had intended for red to catch cellinia in this enclosed space yet didn't seem to mind she improvised and made it into something else.
all she could do is stare, as much as she feels conflicted, she stares. if there was anything, there is relief. but there's also that sense of her being hurt despite attempting to navigate these emotions that she feels. how they almost seem overwhelming in the sense of what she thinks and what she knows.)
Not bad.
(that's all that leaves her mouth, to play this stupid role. this role she hates she was given for being a wolf, but they told her that she had little choice unless cellinia wanted her bank account drained of the chips she's worked so hard to earn.)
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that some part of her would always stick out, as ridiculous as this is, whenever she notices how red is looking at her. cellinia can only be somewhat relieved, she's back. but she also finds the feeling of her absence in that time like being a void. a void which the wolf would hope to never speak about for her own good, despite feeling compelled to speak more honestly against her nature. like something is. wrong, because she's never done that.
she never has when she makes her dodges convincing, they were telling her to be ready. she's supposed to allow herself to be caught and have a moment with the hero, this hero who she would lock eyes with and eventually give her everything to. except, she doesn't follow the script. not this time in the way that the wolf moves instead to throw them both to the ground. for her, in her smaller size, to sit on top of her. they had intended for red to catch cellinia in this enclosed space yet didn't seem to mind she improvised and made it into something else.
all she could do is stare, as much as she feels conflicted, she stares. if there was anything, there is relief. but there's also that sense of her being hurt despite attempting to navigate these emotions that she feels. how they almost seem overwhelming in the sense of what she thinks and what she knows.)
Not bad.
(that's all that leaves her mouth, to play this stupid role. this role she hates she was given for being a wolf, but they told her that she had little choice unless cellinia wanted her bank account drained of the chips she's worked so hard to earn.)