(there isn't much they can do, sometimes it's just how things goes. never mind the script, the feelings, whatever else could be going on. it wasn't worth the idea of prolonging it, what they're dealing with on terms of the stupidity from the resort. people come and go as they please. she's heard about how they become statues, maybe even how they return some time later. they never know who's next, who might be gone the next day while carrying on in this space that's far from the reaches of what once had been their reality. a reality in which they could have all been trapped within forever without knowing.
but she doesn't know, feelings are always difficult to work through. texas or rather cellinia, she's always struggled in that regard. saying what she means and feels, what she thinks. about whether she's sincere or not in her expression of most things, while hoping for the best in how she can come off as. because doesn't she know that too well about herself? who knows, she surely doesn't in how the wolf tends to do things.)
I'd like to see you try, then.
(it's easier to act, to play pretend. she didn't need to focus on her inner turmoil while playing about the part cellinia had been given by this stupid film. they're meant to be something corny, but a part of her didn't have it drift that way. she's not going for corny, she's doing this because she doesn't want to show a little restraint in her demeanor for the sake of some people to have material to get off on.
the only difference is they're on camera. will be, on camera, recorded at the end of the day and even broadcasted later for the resort to watch. the thought is aggravating in a sense, she doesn't want people to see it. not something like this. not the idea of her letting down her guard in a sense to let someone touch her the way she might want to over following along with this plot line they had in mind.)
Come then, let's see how good you do at playing hero.
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but she doesn't know, feelings are always difficult to work through. texas or rather cellinia, she's always struggled in that regard. saying what she means and feels, what she thinks. about whether she's sincere or not in her expression of most things, while hoping for the best in how she can come off as. because doesn't she know that too well about herself? who knows, she surely doesn't in how the wolf tends to do things.)
I'd like to see you try, then.
(it's easier to act, to play pretend. she didn't need to focus on her inner turmoil while playing about the part cellinia had been given by this stupid film. they're meant to be something corny, but a part of her didn't have it drift that way. she's not going for corny, she's doing this because she doesn't want to show a little restraint in her demeanor for the sake of some people to have material to get off on.
the only difference is they're on camera. will be, on camera, recorded at the end of the day and even broadcasted later for the resort to watch. the thought is aggravating in a sense, she doesn't want people to see it. not something like this. not the idea of her letting down her guard in a sense to let someone touch her the way she might want to over following along with this plot line they had in mind.)
Come then, let's see how good you do at playing hero.