[Wei Wuxian keeps saying that, mentioning how it's okay if Lan Wangji doesn't want to kiss him, doesn't want to do anything with him. Why would he not want to? Anyone in their right mind would! Why doesn't he keep thinking that? He really needs to— ]
—Stop talking.
[ Seriously!! If he could look at this more objectively he would realize his concern for it being a one-sided want once the hormones died down is easily misconstrued into announcing his own rejection of it. But even though that really isn't it, he doesn't have the sense to recognize that right now, the impulses still running wild and it's nothing but frustrating.
Wei Ying is disappointed in him, Lan Wangji can tell how upset he really is simply by the sour scent let alone the expressions he already reads so well and he needs to do better— somehow knows intrinsically that if he isn't a worthy mate (?) then Wei Ying will scamper away the moment his back is turned, will run into the arms of one of the other designated alphas here, one that won't even ask if it is okay, will only chase him and catch him and then—
It is the thought of that which flips the switch back on in his mind, his own sandalwood scent flaring up as he faces the reality of it and considers the choices: ravishing his soulmate against a tree or letting someone else do it who could never deserve him and it isn't even a choice, is it? What were they even quarrelling about?
He doesn't speak a word, only gives a brief flash of the tip of his tongue as it flicks out to wet his lips as he presses closer, holds their arms up against the tree and kisses the man he has trapped against the tree. There is no hesitation to be found despite it being his first kiss, as he seems set on taking out all of the frustration over their miscommunication on sweet-tasting lips instead. ]
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—Stop talking.
[ Seriously!! If he could look at this more objectively he would realize his concern for it being a one-sided want once the hormones died down is easily misconstrued into announcing his own rejection of it. But even though that really isn't it, he doesn't have the sense to recognize that right now, the impulses still running wild and it's nothing but frustrating.
Wei Ying is disappointed in him, Lan Wangji can tell how upset he really is simply by the sour scent let alone the expressions he already reads so well and he needs to do better— somehow knows intrinsically that if he isn't a worthy mate (?) then Wei Ying will scamper away the moment his back is turned, will run into the arms of one of the other designated alphas here, one that won't even ask if it is okay, will only chase him and catch him and then—
It is the thought of that which flips the switch back on in his mind, his own sandalwood scent flaring up as he faces the reality of it and considers the choices: ravishing his soulmate against a tree or letting someone else do it who could never deserve him and it isn't even a choice, is it? What were they even quarrelling about?
He doesn't speak a word, only gives a brief flash of the tip of his tongue as it flicks out to wet his lips as he presses closer, holds their arms up against the tree and kisses the man he has trapped against the tree. There is no hesitation to be found despite it being his first kiss, as he seems set on taking out all of the frustration over their miscommunication on sweet-tasting lips instead. ]