[ once again, she pales at that question. it's just like being asked about her ideal day in a life from earlier, but this time it asks for an entire lifetime. how can she answer something like that when she'd only recently come to terms with wanting to live once more?

a minute passes as her face scrunches up in deep thought, before smiling helplessly at neuvillette. ]

...I don't know. I wish I had a better answer for you, but I really don't know. And that is why I wish to travel the world once I'm free from all my other obligations -- to discover that meaning for myself.

[ she shrugs with her hands. the fact that she usually tries to have an answer for everything means that she's truly stumped on this one. ]

Can I take a raincheck till then?