[ he's silent a moment, watching the redhead with an unreadable expression. eventually, he lets out a soft sigh, shoulders lower faintly as if in some kind of defeat. ]

The longer you're here, the more you'll find there are plenty of people willing to help you out when it comes to the demands of this place.

[ he's only been here three months, but the kindness and generosity of the other players were made evident to him from day one. ]

Does that make it okay?

[ it's a genuine question. he has wrestled with his conscious on this over many a sleepless night. he still can't seem to come to a conclusion. ]

Yes, you have their consent, and you might even have their blessing. Does that completely erase the fact the only reason it's happening is because it has to?

[ is a choice made when there is no real alternative still a choice? ]

I won't let myself go so long this place will make me lose my mind and turn me dangerous, [ —ah? ] but I don't want to abuse the people's generosity there than I already have.

[ of course, this is his own feeling. he hadn't wanted to give too much of his opinion, earlier, because he doesn't hold it against anyone else how they sort their own feelings out on this matter just to survive this place. ]