What's wrong, too shy to say it out loud?

[ He teases, feeling comfortable enough to do so. He pauses, giving Dan Heng some time to mentally prepare, because Troy doesn't restrain his honesty one bit: ]

I like carrying my partners, pinning them against the wall or glass window. I like having them really close to me, in positions where I can kiss them or whisper onto their ear.

[ He gauges Dan Heng's reaction, pausing for a moment ]</small