(maybe it's better to say that it's not a fear of death, but a fear that they'd never see what was their home again. maybe even wondering how much worse it can get. she doesn't have those fantasies lappland does (she has nightmares that never fade away instead) which is a given from their differences. she doesn't know what to think about it, but they're trapped here. they both are. what happens now? she doubts they could cure oripathy given broca still has it. aak spilled that during a conversation that she had with him over her outing herself in a game that everyone played during a mingle for the newcomers.
she doesn't say anything else, not at the moment. what she does is, she unbuckles that seatbelt she put on preemptively to not get herself killed if lappland did drive the limo into a wall. the offer is taken and texas leaves both that hat and cane in the passenger seat. the mask, too. she must look more out of place in this, maybe that she fits in too well whenever she hates that idea. she's left behind this life of luxury like lappland did. they weren't heiresses any longer, they were lone wolves. an exile and runaway. one more dangerous than the other, but she did take a seat somewhere that seems comfortable enough back there.
it's not as awkward as it usually is, that's one step forward for them. that cellinia didn't run again, that she's talking to her how she used to. not from how she would act instead of being honest, but just like when they were young pups. maybe this is a slight change for her. then again, after having five months to think, can she be blamed? she's fortunate that she didn't have this meeting happen while her mental state was all over the place during november from her transformation in october.)
You....also don't have to worry as much if you get given a low rank, if I have to then I'll use my rank. I don't care if you get pushed down to the basement like Broca and Aak are, or if the staff gets upset, you're staying with me if I can help that.
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she doesn't say anything else, not at the moment. what she does is, she unbuckles that seatbelt she put on preemptively to not get herself killed if lappland did drive the limo into a wall. the offer is taken and texas leaves both that hat and cane in the passenger seat. the mask, too. she must look more out of place in this, maybe that she fits in too well whenever she hates that idea. she's left behind this life of luxury like lappland did. they weren't heiresses any longer, they were lone wolves. an exile and runaway. one more dangerous than the other, but she did take a seat somewhere that seems comfortable enough back there.
it's not as awkward as it usually is, that's one step forward for them. that cellinia didn't run again, that she's talking to her how she used to. not from how she would act instead of being honest, but just like when they were young pups. maybe this is a slight change for her. then again, after having five months to think, can she be blamed? she's fortunate that she didn't have this meeting happen while her mental state was all over the place during november from her transformation in october.)
You....also don't have to worry as much if you get given a low rank, if I have to then I'll use my rank. I don't care if you get pushed down to the basement like Broca and Aak are, or if the staff gets upset, you're staying with me if I can help that.
(that's something, something she wanted to say.)