I didn't have this when I was auctioned off, I wasn't touched during that also. The most that was done was buying me to get me out of there after she noticed that I was a wildcard, plus me being shown around.
(somewhat, she had to deal with more after. on check-in, she was given her rank and conveniently, it was high. she didn't mind that. it has uses, all she needed to do was keep her bank full and survive. try not to let that mark saturate fully, even. the times it's happened weren't something that she wants to see more of. she hated it. nothing about it felt good, not after. not how she would have acted, more volatile, more like a wild animal. none of that is something she likes to think about, the becoming a statue part included. she didn't want to think more about that because who wants to consider becoming a lifelike stone statue?
she's seen the damn things, the ones that aren't players. they would stare at her and flare her senses badly.
that something is off, something had to be off. but texas doesn't say this like she's not caring. if looked at closer, she's....struggling, no that's been this whole time in the resort. she's good at hiding these things, but there are limits. there's always limits to how far that can go. vulnerability is something that she's always despised, but that's nothing easily changed in her. she can't tell. maybe it's better to say she's showing more care than she ran away from showing in brunello.)
Lappland. I....
(she pauses, uncertain, teeth sinking into her bottom lip. maybe she's not fit for this, maybe she isn't okay for holding out this long. is she going to die there? are they going to? she doesn't know.)
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(somewhat, she had to deal with more after. on check-in, she was given her rank and conveniently, it was high. she didn't mind that. it has uses, all she needed to do was keep her bank full and survive. try not to let that mark saturate fully, even. the times it's happened weren't something that she wants to see more of. she hated it. nothing about it felt good, not after. not how she would have acted, more volatile, more like a wild animal. none of that is something she likes to think about, the becoming a statue part included. she didn't want to think more about that because who wants to consider becoming a lifelike stone statue?
she's seen the damn things, the ones that aren't players. they would stare at her and flare her senses badly.
that something is off, something had to be off. but texas doesn't say this like she's not caring. if looked at closer, she's....struggling, no that's been this whole time in the resort. she's good at hiding these things, but there are limits. there's always limits to how far that can go. vulnerability is something that she's always despised, but that's nothing easily changed in her. she can't tell. maybe it's better to say she's showing more care than she ran away from showing in brunello.)
Lappland. I....
(she pauses, uncertain, teeth sinking into her bottom lip. maybe she's not fit for this, maybe she isn't okay for holding out this long. is she going to die there? are they going to? she doesn't know.)