( his mouth twitches, the beginnings of a frown--and rather than turn towards his helpful companion, he instead twists to face the bar again, gripping both hands around his empty glass. it's a frustrating thing, feeling particularly helpless; it's not something that he's wanted to entertain, something that he's pushed down under adamant declarations of intent, and revenge, and that even if something felt impossible, that he would somehow manage it at any expense. from the way he's understanding things, it seems the only way out is through--and that's one of the last things he's wanted to do.
what the hell is he supposed to accomplish, with something like that? it feels too egotistical to assume that he'll be able to control something controlling him; it's not like he has anything but his own stubborn attitude to depend on, and even that can only go so far.
so, it's with some measure of disdain, that his gaze centers in on that stupid vibrator, again. )
Fucking around is for losers, too. ( quietly, as though he can just hear denji's wailing in his head. ) Are you offering?
( how the hell else is he supposed to get through something like this? it's not like he can go up and down the bar, or up and down the party, waving the toy around like a white flag; so that means his gaze is now rooted on this stranger's face, even as he's turned away to watch the party move. a quick refusal is expected. it's what he would do. )
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what the hell is he supposed to accomplish, with something like that? it feels too egotistical to assume that he'll be able to control something controlling him; it's not like he has anything but his own stubborn attitude to depend on, and even that can only go so far.
so, it's with some measure of disdain, that his gaze centers in on that stupid vibrator, again. )
Fucking around is for losers, too. ( quietly, as though he can just hear denji's wailing in his head. ) Are you offering?
( how the hell else is he supposed to get through something like this? it's not like he can go up and down the bar, or up and down the party, waving the toy around like a white flag; so that means his gaze is now rooted on this stranger's face, even as he's turned away to watch the party move. a quick refusal is expected. it's what he would do. )