[ There it is again. That annoying thing called reality. Her head comes up, brow furrowing. More self-awareness hits when she realizes she'd gotten so deep into their usual routine, she hadn't even noticed it happening. That probably means something, how quickly she gets this comfortable with him, soaking up his closeness and affection.
Crap.
She hesitates a while, too. How in the hell can she get rid of the dissonance this time? ]
Well, I...
[ Crap. Crap crap crap. Everything points to not wanting to stop this, but also knowing she needs to stop this, but if she pushes him away again, he may never want to come back. He'll probably avoid her. She doesn't want to be alone, and he's someone that's always willing to ease away her loneliness. ]
I. I don't know.
[ She wants to be with him. She can't let things go too far. But...but...
She glances up at his visor, biting her lower lip. For once, the truth comes out. ]
I just don't want to be alone again. It hurts too much.
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Crap.
She hesitates a while, too. How in the hell can she get rid of the dissonance this time? ]
Well, I...
[ Crap. Crap crap crap. Everything points to not wanting to stop this, but also knowing she needs to stop this, but if she pushes him away again, he may never want to come back. He'll probably avoid her. She doesn't want to be alone, and he's someone that's always willing to ease away her loneliness. ]
I. I don't know.
[ She wants to be with him. She can't let things go too far. But...but...
She glances up at his visor, biting her lower lip. For once, the truth comes out. ]
I just don't want to be alone again. It hurts too much.