[Part of it is because he likes to say that he's Monika's. While wouldn't allow him to bow his head to someone when forced to, he technically isn't being forced to bow when he willingly subjects himself to all this pain delivered by Monika for his.... friendship with Monika.
The bite gets a pained hiss from him, body shuddering whole while his grasp around her wrist tightens. That exhilarating pain that can only be made possible in this form, yet he knows she's capable of going further than that. After all, he knows she can spill his blood. Finally, when his throat is spared, he wheezes and gasps for air. Even when breathing is unneeded, it helps him to regain his bearing and clear his hazy mind.
In amidst his wheezing, he thinks about the words she said to him.]
You said... You w-wanted... me to leave. You didn't stop me. So--
[Could he had done a better way of saying his farewells to her, before he was whisked away from her side? Knowing that his time was limited and leaving Monika alone. Perhaps. He had made a promise to her, and he broke it. But he can't say he entirely appreciates how she twisted that situation, leaving out the fact she wanted him to leave.
Regardless, he still doesn't show struggle as Monika straddles him. His eyes are closed to feel her hips rolling over his erection and her hands pressing down on him, taking this moment of short respite to rest. Though that leaves him completely open and unguarded to what she does next.
His eyes shoot wide open, blinking rapidly. It's not the first time she punched him, so he shouldn't be as surprised. But that's the first she punched his jaw. Figured that this form is so fragile that he felt it. But... Why does he feel that he deserved that punch? Ah, he knows why.
He felt them the moment her fist connected to his jaw. He felt her emotions- anger, sadness, loneliness, and betrayal -laced in that singular punch. It may not be the hardest punch he's ever took in his life, but that's the first emotionally-fueled punch he's ever received. That must be how she felt when he left her for a few months again. Still, it's not the most painful thing he's ever experienced.
Soundwave falls to silence, purring a little when she lovingly smooth the pain she left on him with fingers and sand. With an inhale, he steels himself and turns his face to Monika, half-lidded eyes staring up at her, expression stoic. Then, his hands moves up to hold and rubs her cheek.
Again, his touch is far and senselessly gentler than the harsh treatment she's dishing out to him]
I caused you pain. I broke my promise to you. [He admits. Even when he has no control of his disappearance, he caused her pain because of his departure and that's fact. He brings his arms back down on the sand.] So, hurt me back. Punch me, bite me.... use whatever object you can find to hurt me. Make me physically feel all the pain I caused you over the months until you are satisfied. However much pain you feel I deserved... I won't fight back against you.
[Not that he ever has.
He can take her punches, bites, or even kicks. Maybe there might rocks she could use. Whatever it is, he'll endure it until she's satisfied. He'll do anything for Monika, even being a punching bag for her to let out all her anger and sadness on him. All this just so she wouldn't want him to leave her like last time.]
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The bite gets a pained hiss from him, body shuddering whole while his grasp around her wrist tightens. That exhilarating pain that can only be made possible in this form, yet he knows she's capable of going further than that. After all, he knows she can spill his blood. Finally, when his throat is spared, he wheezes and gasps for air. Even when breathing is unneeded, it helps him to regain his bearing and clear his hazy mind.
In amidst his wheezing, he thinks about the words she said to him.]
You said... You w-wanted... me to leave. You didn't stop me. So--
[Could he had done a better way of saying his farewells to her, before he was whisked away from her side? Knowing that his time was limited and leaving Monika alone. Perhaps. He had made a promise to her, and he broke it. But he can't say he entirely appreciates how she twisted that situation, leaving out the fact she wanted him to leave.
Regardless, he still doesn't show struggle as Monika straddles him. His eyes are closed to feel her hips rolling over his erection and her hands pressing down on him, taking this moment of short respite to rest. Though that leaves him completely open and unguarded to what she does next.
His eyes shoot wide open, blinking rapidly. It's not the first time she punched him, so he shouldn't be as surprised. But that's the first she punched his jaw. Figured that this form is so fragile that he felt it. But... Why does he feel that he deserved that punch? Ah, he knows why.
He felt them the moment her fist connected to his jaw. He felt her emotions- anger, sadness, loneliness, and betrayal -laced in that singular punch. It may not be the hardest punch he's ever took in his life, but that's the first emotionally-fueled punch he's ever received. That must be how she felt when he left her for a few months again. Still, it's not the most painful thing he's ever experienced.
Soundwave falls to silence, purring a little when she lovingly smooth the pain she left on him with fingers and sand. With an inhale, he steels himself and turns his face to Monika, half-lidded eyes staring up at her, expression stoic. Then, his hands moves up to hold and rubs her cheek.
Again, his touch is far and senselessly gentler than the harsh treatment she's dishing out to him]
I caused you pain. I broke my promise to you. [He admits. Even when he has no control of his disappearance, he caused her pain because of his departure and that's fact. He brings his arms back down on the sand.] So, hurt me back. Punch me, bite me.... use whatever object you can find to hurt me. Make me physically feel all the pain I caused you over the months until you are satisfied. However much pain you feel I deserved... I won't fight back against you.
[Not that he ever has.
He can take her punches, bites, or even kicks. Maybe there might rocks she could use. Whatever it is, he'll endure it until she's satisfied. He'll do anything for Monika, even being a punching bag for her to let out all her anger and sadness on him. All this just so she wouldn't want him to leave her like last time.]