[Xiao Xingchen tilts his head, not entirely convinced of his purported ability - perhaps because he wasn't entirely himself during it - but he turns the idea over in his head. During his first time with a woman, he had wanted to be as careful as possible. The woman encouraged him to go harder, be rougher--
He once believed the ideal was a slow, delicate act to demonstrate affection and caring for the other individual. However... do more people like it this way? Every day he walks the halls of the resort, he can hear loud, aggressive sexual acts.
Is the "proper" way he thought he knew not what people truly desire?]
If that's the case, then...
[He still looks conflicted. Such an act feels so unlike himself, but this sort of place already made him act unlike himself many times before, which is more than a little disconcerting. Have they influenced him to act like this because they know more people prefer sex this way?
But he doesn't dwell on it for too long. If that's the extent of it and his friend enjoys it, then it's the least of his troubles for now.]
... we had better clean this mess off. Let's get to the bath.
[That's something easier to focus on right away.
He extends his arms, almost looking ready for a hug, in order to offer his support to his friend. Even his own knees feel weak, their shaking hidden behind his robes.]
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He once believed the ideal was a slow, delicate act to demonstrate affection and caring for the other individual. However... do more people like it this way? Every day he walks the halls of the resort, he can hear loud, aggressive sexual acts.
Is the "proper" way he thought he knew not what people truly desire?]
If that's the case, then...
[He still looks conflicted. Such an act feels so unlike himself, but this sort of place already made him act unlike himself many times before, which is more than a little disconcerting. Have they influenced him to act like this because they know more people prefer sex this way?
But he doesn't dwell on it for too long. If that's the extent of it and his friend enjoys it, then it's the least of his troubles for now.]
... we had better clean this mess off. Let's get to the bath.
[That's something easier to focus on right away.
He extends his arms, almost looking ready for a hug, in order to offer his support to his friend. Even his own knees feel weak, their shaking hidden behind his robes.]