[ Just like any high so good, so dangerous, the comedown and eventual return to normalcy is the worst. With each soft touch, reality slides back into place. While many pleasant things remain--his warmth, the comfort, how thoroughly they claimed one another--the implications of what they'd done flow in to join them. The worst part of it?
She can't bring herself to feel bad this time. He allowed her to be this way, and she loved it. And...so did he. While he contends with her throwaway taunt, all she can keep wondering is, how in the hell do they begin to process this? ]
Umm...
[ God. Did they somehow make more of a mess than they did in the elevator? Even the post-elevator sex is feeling somewhat tame. Also, oww. She's not even the one who's most damaged and her body's aching. Again, taking his spike is feeling tame in comparison. At least she'd been conked out for most of her recovery. ]
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She can't bring herself to feel bad this time. He allowed her to be this way, and she loved it. And...so did he. While he contends with her throwaway taunt, all she can keep wondering is, how in the hell do they begin to process this? ]
Umm...
[ God. Did they somehow make more of a mess than they did in the elevator? Even the post-elevator sex is feeling somewhat tame. Also, oww. She's not even the one who's most damaged and her body's aching. Again, taking his spike is feeling tame in comparison. At least she'd been conked out for most of her recovery. ]
Are you...okay?
[ She's not sure where else to start, okay! ]