[ He looks at her, but she can't keep her eyes on his face for long. Her head dips, and the invisible mask she hides behind slips off, displaying the depths of her sadness. Surrounded by people, but still so incredibly alone. Can't he fix that problem forever? Deluding herself was so much easier. Facing the truth wasn't worth the pain.

Monika blinks away some tears, then forces herself to breathe evenly before she can begin to hyperventilate. ]

I don't know if I can handle you leaving again...

[ Without thinking, she draws him in, wrapping her arms around him. Shaking. Just let her forget the pain. ]

Can't you just stay? Don't let them kick you out this time. Then I don't have to wait again. [ Her grip tightens from her desperation. ] Ever.