[ stop telling him his cnc kink is fucked up, bitch he knows ]
i give ash everything he needs. and he gives me what i want. you're more like him than you know. everything's gotta be cut in clean lines. everything's gotta be by the rules. but i met him in the middle of a war, before he knew there were rules, before he knew there was a name for this. he was suffocating, and i wanted to be hurt. someone should consider things from my point of view. sometimes i'm the only one protecting him from himself. you can't be a goddamn romantic all the time.
[ it's such a crass, ungenerous way to talk about ash. their deployment had been some of their best years, away from prying american eyes, stealing kisses in camps and villages, fucking in tiny hotels across europe, falling in love in a way embry knows he'll never find again. to reduce it to selfish harm makes him want to slap himself. he hadn't meant to talk about ash at all. ]
i don't think it's wrong. i just don't always like to think about how getting dragged across the floor and flogged because i can't shut up when he tells me to is what gets me off best.
listen. it sounds like the way you're doing it is the right way. obviously you're in a relationship, and when i go home i've already handed ash off to marry someone else.
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i give ash everything he needs. and he gives me what i want.
you're more like him than you know. everything's gotta be cut in clean lines. everything's gotta be by the rules. but i met him in the middle of a war, before he knew there were rules, before he knew there was a name for this. he was suffocating, and i wanted to be hurt.
someone should consider things from my point of view. sometimes i'm the only one protecting him from himself. you can't be a goddamn romantic all the time.
[ it's such a crass, ungenerous way to talk about ash. their deployment had been some of their best years, away from prying american eyes, stealing kisses in camps and villages, fucking in tiny hotels across europe, falling in love in a way embry knows he'll never find again. to reduce it to selfish harm makes him want to slap himself. he hadn't meant to talk about ash at all. ]
i don't think it's wrong. i just don't always like to think about how getting dragged across the floor and flogged because i can't shut up when he tells me to is what gets me off best.
listen. it sounds like the way you're doing it is the right way.
obviously you're in a relationship, and when i go home i've already handed ash off to marry someone else.