so's mine. the service is shittier than the four years i slept in the barracks while i was in the military.
you need someone to beat the peace and quiet into you, too?
[ why doesn't he? ash does everything by the rules, takes the time to have the important conversations, hashes out the safe words, makes sure he proceeds with caution and consent. a self-aware monster. when a man knows how much damage he can inflict, he doesn't just go around swinging hammers. and yet he'd swung right at embry's fucking face when he'd dropped to one knee with a ring in his hand. twice. ash's kingly rules never seem to apply when he's forcing embry to shred his heart because only one of them can accept how american politics work.
he wouldn't normally be so honest, but he's embarrassed himself in front of sasuke once, and his list of available conversationalists is presently sitting at zero. ]
if i can't safe out, then i don't have any way to control the situation. if i give up my agency, i'm not complicit in my own humiliation. relinquishing control for me means all of it. you can't break me completely if i still have the power to stop you.
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the service is shittier than the four years i slept in the barracks while i was in the military.
you need someone to beat the peace and quiet into you, too?
[ why doesn't he? ash does everything by the rules, takes the time to have the important conversations, hashes out the safe words, makes sure he proceeds with caution and consent. a self-aware monster. when a man knows how much damage he can inflict, he doesn't just go around swinging hammers. and yet he'd swung right at embry's fucking face when he'd dropped to one knee with a ring in his hand. twice. ash's kingly rules never seem to apply when he's forcing embry to shred his heart because only one of them can accept how american politics work.
he wouldn't normally be so honest, but he's embarrassed himself in front of sasuke once, and his list of available conversationalists is presently sitting at zero. ]
if i can't safe out, then i don't have any way to control the situation. if i give up my agency, i'm not complicit in my own humiliation.
relinquishing control for me means all of it. you can't break me completely if i still have the power to stop you.
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