[ even him???? don't mind him as he falls into a soulless black pit of jealousy. ]
it's not excessive. you're being excessive. sometimes, it just takes a person to unlock a kink in you. i'll level with you. when i was in the military, there was a guy who used to give me a lot of shit for no reason. [ there were reasons, and they were valid. ] he made me do push-ups for being insubordinate, and when i still wouldn't listen, he made me get on the ground and kiss his boot. i did, mostly because he had his foot on my back, but — something happened when i did. something in my head. i went somewhere else. it was like my brain had rearranged itself and every bad thought just left me. everything was just quiet. i don't know how to explain it to most people. i can't be wooed. i hate it. i have to be conquered. defeated. and that's what he unlocked in me. but i liked breastfeeding and pegging way before that.
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yeah, if you had one.
[ even him???? don't mind him as he falls into a soulless black pit of jealousy. ]
it's not excessive. you're being excessive. sometimes, it just takes a person to unlock a kink in you.
i'll level with you. when i was in the military, there was a guy who used to give me a lot of shit for no reason. [ there were reasons, and they were valid. ] he made me do push-ups for being insubordinate, and when i still wouldn't listen, he made me get on the ground and kiss his boot. i did, mostly because he had his foot on my back, but — something happened when i did. something in my head. i went somewhere else. it was like my brain had rearranged itself and every bad thought just left me. everything was just quiet.
i don't know how to explain it to most people. i can't be wooed. i hate it. i have to be conquered. defeated. and that's what he unlocked in me.
but i liked breastfeeding and pegging way before that.