[He's very firmly looking AWAY from Sylvain, like he needs to look out and guard them against attack from... that flower over there......]

I... might have, I just...... it never mattered, I've never had a moment of time to breathe since becoming duke, general, and Dimitri's right hand, or have time to fool around and risk getting us killed over distractions and daydreaming...

[He's getting upset, and getting upset means getting angry.]

Forget it. I shouldn't have said anything.