[ Maybe she meant love in a platonic sense. Maybe generally. Was she talking about the Player? She's not so sure anymore. If anything's hurting now, it's her head trying to make sense of this.
This moment doesn't feel as wrong as she keeps telling herself it should, though. That's easier to understand. He may be hard, unyielding metal, but he feels softer than ever against her. Just as warm as the human she pictured herself being with soon.
There's no discomfort at his hug, nor his tighter grip. Her hand squeezes his back, so light and small in comparison. And she hugs him back with her free arm, also light, also small. The sounds against her ear are as comforting as they were before. It'd be nice to stay like this indefinitely, no matter how much her skin would get pruney. She wouldn't even have to worry about the water getting cold if she remained in his arms. ]
Yeah. If.
[ She says "if," knowing full well her mind is saying "when." At least she managed to keep it inside. That, she tells herself, needs to stay firmly in the fantasy category. ]
Can you lift me up higher? I want to see your eyes up close while I say something.
[ It'd feel weird, expressing her gratitude to his abdomen. ]
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This moment doesn't feel as wrong as she keeps telling herself it should, though. That's easier to understand. He may be hard, unyielding metal, but he feels softer than ever against her. Just as warm as the human she pictured herself being with soon.
There's no discomfort at his hug, nor his tighter grip. Her hand squeezes his back, so light and small in comparison. And she hugs him back with her free arm, also light, also small. The sounds against her ear are as comforting as they were before. It'd be nice to stay like this indefinitely, no matter how much her skin would get pruney. She wouldn't even have to worry about the water getting cold if she remained in his arms. ]
Yeah. If.
[ She says "if," knowing full well her mind is saying "when." At least she managed to keep it inside. That, she tells herself, needs to stay firmly in the fantasy category. ]
Can you lift me up higher? I want to see your eyes up close while I say something.
[ It'd feel weird, expressing her gratitude to his abdomen. ]